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brenrae

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Well Harry,

Jean is in Georgia for nine long days. I wish that you were here to keep me company. I took her to the bus station, and then came home and mowed the yard. I also went to the store and got something for supper. I was thinking about how you liked your treats, and I don't have to buy them for you anymore. Or your favorite canned foods. I miss you being here. If you was still here, we would of spent some time outside and possibly have taken a nap. I know how much you always enjoyed those things. It is so lonely without you here now. And though there is another cat, there is no bond, like there was with you. You were such a special boy, you were one-of-a-kind. Jean is supposed to be going to move to Georgia in January. What am I supposed to do then? In some ways, I feel like I am losing everything that meant the world to me. With you and Jean, I was happy and content.  I wish every day that you had gotten better. I never wanted you to leave me, and I sure didn't want you to be at the vet's office for your last three weeks. I feel that it wasn't fair to you. How can something so simple be the thing that you would die from? I will always be grateful for the twelve years that I got to know you, but I will always wish for more time. I love you, Har har, and always will. Until we meet again, here is some kisses, hugs, and cuddles, sent to you on the wind. Love, mommy
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Harry,

It is now 12 weeks without you. I wish that you were still here with me. I miss having you beside me. I miss taking you outside. Now Fall is coming, and the weather is turning cooler, I know how much you would of enjoyed outside time this week. The days seem to drag on without you. It is amazing how much of my day was spent doing things with you. Outside time, naps, watching a movie, being on the computer. Cuddling with you, and making sure you had your food and water. I wish every day that we had had more time together. On August the 7th it will be 3 months. I have not been the same happy person I was when you were here. I look forward to when we will be together again, no matter how long it may be. I love you, my sweet boy. Sending some hugs and kisses your way, and some cuddles too.
brenrae

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Harry

I am missing you so much today. I wish there had been a way that you could of stayed. I wish that I knew if you would get better. If I knew, I would of waited, no matter how long it took. Life is not the same without you here. I feel like my whole world has been torn to shreds. I wish you were here with me physically. I want things back to the way they were. I love you Harry, and I miss you. Love Mommy. Here is some kisses, hugs and cuddles for my special boy.
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Brenrae lovely to read your letters to Harry hope your broken heart starts to heal soon.  
Love Rachel x
brenrae

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Harry,

It has now been 3 months without you. I miss you every day, and you are always on my mind. The weather here has been so good lately, and I know that you would of enjoyed some outside time. Soon, it will be fall, and the leaves will be on the ground. I will miss rustling through them, with you by my side. I wish you were still here, so we can enjoy our time together, but it wasn't meant to be, I guess. One day we will be together again, until then, I will keep you safely tucked away in my heart. I love you, Har Har, and always will. You were so special. Sending some hugs, kisses and cuddles your way. Please visit me. Love, mommy
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Thank you.  I talk to an urn every day and tell him how I feel and what he's missing, but now I feel it's a healthy process and not a part of me going crazy like my family thinks.  

I hope he visits you and let's you know he's ok and how much he misses & loves you.
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I talk to Buddy all the time too, he's all I had here at home to talk to for 19 years, not a habit that will be easy to break, and I don't think I even want to.  As long as we can talk to them, for me, it feels like they are still here with us!
brenrae

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I talk to Harry every day, and I look at his pictures that I have on the computer. I just wish that he was still here. I miss hugging him, and petting him. He always relaxed me so that I could go to sleep. It is funny how them being gone can change your emotion. I know that I was happier with him here.
brenrae

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Hi Harry,

I still miss you. Today there was a butterfly on the door of the shed with your coloring. I have seen it there before. I like to think that it is sent from you and you are letting me know that you are doing okay. I am still wishing that you were here, and not gone. If I could I would turn back the clock, and try to make sure that you had never gotten sick. How am I supposed to go on without you here with me. You meant the world to me, and I always tried to make you happy. Without you, there is no more sun in my life, each day is just one gloomy day after the other. I am trying to be happier, and trying to remember all the happy times with you, I just wish you were still here. I love you, Harry. Sending some hugs, kisses and cuddles to you. I look forward to the day we will be together again, and never be parted. Loving you forever, Har Har. You are such a special boy.
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Harry,

