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kjgonz

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I realized I didn't put Rosie's memorial here.  There is still more I want to do and am working on a memorial at home for her.  Nothing seems like enough to memorialize my precious girl.  Yesterday was 5 weeks since she left.  5 weeks later I am still a mess.  I love you forever, Rosie!

http://foreverrosie.pets-memories.com
Molliesmama

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Your Rosie is beautiful, and your memorial is understood by everyone here as so much more than all the words and photos- we all know the life, love, and joy you shared.

Your Rosie will always be with you.

Laura
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I love your memorial.  Your stories about Rosie are wonderful -- she is quite the character, and beautiful.  I do think that rescued pets are grateful.  I'm sure Rosie is grateful for her wonderful life with you.
kjgonz

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Thank you for reading about my Rosie.  That means so much.

My baby girl, today is 6 weeks since you had to leave.  And always, my arms ache, my heart is shattered and my life is so empty.  But you visited me the other night, and I cannot thank you enough for understanding how much I needed you.  It is remarkable that I could hear you meow so clearly - you woke me from a sound sleep just like you used to.  I have to appreciate your sense of humor, you crazy girl.  I love you!
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Your memorial is really beautiful to read. She sounds like such a wonderful cat. And she was really gorgeous. I'm so sorry. But I take inspiration and strength from the fact that it's been 6 months and you are okay. I am afraid I will never be okay and it's only been 9 days. So, obviously you are a strong person and a great cat parent.
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Happy 7week bridgeday sweet Rosie,  celebrate  unending Love  and Life immortal  with all of  your  friends  at the bridge. 

You are a gift from above  and I know you left your Mom a piece of your sweetness  and strength  when you  ran off  to the Bridge.   Show her how to recall  the  strength and courage  she  holds inside  her  heart.  Help her to heal her  broken heart...    you see  Sweet Rosie,  that  we  Moms and Dads  have a really  hard time  learning  to  live  without  you  here  with us...

May all of your precious memories  comfort you  as  you celebrate Rosie  and her  many  blessings  in your life. 

Hugs
Carrie and angel PeeWee
kjgonz

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Thank you Carrie and angel PeeWee, Your thoughts and words mean so much on this 7th week anniversary.  My Sweet Rosie, my heart yearns for you every day; every Thursday at this time, I relive that last hour with you.  Why?  Why?  Why?  I'll never understand.  I am not whole anymore because you are gone.  I love you my sweet angel girl. Forever my Rosie.
kjgonz

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8 weeks ago tonight, I rocked you in my arms for the last time during our evening ritual.  I didn't know that would be our last time.  I miss you more and more as each week passes that you have been away.  I love you so deeply Rosie.  Forever my Rosie.
kjgonz

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Rosie, Two months ago today you left me unexpectedly.  I cannot get past the heartbreaking sadness of losing you.  And now there is a new kitty in your home, one I hope you led me to, but one that I am having such a hard time accepting at the moment.  All I want is you back in my life, in OUR home, in my arms, forever.  Oh my sweet angel girl, I love you so deeply.  I miss you my sweet, sweet Forever Rosie.
kjgonz

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10 weeks ago tonight was the last night time ritual we shared.  I had no idea there would be no more cuddling and rocking with you.  Well, not the same way - less than 24 hours later I would be holding and rocking you goodbye for an hour, crying and sobbing like I never have in my life.  My heart breaking, my soul crushed.  I miss you so much Rosie.  I just miss you.  I love you Forever Rosie.
kjgonz

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My lovely girl, 11 weeks ago I had to say goodbye. I never expected to wake up on that awful day and have to say goodbye. I wasn't ready. I wasn't prepared! There were no warnings, Rosie! I didn't know my sweet girl. I just didn't know! I just want you back every day. I love you with everything I am. Oh my love, my heart still aches for you. I need you! I love you my beautiful baby girl.
AmandaWI

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Happy 11 week Bridgeday sweet Rosie!  I know how very hard it is to get used to the absence of a baby that we love so very much.  I was still an absolute wreck at 11 weeks.  The emptiness is just so very difficult.  Thinking of you and Rosie.

