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brenrae

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I understand how you feel. I still wish that my Harry was here with me. I think that time does not matter, they will be missed and we will always want them back. I believe that some, like your Rosie, and my Harry, can never be replaced or forgotten. I know that Rosie will always have a special place in your heart. 
kjgonz

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My sweet girl, I am thinking of you as always.  I am missing you so deeply.  It's a Friday evening and this would be our time to just settle down for the weekend and cuddle.  You always seemed to know when it was Friday; you sensed that you had me all to yourself for the next 2 days.  Oh, how I miss that beautiful expression on your face when I would wake up on Saturday mornings carrying my pillow to the living room - you knew what that meant and couldn't wait to lay down with me and just purr and love.  I will never have that again; for over 16 years it was a part of my life, then suddenly it was ripped away.  Oh my lovely girl, I will never stop missing you and loving you.  You really were perfect in every way.  I love you, forever, my Rosie.
mspandie1117

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Hugs to you Kelly, it is so hard to lose our babies.  You lost Rosie around the same time I lost my Buddy and I still miss him more at some times than others.  Buddy was almost 19, so in the grand scheme of things, you and I were lucky!  My daughter had to put her 5 year old dog to sleep today with lymphoma.  Though it doesn't make us feel any better that our pets lived longer lives, it is NEVER long enough for any of us................Rosie is such a cutie, I truly believe we will be with them again one day.
kjgonz

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How is it all these months later I still cannot pass the vet's office without breaking down? All the images of that last day when I was simply bringing you in to be looked at, and suddenly losing you, and coming home with empty arms just crushes my heart. I will always remain haunted at your sudden, unexpected death. I will always be sorry I ever brought you there. I'm sorry Rosie. I'm so sorry! I love you my precious girl. I am still so empty without you.
brenrae

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I don't think it matters how many months or years pass, we will always miss our special fur babies that are now fur angels. I know that I still miss Harry, and I always will. We may get used to not having them with us physically, but they will live forever in our hearts. I think Rosie is such a beautiful and sweet girl, and I know that she will always live on, because her love for you will never die.  
kjgonz

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My dear, sweet Rosie, too many empty days, weeks and months have passed since I last held your beautiful self in my arms. So many things still pop into my mind, triggering a memory, which results in first a smile, and then tears. Your vibrant and funny personality added so much happiness into my life every day. I'm still not used to not seeing you every day. I miss your sweet meow, your loving kisses. Why did you have to leave so suddenly? I love you so much my precious girl.

Brenrae and mspandie, thank you for your kind words. I truly appreciate it.
kjgonz

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Another week gone by since I last saw your beautiful face, felt your soft fur, heard your tender meow and purr. Oh Rosie, 36 weeks has not lessened the pain of your death. I look at your picture and my heart breaks more and more. I miss you so much, more than I can ever explain. My life truly has not been the same without you. All I yearn for is to have you back. I daydream about that sometimes. Picturing you back in my arms, nuzzling your sweet face into mine. I wore a shirt today that had so much of your fur on it. I couldn't and wouldn't use a lint brush to remove it. It brought me comfort. Oh sweet Rosie, I love you with all my heart, forever.
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Your heartfelt words for sweet Rosie are so relatable.  I am still dumbstruck by the fact that Kodiak & Bailee are gone, and it has been quite a long time for me.  I am sorry that you are in the same long-term pain that I experience, you are not alone.  Happy 36 weeks precious, beloved Rosie!  You are so missed.

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom
brenrae

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Your words could be mine. All I really want is to have Harry back with me. I would never wish this heartbreak on anyone. Even when it seems we are doing all right, there is still a part of our world that is forever gone. I know that we will see them again, but it does not stop us missing them. That is something we all must bear until the time comes to be reunited with them. 

Happy 36 weeks, beautiful Rosie. I love looking at your pictures, and seeing the serene look on your face. You will always be loved and missed.

Brenda, Harry's mom
kjgonz

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My written words for you may not be shared here as often as they once were, but Rosie, not a day goes by where my heart doesn't feel the painful ache of losing you.  It seems since the moment you died, I have needed you in more ways than ever.  You were always with me in such difficult times, but the most difficult was when you had to leave so unexpectedly and I think that's why I have felt so lost without you.  You were the one part of my life that offered calm reassurance and unconditional love every time my life went out of control.  What cruel and vicious irony that you are the one reason I could feel better from the one heartbreaking situation in my life.  I miss you every day and wish with all my heart that July 5th never happened.  Oh my Rosie, I love you, forever. 
brenrae

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Kelly, I believe that our sweet babies knows how we feel in our hearts. Rosie will always be with you.
AmandaWI

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I am with you in your continued feelings of loss.  Thinking of you and sweet Rosie.