With the weather turning cooler, I can't help but think about how you would enjoy some outside time. It has been in the 60's and 70's in the morning. I wish that you were here so I could take you out. I know how much you enjoyed doing your perimeter checks, and watching the people go by. And you would try to catch birds and squirrels, though I made sure that you didn't actually get them. But, it was fun watching you stalk your prey. I miss seeing you resting your head on your pillow, which I still have on my bed. I miss your purr, and how it would get more robust, the more you were petted. I miss having you at my feet when I was on the computer, or laying beside me as I watched tv. Life is not the same without you here, and I will forever wish you to be back with me. I was not ready to let you go, and I am having such a hard time with it. Please keep visiting, and let me know how you are doing. I love you, Har Har. You are such a special boy. There can never be another like you. I love you, harry. Sending hugs, kisses and cuddles to you. Love, mommy  
brenrae

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Harry,

I still miss you as much as I did in the beginning. I still wish that you were here with me still. My birthday will be coming in a month, and the only thing I want, I know that I can't have. It has been so nice these past couple of days, and I would of loved taking you out for some outside time. I thought I heard you the other night, maybe you had come to offer me some comfort. It sounded like the chirpy meow you would do in greeting. I miss so many of the things we did together. Nothing is the same anymore for me. I will always wish that God had healed you instead of making it necessary for us to put you to sleep. You were one of the best things in my life, besides Jean. Now you are gone, and Jean will be leaving. I am grateful that we had 12 years together, and such wonderful memories of you. But, I will always want more time with you. I feel so much emptiness inside now with you gone. I love you, Har Har. Hugs, kisses, and cuddles sent on the wind to you. I hope you enjoy your time there, and soon I will be with you again. Love, Mommy
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Harry,

It has seemed like forever to me since I last got to hold you and hear your robust purr. Sometimes you would get going so fast with purring it was almost like doves cooing. I wish that I could hear your purr again, and pet your soft fur. I wish that I could look in your eyes and see the love you had for us shining out. I miss you so much, and I wish that you had gotten better. I never expected the outcome when we took you to the vet's. I thought you would be there for a few days, and then you would be home as ornery as ever. I enjoyed the 12 years that you were with us, though, selfishly, I want more. I wasn't ready for you to go. If you were here right now, we would be outside, and you would be sniffing the fall air. If I could be with you now, it would make me so happy. One day we will be together again. I love you, Har Har. Kisses, hugs and cuddles to you. Love, Mommy 
brenrae

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Well Harry,

Another week without your sweet presence. I miss you so much every day. It is now 17 weeks since you went to the bridge, 20 weeks since you last slept in my bed. How can I continue on without you? I miss your purr when I lay my head on you. I miss your scent. I miss doing things with you. I am on vacation and it isn't the same without you to keep me company. I wish that you were still here. I wish that God had made you better. I miss you every day and every night. I am glad that I had 12 years with you, but I thought we would have longer. I hope that you are getting everything that you like up there, and getting plenty of outside time. Until we meet again, kisses, hugs, and cuddles sent on the wind to you. I wish you were here so I could give them to you for real. 

  Love, Mommy
brenrae

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Harry,

I still think of you often, and I always wish you were still here. I don't know why you couldn't get better. That is all I wanted was for you to get better, and come home to us. Tomorrow will be 18 weeks since I have seen you and got to hold you. I miss having you laying beside me on the couch, and laying at my feet when I am on the computer. My life is incomplete now with you gone. This week we have been watching Cuddles. I am sure you remember her, since she didn't want to accept your offer of friendship. But, she is old, and set in her ways, so you forgave her, and left her alone. It has been hard for me watching her, since the last time we watched her, you were still here. It was hard watching has my sister made over her like I did with you. Again, I took vacation, but it isn't the same without you here to do things with. Although, I guess we didn't do that much together, except go outside. It is just the fact of having your company, which I always enjoyed. I loved it when you would be beside me, and follow me around. Now, it is getting colder at night, and there are so many nights that we could just go and cuddle under the covers, but you are not here. I miss you so very much. You are the best cat that I have ever had, and I never wanted you to go. I wish there had been a way that you could of stayed. I love you so much my special boy. Har Har, I am sending you some kisses, hugs and cuddles on the wind. I love you, my handsome boy.
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Harry,