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom
brenrae

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It seems that these anniversaries are so hard on us. Just one more week without our babies. But, on the other hand, closer to the time we will be reunited.
housecats4

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Rosie was beautiful and what a wonderful life story....so sorry for your loss.You did a wonderful job on her tribute she is smiling down saying that my mom!!!! Rosie loves the idea of a new little kitty she knows how much you loved  her but she would want you to be happy again. Your Rosie is with my Mitzy she was  18 years 6 month and happy healthy so I thought.She got sick on the 18 took her to the vet on the 19 and her liver and kidneys were shuting down 1 week tomorrow. I know Rosie will show her around.Mitzy use to love carry socks ,mitts around and meow loud at night  too. I miss her so much so I understand all your pain.....Sending you tons of healing green light to your broken heart...Hugsssssssss Kath aka housecatwolf    Happy 11 weeks dear Rosie!!!!
mspandie1117

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What a beautiful little girl your Rosie is!  I bet my Buddy, the old guy, is chasing Mitzy and Rosie all around Rainbow Bridge trying to catch those cuties!  He is very handsome and debonair for his age.  My heart goes out to you and all here who are missing their babies tonite and every nite.
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Your Rosie is so beautiful and your words are so heart wrenching with love that is felt within them. You describe her just as I would describe my Lucky who passed on June 1st 2012 with him being more special than family. How lucky we were to have spent the many years with our fur babies, although never, never enough. I too hope they know how much we loved them and din't want to let them go to the Bridge.
I am sure we will one day be reunited with them, that's what keeps me going these days.
Beautiful kitty and beautiful tribute to her, rest in peace Rosie, your momma loves you very much, pay her a dream visit.

emd1126
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kjgonz

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Thank you, Housecat and mspandie, for such kind and supportive words!  Today is 12 weeks since my Rosie past.  I had to stay late at work and without even realizing the time, I felt this tightness in my chest thinking about my girl, and I looked at the clock and realized it was the approximate time she died.  The pain and heartache just doesn't end.  I love you my sweet precious Rosie!
mspandie1117

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I love all animals and have had both, dogs and cats, but if I must say, the older kitties we have all lost here in the last while, Rosie, Misty, Mitzy, Buddy and a few others, hard to remember all the names, but anyway, these old timers are some of the handsomest and most beautiful elderly kitties I have ever seen.  But then again, I guess I have never seen a kitty I didn't think was cute, I know they all are beautiful babies, but I guess I am just not used to seeing so many cats in the 17-19 year range that just don't look old!!!
kjgonz

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Thank you, emd, for your kind words.  So meaningful to read such kindness about my beloved baby. 
kjgonz

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My Little Rose Rose, 13 weeks it has now been.  Although I get through the day, it's only because I'm at work where my mind is occupied.  You remember how much I complained about the craziness of my day - it's even more crazy these days.  I miss coming home and not having you here to greet me and instantly make me feel better.  You truly were the best part of my day - coming home to you made my life so much better.  I miss you with all that I am, Rosie.  I literally ache for you and want you here with me.  My girl, I love you with all my heart and soul. 
AmandaWI

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Happy 13 week bridgeday Rosie girl!  That is one of the elements that are so missed about our babies.  They are stress relievers extraordinaire!  I don't know of one human that has that magic ability.  Thinking of you and sweet Rosie.