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom
TonkasMom

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I just now looked at your very beautiful Rosie. I am so sorry for your loss of her. It is so easy to see the mutual love you two had for each other and how fortunate Rosie was to have had you as her mama. And, it can also be said how very fortunate for you that she shared her life with you. It just hurts so much, I know! I truly believe you will see her again. I also believe that she would want nothing more than for you to eventually find some peace until you are reunited. I believe all our departed pets would want that for us but it is easier said than done, I know. I am new to this site but I find I care so much about people I have never met. We all have one HUGE thing in common besides the pain - we have the capacity to love animals beyond belief because we are fortunate enough to recognize how incredibly special they are. Some never experience this. We grieve for them more than we grieve for some people; it is the price we pay for all the absolute pure love they give us (all the times they made us smile; the times they consoled our broken hearts, on and on). Take care!
hiker11

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Rosie is absolutely precious, I know you will see her again, she's with you now, you just can't see her though.

I just want my Raleigh back too, whenever I think he's gone and he's not coming back, those words....it kills me, I have to tell myself he is happy, he is being taken care of, he really is okay but it's very tough isn't it.

I can feel the incredible bond you have with Rosie, that will never go away, I lit a candle for her and hopes she sees it, take care...hugs...

Kate, Raleigh's mommy x
kjgonz

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My Rosie, oh my sweet girl, 9 months, 9 awful months today. How can I still be in as much shock today as I was 9 months ago at this very time. How did our wonderful happy life together just end so quickly, so unexpectedly? I don't think that shock will ever go away because it has impacted my life in such a nightmarish way. I long to feel you next to me on the couch. If things were like they should be, we would be all cuddled up on the couch right now, enjoying the comfort we gave each other, you already knowing it was the start of the weekend so you would have me all to yourself. Oh my gosh, I miss those days so much my perfect girl. I love you so, so much my precious baby. Can you visit me tonight, please? I've had barely any dreams of you. I so need a visit from you. I love you forever, Rosie.
brenrae

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Happy 9 months, Rosie. Please pay a visit to your mommy. She misses you so much, and you will live forever in her heart.
mspandie1117

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Happy 9 month bridge day Rosie!!!  Kelly, I so hope you get a visit from Rosie soon, I know how much you miss and love her.  Buddy doesn't seem inclined to visit me at all, maybe Rosie and Brenda's Harry can nudge him in the right direction.  Hugs
AmandaWI

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Happy 9 month bridgeday beautiful Rosie!  My babies have hardly visited me at all either, I assume that you are all too busy playing and being spoiled.  You are forever cherished,sweet girl, please send your mommy some love.

Amanda
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kjgonz

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My girl, another week passes since I held you in my arms. I just can't stop thinking of our last moments together, so normal. No signs of the nightmare that was to come within 30 minutes. I just can't let that go. Why did it have to end for you like that? You should have been able to pass peacefully in your sleep at home, not in a vet's office, the place that always caused you stress. Will I ever be able to forgive myself for bringing you in that day? I wish I never had. I miss you so deeply, just as much, if not more, than the day you left. 42 weeks may be a long time, but my grief for you still feels so fresh. I love you my precious Rosie.
BarTendersBluesWolf

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Drifting On A Memory

A memory comes to your heart
You see me watching over you
You feel my touch on your soul
Each time a memory drifts
to you on angel's wings. It
is me reminding you I am
always near.

I come drifting in a dream
on a star lit night. Whispering
in your ear 'I love you'. In
dreams we touch again and
dance among the stars.

My voice comes to you
from the sky above, it
is the love that comes from
up above. A love that
will never leave you.
The bond we share
is forever.

A memory will always
come to you when you
need it's healing touch.
I am never gone from you.
I am just around the corner
where your heart dwells.

© BarTendersBluesWolf
Aka J.C. Stewart
2013


kjgonz

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Blues Wolf, You have absolutely no idea what you have done for me!  THANK YOU with everything I am for creating such a beautiful poem and picture for my girl!  I'm sorry I did not acknowledge this sooner, as I have not logged in.  You have brought tears to my eyes, but the good kind.  You are amazing and I cannot thank you enough. 
kjgonz

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Again, as I go through the day to day routines of life, I cry and miss you intensely. Simply buying cat food, which I've had to do several times since you died, resulted in suddenly looking at food that would have or might have helped you. I even asked if the brand came in wet food and was told it did. I stood there and stated at it, wondering could that have helped you over the years? Would it have made a difference my sweet girl? You brought me so many beautiful years of love, laughter and happiness. Oh my Rosie, on this Saturday, that has no particular significance, I sit here missing you and yearning for you. I just feel if I had you back in my life, everything would be better. I love you my angel cat, forever.
brenrae