One more week has passed since you went away. I wish every day that you were still here. I never thought that you would leave us so soon. I never thought that taking you to the vet's, you would be there for weeks. I always expected you to come back home healthy and ornery as ever.  There is so many things I would of done differently, if it would of kept you with us. I never wanted to let you go. All I ever wanted was for you to get better and come back home. Today would of been such a good day to be outside. I know you would of enjoyed it. It isn't too hot or too cold. I would of taken you out for a while. I feel that there is no joy in my life now without you. It is amazing how much your being gone has affected my mood. I am never happy anymore, though I try to hide how I feel. I just want you back with me again. You are so very special to me. I don't know how I am going to make it through the holidays without you here. I love you always, and you are forever in my heart. I think about you all the time. I hope that you are enjoying yourself with all your friends up there, and enjoying all the games and food. I hope that you get hot dogs, since I know that was your favorite human food. You didn't get it a lot, because it wasn't really good for you. I also hope that you get some ice cream. I will see you again someday, and we will never be apart again. Perhaps you have found all my furbabies that went ahead of you. Perhaps you are all enjoying each others company while you wait for me. I would give almost anything to have you back. I love you, Har Har. You will always be special to me. Sending you some hugs, kisses and cuddles on the wind. I love you, Love, Mommy
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Harry,

Tomorrow will be 20 weeks now that you went ahead of me to the bridge. I still miss you every day, and I still wish to have you here still. Tomorrow will also be my birthday. I am not really looking forward to it without you. We both got something that day. I got a present, and you would get tissue paper to play with. You are not here to amuse me with your antics with the tissue paper. You were like a kitten playing with it. It will not be the same without my special boy to celebrate it with me. I hope that you have some tissue paper up there to play with. I really don't know how I will make it through the day. I still cry for you every day, because I miss you so much. I wish there had been a way that you could of gotten better. I sure wasn't ready for you to go, and I know that I never would of been. I love you, Har Har. Sending you some kisses, hugs and cuddles. Until we meet again, you will be forever in my heart and in my memories. I love you, Mommy.  
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Harry,

It will be 21 weeks on Thursday since you went to the bridge. I still miss you so very much. I hope that you are having a good time up there with all your new friends. You are still my special, handsome and good boy. you always will be. You were a very special cat, and so gentle. Everyone loved you, and it was not hard to see why. One day we will be together again, and never have to be apart, until then, I hope that you enjoy all the games, and food that they offer there. I love you, Har Har. I am sending you some hugs, kisses, and cuddles. I have some videos of you, which I have been watching, and I still look at your pictures. My sister also misses you. The holidays are coming, and I know that you will be watching from where you are. Good night, Har Har. It is bedtime for me, until we meet again, I will always keep you safe in my heart. Love Mommy   
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Harry,

Tomorrow will be 5 months since you have been gone. I wish you were still here. I miss you every day. Today, one of the vet techs came through my line at work. She asked if I was still missing you, and I said that I was. I will always miss you for as long as I live. You were such a special boy, at least to me you was. I know you had your little quirks, but that is what made you so very special. My heart and soul still hurt from your passing. It is getting somewhat better, but I still want you to be here still.Then Thursday will be another week,22 weeks. It seems like forever to me since I got to hold you and tell you how special, handsome ans sweet you are. I have been watching your videos, and looking at your pictures every night. I still talk to you silently before I go to sleep. I wish that I could hear your purr and meow again. I wish that I could just spend more time with you. I wish you were here. I am not sure when we will be together again, but I know we will be some day. Until then, here is some hugs, cuddles, and kisses sent on the wind to where you are. You will always be my special boy, my Har Har. I love you, and I will keep you safe always tucked away in my heart. Love, Mommy 
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Hello Brenrae, I always remember Harry on the 7th because he died just a week after my Lucky Boy. So I am sending you prayers and will be thinking about you all day today as you mark Harry's 5 month bridgeday today.
I know exactly how you feel, just like I feel for Lucky, yes, it gets better but we just miss the touching, feeling, kisses they gave us and we gave them. We will get through this, have faith, we will.