Amanda
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kjgonz

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Rosie, Not only was Thursday the 13th week since you've been gone, but yesterday marked the 3rd full month.  I still sit here confused as to how this all happened, why you had to leave so suddenly, so unexpectedly, leaving my heart shattered, never to be whole again.  Thirteen weeks has not softened the devastating pain of losing you - if anything the pain is stronger as each day marks an emptiness in my soul without having you here.  I just love you so immensely and that love feels so lost without having you here to shower on to you.  I need you my sweet girl.  I love you, forever, my sweet, beautiful Rosie.
kjgonz

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Sweet baby girl, I am aching for you as today marks 14 awful and painful weeks apart. I am so empty without you! And again my heart physically feels the exact time of day when my life was spiraling out of control, and I couldn't make it stop. I would have, Rosie!!! I would have! I'm so sad without you. I love you so deeply. You were my buddy, my true companion and I'm truly lost without you. I love you my precious baby girl. And I always will.
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your memorial for your dear sweet beautiful rosie was lovely and very heartfelt.    you precious girl knew what it was like to be loved and she also knew from the first moment that she laid eyes on you at the cat adoption that you were destined to  be her mom!

i especially enjoyed the part of your story with rosie carrying her purple baby around and meowing.     jude also had a 'favorite baby' that she would do that with as well.    i can just picture those 2 beautiful girls of ours walking around with a new 'favorite baby' in their mouths at the bridge and showing them off to each other.   and you can bet your bottom dollar that rosie's baby is purple in color.

i know how much your heart and soul longs to hold your beloved friend again.    and also how empty your home feels now.   it's a terrible feeling to have to live through.    

your rosie knows how very loved she is and every inch of your love for her is returned double to you from her.

thank you for sharing your rosie with us.

hugs-dawn/JudeTortieWolf/Tommy's Mom
kjgonz

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Once again your comments have offered wonderful comfort to my broken heart.  Thank you everyone!  And Dawn, I love the image of our girls carrying new "babies" around while walking with each other.  Oh, how that just melts my heart. Thank you for sharing that!
kjgonz

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It's that time again, Thursday. And the time of day when my heart was unexpectedly shattered. My beautiful baby girl, I am missing you more and more as each day, week, month goes by. I need you my girl. I need you back!! Thank you for visiting Bianca in her dreams. She is missing you so much, too. I love you with all I am my sweet Rosie. My aching heart yearns for you. I love you forever, Rosie.
kjgonz

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Again, at the very time my life was about to change forever, I turn to you and have such a need to tell you how much I love you, how much I miss you, and how sorry I am for all that happened.  I can't believe it's been 16 awful, painful, heartbreaking, disgusting weeks since I last held you in my arms.  Please tell me you don't feel betrayed that I brought you to the one place you hated so much!  I'm sorry my girl, I just wanted you to eat.  I just wanted to make you better.  I didn't know that would be the end, my precious angel.  I miss you so heartbreakingly every single day.  If only there was a way to bargain to have you back...but there isn't.  Oh my Rosie, my most precious little girl, I love you so deeply and yearn for you every day.  I love you my sweet baby girl, my Forever Rosie.  Always...
AmandaWI

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I am so sorry that you are hurting so badly at this 16 weeks.  I can feel the enormous emotions as you describe the pain associated with your precious Rosie's passing.  I remember the extreme heartache back when I was at the point in this process that you are now.  I know how debilitating it can be.  The ache is absolutely crushing to your soul.  I wanted to also mention the pending storm that will be approaching your area next week.  I'm sure that is one more stress that you don't need and I worry for you.  I will pray for all of you in that area that the predictions are inaccurate and that it changes course.  Please update us as to how things are and know that I am thinking about you and your angel Rosie.  Please take care, hugs to you.

Amanda
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brenrae

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I am sorry for the pain you are going through. It is so hard when we lose our precious loves. 16 weeks now, and it probably feels like forever. That is how I felt then, and still feel. The one thing that we all have to look forward to is that we will be reunited again someday, and then we will never be apart again. I know that it will be in the future, but, our babies are looking down on us, and they want us to be happy. I know how hard those words are to live by, because I have that problem myself. But,I will try, and I hope that you will also. 
kjgonz

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My precious angel, it has been a week since I could come here to "talk" to you.  I've missed you so much and my heart continues to break everyday you are gone.  Today marks 4 full months that you have been gone.  I relive the last moments over and over in my mind, missing you, crying, regretting everything.  You were my heart for so many years, and I just feel so lost without you.  I want you back, my sweet Rosie.  4 months is too long to be away from your heart and soul.  I love you, forever Rosie!
AmandaWI

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Thinking of you and your precious girl at this 4 month milestone.  I know it is so very hard to live through the loss of such a special soul.  I so feel for you and hope that you will get a special visit from Rosie to help you to heal.  Take care.