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Kelly, I understand what you mean by the day to day routines. I think we will always miss them no matter how many years go by. It is like losing a part of ourselves, when they are gone. I believe that your Rosie made your life complete, just as my Harry did. I usually look at the new cat foods that are out now, and I wonder if Harry would of liked them. There are so many days that I wish Harry was still here with me. I feel like my life was better with him here. I guess that it is hard to know if anything would of made any difference on the outcome of Rosie's life, but I do know she had a good life with you, and I feel she was happy. You can see what a sweet girl she was by looking at her. I always enjoy looking at her pictures. I also believe she will be waiting for you, and it will be a happy reunion when you are with her again.
kjgonz

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Thank you so much for your kind, supportive words, Brenda. They truly mean so much. We have certainly been on this journey together. I know you understand. Thank you!!!
kjgonz

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11 months today, Rosie. 11 months of heartache and grief. I had no idea a year ago I would have only one more month with you. The shock of your sudden death will forever haunt me. I'm not sure how I've even survived these past 11 months. So many awful things have happened, things that you would have brought comfort to if you were still here. Next month will be an entire year. I already have a special day planned in your memory. I love you my most beautiful, loving girl, forever.
brenrae

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Happy 11 months, Rosie. It seems like the time moves so quickly, and yet so slowly in a year. I know that it seems like just yesterday at times, and yet forever since your sweet girl was with you. I know how hard it is, even now, I still have days where I am so sad, and I miss Harry. I know how much you miss your special girl. It has been a long, hard road, that has been traveled, but it looks like we will make it through this first year. Having this site to come to, and knowing the people here understand our grief has been a blessing. I will keep you in my thoughts as you go through this month. 
kjgonz

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I didn't realize a year ago today would be our last day together. It was just you and me alone together. It was such a quiet day, with me slugging on the couch watching TV and you sleeping soundly on the chair next to the desk. Oh my beautiful Rosie, my heart is aching today and it's only going to be worse tomorrow. The heartbreak of losing you has not subsided, and I know it never will. A year ago tonight will be the last night with our evening ritual of holding you, rocking you, you snuggling your precious face into the crook of my neck. I would listen to you purr and you would listen to me tell you how much I loved you and how incredible you were. What a beautiful evening routine we had. You insisted on it. And I couldn't say no. I'm so grateful I didn't say no a year ago. Because in less than 24 hours, my whole world crumbled apart. I love you my most precious girl.
kjgonz

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My Precious Rosie, The day has come, the one year anniversary since you died.  A day I knew would be so painful - how has it been one year since I've seen you, held you, heard you purr - I miss you do deeply - my life has not been as fulfilled since the day you died.  I knew losing you one day would be devastating, but I didn't even begin to realize just how bad.  Nothing feels the same anymore.  I just miss you every day and yearn for you to be back in my arms.  I know my life will never be the same without  you. 

You brought me so much happiness and I am so thankful for that.  Your funny, quirky ways still make me laugh.  You were the perfect fit in this crazy family, that's for sure.  You were definitely meant to be with us.  And I'm thankful every single day that we had you for as long as we did.  I just wish it could have been longer.  What I would have given to have you in my life just a few more years.  Oh my sweet Rosie, it just shouldn't have ended the way it did.  I'm so sorry to this very day for having taken you to the vet.  I only wanted you to feel better; I never expected to lose you that day. 

So now Year Two begins without you.  And I know the aching loneliness of your absence will remain forever, no matter how many years have passed.  But above all else, my love for you will always remain strong.  I will never stop missing you or loving you.  You will always be my special, precious girl.  You will never be replaced.  I love you my beautiful Rosie!  Forever.
 
 
brenrae

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Your words could be my words. I believe that we sometimes form such a strong bond, that losing them is like losing a part of ourselves. I am sure that Rosie stays close to you still and watches over her mommy. I believe that one day we will be reunites, you with Rosie, and me with Harry, but I know that it does not make it any easier, for things will never be the same for either of us. For now, we must treasure every memory we have, and perhaps in doing so, a smile may cross our face. My thoughts and prayers will be with you as you go through this second year without your sweet, beautiful girl, Rosie.
kjgonz

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My sweet, beautiful Rosie, today marks 2 awful years since you left unexpectedly. I never stop thinking about you. You are an everyday part of my life, even though you are no longer here. My sweet girl, I can't even tell you how much I miss you. It's been 2 years of empty arms, empty heart, empty home. You truly brought so much needed love and happiness into my life, and it will never be filled the same again. I love you so deeply and wish that I could have spared you the death you so did not deserve. I would have saved you if I knew sooner how sick you were. I just wanted to keep you safe and loved and happy. That was the least I could do for you for all you did for me. You were ALWAYS there for me with purrs, meows, head butts and most of all, love. I've never known a more perfect relationship. My life and this home will never be the same again. I will love you forever, my most beautiful and precious girl.

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Rosie, I had to stop by and see you.  You are so very beautiful and so much forever loved.  I hope that you have become friends with my Rascal!