Happy 5 month Bridgeday sweet Harry, try to visit your mom after your party okay?

In Friendship

Luckys Mommy
brenrae

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Harry,

It will be 23 weeks tomorrow since I had to let you go. I am still so heartbroken over the loss of you. I still wish every day that you were still here, but I know that you are in a good place and that you can enjoy the sunshine as much as you like. I never thought that when we took you to the vet that we would lose you. I fully expected that you would get better and come back home. It turned out that I was wrong. I wish that I could go back to a time when you were still here, and find a way that would allow you to be able to stay here. I miss you so much, my sweet boy. To me, you were always special, and I loved and still love you so very much. I still cry from missing you, but I do it when I am alone. I know that one day we will be together again, and we will never be apart again. It will be Thanksgiving soon, and I will miss how excited you would get over a bite of turkey. I guess you liked it because we didn't have it much. I will try to be thankful that we had 12 years together, and that I got to know such a wonderful soul as you. I miss you so very much though, and it seems like I always will. You are in my thoughts every single day. I want to come home and find you waiting for me as you always did. You would be peeking out the door, to see if there was anything interesting out there, and if I had groceries, you had to inspect what I brought home. If there had been a way that you could of stayed here, I would of tried it. I will always love you, my special boy. You are the best cat in the world. I am sending you some cuddles, kisses, and hugs, on the wind, to my Har Har. Missing and loving you always, love, mommy
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Brenrae,

What an amazing story to read.  Harry was so lucky to have such a great Mommy.

Our prayers are with you and I will send our Norman a reminder that he should not chase Harry but perhaps cuddle next to him and talk about how wonder their time with us was.  I know my Norman misses us.  I talk to him each day and in a way each day brings a new hurdle.

Blessings to you.

Magicalwoman
brenrae

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Harry wasn't too fond of dogs, but I believe they are all friends in Heaven. He did like other cats though, and he would always try to be friends, unless they was outside. If we had a cat in the house, Harry was, "Who are you? Let's be friends." He would be hurt if they didn't want to be friends with him.  
brenrae

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Harry,

This is your 24 weeks at the bridge now. It is also my first thanksgiving without you. There is no gray tabby hovering at my feet as I cook the turkey. I know how much you enjoyed turkey, though it upset your tummy. I guess you can probably eat all you want now with no problem. I am going to try and be thankful for the years that you were by my side. You were always with me, no matter what room I was in. You loved to follow me around, just to be with me, and I always enjoyed your company. This first Thanksgiving without you is hard, but I feel blessed in having known you. You will always be special to me. I love you now, as much as I always did. And I still miss my handsome and sweet boy. I hope that you are enjoying your first Thanksgiving in Heaven. I am sending you some hugs, kisses and cuddles on the wind. I love you, Har Har, now and forever. Love, Mommy 
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My first Thanksgiving too without my Buddy.   I hope him and Harry are enjoying turkey and dressing together discussing their mama's.  I am trying to paint a picture in my head, I hope you can see it too!!!!
brenrae

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Harry, 

I still miss you as much as in the beginning. How can it be that you are gone from me? I love you so very much, and always will. I never expected to have to put you to sleep. I thought that you would be there at the vet's for a few days, and then home as feisty as ever. It has now been 25 weeks since we had to put you to sleep, and 28 weeks since you was actually home with us. I made it through Thanksgiving, but it was hard not to have you there begging for turkey like you always did. I wish that it had never come to you not getting better. I want you to still be here where I can pet you, and cuddle with you. I miss you my sweet, handsome boy. You were always such a sweetie, and I know that you loved us so very much, and you know how much we love you still. I wish that I didn't have to live without you. Christmas is coming, and I know that it will not be the same without you here. I wish that I could go back to a time when you was well, and still here. I love you, Har Har. I am sending you some cuddles and hugs and kisses on the wind. Until we meet again, you will always be in my heart.
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Harry