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom

kjgonz

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18 weeks my love,  18 awful, heartbreaking weeks that I wish never happened.  Oh my girl, I miss you so much.  Just saying those words don't even convey how I feel inside.  Nothing is the same.  At this very time 18 weeks ago, you were slipping away - it wasn't supposed to happen.  It just wasn't.  I want to picture you happy and playful at Rainbow's Bridge, but the devastating pain of losing you keeps me from seeing beyond the emptiness of my home and my heart without you here.  I just need you my sweet girl.  Right now at this time, we would be bundled on the couch together, I would be cuddling you, you would be purring - and all would be right in my world.  I wish you would visit me in my dreams baby girl.  I love you so, so much my beautiful, precious Rosie.  Always...
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Happy 18 weeks Rosie!  For Rosie's mom, she is happy and whole and having fun while she waits for you.  I believe that with all my heart.  My Buddy has been gone over 2 months now and I feel exactly like you do.  My house is empty, but I still talk to him all the time.   He was almost 19, but that doesn't matter does it.  I am so sorry for how you feel inside, but you do not need words for me to understand.  Buddy has not visited me, but he will in time!  I hope Rosie visits you very very soon.  Hugs and comfort to you tonite.  I am so very very sorry!!!


Buddy's mama
Andie
kjgonz

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Rosie, my precious girl, 19 weeks now - I still cry every day.  I always knew how incredibly important you were in my life; I always knew it would be so painful and empty when the day came for me to say goodbye.  But I never knew the everlasting pain would get worse, that 19 weeks since you died, I cry and miss you more and more.  The shock and horror of what happened still haunts me, and I just can't stop crying.  I love you my sweet, precious angel.  I miss you every single day and always will.  My life and my home will never be the same.  Come to me, baby girl, please!  I need to see you in my dreams.  Please Rosie, please come to me my love.  I love you always!

Andie, Thank you for your kind words.  It means so much!!
brenrae

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Happy 19 weeks, Rosie. Please visit your mommy soon.
kjgonz

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My Rosie, 20 weeks today, at this time, my heart breaks more each passing week. You are always in my heart and always on my mind. I just want you in my arms. I love you my beautiful girl. I miss you forever.
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Happy 20 weeks Rosie, your mama sure does love and miss you!
kjgonz

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Oh sweet girl, I have been away because coming to this site has suddenly become too painful. I don't understand what is happening to me.  Yesterday was 5 months since you unexpectedly left my life; today is exactly 22 weeks since you've been gone.  I feel so lost even all these weeks later, unable to find comfort, feeling so lost and alone.  So many things keep happening in my life, and not having you at home, my one true constant and stable part of my life, is just tearing out what's left of my heart.   I picked up my Christmas cards today, the ones with your picture on them.  I only bothered to do cards this year to honor your memory with your picture on them.  I just want you back in my life, sweet Rosie, my precious baby girl.  My heart continues to break every day without you.  I love you always, my sweet Rosie.
brenrae

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Happy 5 months, Rosie.
kjgonz

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Oh my precious girl, 31 weeks ago at this very time, I was cradling you in my arms, sitting in a rocking chair, with my heart shattering beyond repair. Here I am still crying, grieving and missing you so deeply, right down to my very core. You were such a huge part of my life. And nothing has felt right since July 5, 2012. Oh Rosie, my beautiful angel. I need you! I truly do. I ache for you each day. I wish more than anything that I was holding you on my lap, with you purring so lovingly and happily. I love you very, very much, forever.
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