Come visit your mommy soon.  She loves you and misses you so very much.

Big hug to you sweet Rosie (and to your mom!)

InMemoryOfRascal
kjgonz

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Today marks 3 years since you left my life my beautiful Rosie. I have missed you every single day since you left. My heart will never heal from your sudden and devastating loss. I will never understand why you had to leave the way you did. You deserved to pass peacefully at home and although I would have been heartbroken, I would have known you were peaceful in your last moments. I will always have a hole in my heart caused by your absence. It just isn't the same without you, my sweet girl. I love you with all my heart and I will always miss you. Thank you for bringing me so much happiness over the years. Lots of smiles, laughs and happy memories. I carry those moments with me every day, but I wish so deeply I could hold you in my arms again. I love you forever, my perfect girl.
brenrae

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Happy bridgeday, Rosie. Sorry it is late. I know that time is different where you are, and it seems like it has only been a blink of an eye to you, but for your mom, it seems like forever since she got to hold her sweet baby. Please visit her in a dream.
kjgonz

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21 years ago today I brought you home from the shelter and our lives were instantly better every day for 16 years. I cannot express how much I still miss you my beautiful girl. Every day I think of you and truly feel an ache in my heart. I miss you so deeply. You brought us so much love and happiness since the moment I saw you at the shelter. We clicked and I knew that needed you in my life. Thank you my sweet kitty for being the most amazing best friend. I will never stop missing you and I will never stop loving you. You're my forever Rosie.
kjgonz

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21 years ago today I brought you home from the shelter and our lives were instantly better every day for 16 years. I cannot express how much I still miss you my beautiful girl. Every day I think of you and truly feel an ache in my heart. I miss you so deeply. You brought us so much love and happiness since the moment I saw you at the shelter. We clicked and I knew that needed you in my life. Thank you my sweet kitty for being the most amazing best friend. I will never stop missing you and I will never stop loving you. You're my forever Rosie.
brenrae

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A beautiful letter to your beautiful girl. I know she brought so much light into your home with her love and her friendship. The memories they leave behind will always be with us, no matter how much time goes by. I feel there is always a special one for us, for you, it was Rosie, and the bond you share will never be undone. The bond will remain forever strong, for you will always have her in your heart, and you will always be in hers. 
kjgonz

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My Sweet Precious Rosie, Today marks the 5th anniversary since you crossed Rainbow Bridge, leaving me behind to watch helplessly as you left. I have never stopped missing you and wishing this never happened. You have left a sadness in my heart that will never be healed. But you also left me with the most loving and wonderful memories of all we shared together for 16 beautiful years. What I would give to have more time with you. You know, I haven't been able to cuddle a cat since you left. You were the best cat cuddler in the world! You fit perfectly in my arms, your head nestled into my neck, and your purr - oh Rosie, your purr was the most soothing sound I ever knew. My arms literally ache knowing I'll never have that feeling again.
But despite all the emptiness and sadness your death has brought, I am comforted by knowing we gave you the best home we could and you were happy, safe and loved. I miss you so much you crazy girl!!! There will never be another like you. I love you so much, my forever Rosie.
brenrae

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Five years, it is hard to imagine that so much time has passed since your baby girl had to leave. It was five years for me in June, and time does not make it easier. But, we have the memories, and we were the ones that was blessed with knowing these wonderful cats, and their personalities that brought so much joy into our world. But, I like to think they are watching over us, and that one day our paths will again cross, and we will never be apart again. Until then, just doing the best we can to live our lives to the fullest, the way they would want us to is what must be done. I can imagine Rosie, her beautiful face filled with love for you as she watches over you.

Rosie, happy 5 years at the bridge. Watch over your mom, and visit her. She misses you so much, and she will always love you.  
kjgonz

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Oh sweet Rosie, I’m not sure how we got to this 6 year anniversary. You are in my heart, snuggled safe and warm, embraced in all the love I can give you every single day since you had to leave me. I realize more each day how wonderfully unique and special you were. Such a loving precious girl who took such good care of us. I know I’ll never have that again. No other cat will be a part of our lives like you were, because you were there when the girls were growing up. You are a part of their childhood memories. No other kitty will ever have that profound place in their hearts and lives.

I just wish I could hold you and rock you and sing to you like I used to do every night. Oh Rosie, I just love you so, so much! I deeply miss you, even 6 years later. The emptiness is permanent. I love you my precious beautiful girl. I think of you every day. And I always will. Please visit me in my dreams tonight. I love you.
brenrae

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Rosie, happy belated bridgeday. You are so very special to your mom, and to those who was blessed to know you. So many memories of you your mom has. Like she says, you will always have a special place safe in her heart. And, I know that you are still with her, and you always will be. I hope you had fun on your special day, but, I also hope that you took time out to visit your mom, and send her a special sign telling her that you are near.  
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