Tomorrow will be 6 months since I have last seen you and was able to pet you and hug you. I still miss you so very much, and you will always be my special boy. I went Christmas shopping today for Jeannie, but I really don't have any Christmas spirit. I miss you getting so excited when I brought in the bags after shopping. You would have to inspect them to see if they was yours. Of course, everything was yours, even if you couldn't use it. You had to rub everything that came in the house. It will not be the same without you to "help" me wrap the presents. You was always such a big help as you laid on whatever piece of paper I was trying to use. You won't be here to help me put up the tree. I remember how you would chase after the garland and the lights when I was putting them on the tree. It made it fun trying to get it done. You used to play with the ornaments, and would knock them off the tree, so we made sure they were unbreakable, because I didn't want you to get cut on glass, The first year you were with us, you would climb the tree. I don't know how many times that I had to set it back up. Finally, I got some string and tied it to the wall. I guess just one song comes to mind as I am missing you this Christmas. It is, "I'll Have a Blue Christmas". And the days here have been so very nice. It would of been fun to be outside with you. I was thinking about the time that I had gone shopping, and bought some cat food. You tore into the bag, though you had some in your bowl. After that, I always made sure that I put it in the cupboard right away. There was so many things that you did that gave us joy and laughter. I will always wish that you were still here, but I know that you are still with us, though we can not see you now, your spirit lives on in the love we have for you.  I will always love you, my sweet, handsome boy. Until we meet again, here is some hugs, kisses and cuddles for you. I love you, Har Har. Love, Mommy
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Harry,

Here we are now, at 27 weeks, I still miss you as much as ever, and I always will. You are still so very much loved by me. You will always be my special bot, and you can never be replaced in my heart or in my life. I still wish you were here, but I am starting to do better. Thank you for the dream the other day, it has helped me a lot. I still look at your pictures every day, I hope it doesn't make me seem pathetic. I love being able to have them to look at, and I love your videos. I wish that it was the real you though. I still don't think that it is fair for you to be gone. I will always want more years with you. There can never be another cat as special as you are. I hope that you are enjoying being there, and playing with your new friends. I haven't put up a tree yet, and I think that will be hard without you here to "help" me. I know that one day we will be together again, but I will miss you every day until then. It is so hard to believe that you are no longer here. I wanted so much for you to get better, but it was not meant to be. I could not let you suffer, because I loved and respected you too much for that. I know that you did not like not being able to go to the bathroom, and I would not want to do anything to deny you the dignity that you deserve. Now, I am crying again, as I write this. Also, if Jean's friend, Megan is there, could you give her some of your special love. She went last week, and I hope she is there with you all. I love you, Har Har. You always had a way of making me feel happy, just by being here. Until we are reunited, here is some hugs, cuddles, and kisses for you. I love you, my special boy. Love, mommy
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Harry,

I love you so very much, and it has been a sad 28 weeks for me. I finally got the tree up, and decorated, but it is a small tree. I did not feel like putting up the big one. Jean will be leaving in a few weeks, and I will not have you here to console me. Life is not the same without you here beside me. I do hope that you are helping the children that came last week as they make their transition to being in heaven. Perhaps there are several that need your special love, that only you can give. I know how special your love is, and I am sure that these children really need it so very badly, while they wait for their families to join them one day. It also seems that I will be having surgery sometime in the next few weeks, and I know that you would of kept me company has I healed. But, the children need you more than I do, so please help them. But, don't forget me, I will never forget you, my sweet boy. I love you so very much, and I long to have you here with me so I can hear your purr, and be able to pet your soft fur. I love you, Har Har, always and forever. Until we are reunited, here is some cuddles, hugs, and kisses sent to you up above. I love you. love, Mommy
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Harry,

Here it is Christmas  and I had to get through the day without you. No special gift bag this year for you to dig through. I hope that you got one up there with lots of goodies. I hope that you will share what you got with others. I have been missing you so very much today. Truthfully, I miss you every day. I wish that there had been a way that you could of gotten better, but I am sure you know that by now. You were always such a good boy, though a bit stubborn when you wanted something. You gave us so much love, and that is a love that can never die. You are forever in my heart and soul. I have learned to go on without you, but it is still so very hard for me. I always wanted you to come back home, and I never wanted to let you go. But, I had to do what was best for you, because it would never of been fair to you to continue that way. I loved you too much to let you suffer, and though you didn't show it, I know there was times when you were so uncomfortable and in pain. I will always love you, Har Har. Kisses and hugs sent to you. Love Mommy 
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Hi Harry,

I have been feeling sad lately without you here. I wanted to write this to you and let you know how grateful I am to you for being such a wonderful and loving companion. Some people say that cats are aloof, but you weren't. You showed your love in so many ways. A person could tell by looking in your eyes how much love you had to give. I will always be thankful for the love you gave to us. I am sure there were times when we didn't deserve your unconditional love, but you loved us still. To me, you were the best, and you were and are still a part of my world. I will always love you,  and you will always heave a special place in my heart. You were always such a good and handsome boy. You made me happy just being here. We didn't have to do anything, just being together was enough. I love you, Har Har. Love, Mommy 
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Your letters to harry are so touching and I just know your little boy can hear you. Hugs...

Kate, Mommy to 3 boxer angels: Raleigh (6) Morrissey (11) Boo (11)
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Harry,

I just wanted to wish you a happy new year in heaven, and I hope that you have a celebration there with all your new friends, and there is a big party with lots of treats for every one. I am still missing you my sweet boy, and I am especially missing you tonight as the year comes to a close. I love you, Har Har. You will always be my special and handsome boy. Your place will never be filled with another, it is just for you. Love and kisses and cuddles, harry. Until we meet again, remember that you are forever loved and missed. Love, mommy
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Hi Harry,

Here it is now, 30 weeks since I had to let you go, though it pained me to do so. I still think of you every day, and you are forever in my heart. Today I decided to send a balloon to you with a note. It didn't quite get there, but I am sure you can still see it and see the note. It got caught one of in the trees outside. I am sure that you know how much that I still miss you. You are my heart cat, and you will always be special to me. I guess I never thought of being without you one day, I just enjoyed the times we spent together. I love you, Har Har, And I hope that you can see your balloon from where you are. Until we meet again, here is some cuddles, kisses and hugs for you. I love you, Love, Mommy.
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Harry,

It is now 7 months, and I still miss you as much as always. You will always have a place in my heart. You were always so very special to me, and just being with you made me happy. I love you so very much, my precious Har Har. I wish that I did not have to let you go so soon. I always thought that you would be here for a lot longer. But, I do know that it would not matter if you was here for just a year, or 100 years, I would always want more time. I still feel it is not fair that you are gone, but we did have 12 wonderful years together, and that is something that I would never give up. I could never regret saving you from death when you were still a kitten. You always had so much love for everyone, whether you knew them or not. I know there were some people you did not like, but if they was in the house, you was still willing to give them a chance. I guess God needed a special boy like you with him, more than I needed you. But, I will always need my special boy. I have learned to live without you, but it doesn't mean that I like it. I will always wish you to be here with me, not just spiritually, but physically. I love you Harry, always and forever. You will always be my special, sweet, and handsome boy. Sending you some cuddles, kisses and hugs on the wind. I hope you keep your special star shining on me and those you love. Love, mommy
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Hi Harry,

Jean will be moving out on Saturday and going to Georgia. I don't know how I am going to get through the loss of my 2 babies. First we had to let you go, and now my daughter moving. Though she will still be on earth, she won't be here, and it could be weeks before I would be able to see her. I know that children do leave, and it is natural, but I wish there was a way that I could still have you here, that would really help me get over her moving out. I am also looking at having surgery, probably within the month. I won't have you to keep me company as I recover, and Jean will be gone, because I don't expect her to give up her plans for me. I know that gabby will be here, but it won't be the same. You are my heart cat, along with 2 previous cats. Gabby, I like her, but unlike with you, there is no strong bond. She is sweet though, but you are so very special to me still. I still miss you every day, and I still cry because you are gone. I think that is how it will be for quite a while. How am I supposed to get through all this? I know that I am doing better, but I still feel the sting of your loss. I love you, Har Har, and I always will. You are such a handsome and sweet boy. I know that you have so many friends there in heaven. I hope that you will enjoy your new life up there, but remember me from time to time, and please visit. Also, please stay close to jeannie and watch over her when she moves. I love you, Har Har. Sending you some cuddles, hugs, and kisses on the wind. Love, mommy
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Thank you for sharing your letters to Harry.  I lost my cat Marley on 12/27/2012.  He was 17 years, 7 months old.  I talk to him every day. 

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Harry,

I hope you are enjoying your day in Heaven. Don't pounce on the other kitties too often. I know how much you always liked to do that. I am sure you all are enjoying so many treats up there, and that you are getting so much of the foods you like. Perhaps they have a wall for you to jump on, I remember how much you always enjoyed doing that. You were like Tigger from Winnie-the-Pooh. Bouncy, bouncy, bouncy on those walls. It was amazing how high you could jump. Perhaps there you can jump even higher. I hope that you have found Baby Kitty, and all my other cats that have gone there. Baby Kitty was probably saying, "Oh no, it's him again!!!", but she loved you, and I know you loved her. Please enjoy yourself, and one day I will see you again. Until then, don't forget to visit, I do like when you come to see me, even if I can't see you. I love you, Har Har and I always will. Until we meet again, here is some hugs, kisses and cuddles for you. Love, Mommy
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Hi Har Har,

I hope you are doing well at the bridge. Jeannie is leaving today, so that means that the two most important things in my life will be away from me. You and Jeannie made my world a great place. First I had to let you go, so that you would not suffer, and now Jeannie will be leaving. I would never do anything to make her stay, though I would like her to. She should be able to fly to new heights, and test her wings. I just wish that you was still here. It would be so much easier. Why do I have to lose the two things I love most within a year??? I hope that you will keep her safe in her new life away from me. Please watch over her. You were always such a sweet, gentle boy, and I know you love Jean. I miss you, my special boy. I am going to send you some hugs, kisses and cuddles on the wind. Love, Mommy 
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Hi Harry,

I have been missing you so much this week. It probably doesn't help that now Jeannie is gone also, though not to the same place as you, but still you and she was my life. I would give anything, or do anything for you both. My two children, one human, one a cat. Yes, you were a son to me. I always wanted to keep you happy, even if it interrupted the things that I wanted to do. That is what a mother does, she would give anything, and give up anything to keep her children happy, and healthy. I will never regret the years that you were here, I just wish I could of had more. I was so very proud of you, my special boy. I always talked about you at work, even to people I didn't know. Tomorrow will be 33 weeks that you have been gone. I know that you are not really gone, but I wish that you was still here with me. I miss you every day, and every night, I wish that you were here to cuddle with. I wish that I could take you outside, though I know that you would not like some of the noises around here right now, with our neighbor cutting down trees. You was always more than just a cat. You was a friend, companion, and child. I am glad that God allowed me to have you for 12 years. You have been such a blessing, and you have given me so much comfort, and laughter during your time here. I was never lonely when you was near, because you kept me company. I miss you my sweet boy, and I always will. I found out that I will be having surgery on February 28th, which will be another bridge day for you. I have been trying to get things done here so that I won't have too much to do while I heal. I hope that you will pay me a dream visit soon. I really would like to see you and hold you in my dreams. I will love you always, Har Har. You are special to me, and always will be. Sending you some hugs, cuddles and kisses on the wind. Until we meet again, you will live forever in my heart. Love, mommy 
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Hi Harry,

I am still missing my special boy as much as always. I still wish you was here. I went to visit Jeannie yesterday, but I still remember to wish you a good night. You would of liked the big yard they have there, so much for you to explore, and there was even a small tree that you could climb. You would not of liked the dogs though. Jeannie had some news for me. She will be getting married, it seems. You met him once, he came to the house, and you seemed to like him. You were always a good judge of character. I wish you could be here for that, though you would not be able to got o the wedding. Please watch over Jeannie has she starts her new life. It is hard for me to be without first you, and now her. It seems like there has been so many changes this year that I would rather not have to go through. It would be easier with you here, you always gave so much comfort. I love you boy, always and forever. You will always be my handsome and sweet boy. I am going to send you some love, hugs, kisses, and cuddles. I love you, Har Har. Love Mommy
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