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Bedomom

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Beed Beed:
Another week has gone by, Christmas is getting closer, mom is just going to be cozy with your earth babies! Beed, mom bought some sugar Tangarines on Saturday, left two for you as they are one of your favourites.  Mom used to peel them, and called you all for: Tangarine Time, Apple Time, Cookie time, chicken breast time...You would just silenctly came to get them and could never have enough,  you were such a food boy, just like your mom together, we had have enjoyed many different types of foods, mom was so proud of you that you just ate anything; of course anything that must had been ok for your health.  Mom still feels very bad about your horrible dogsitters, mom bought two big bags of chicken breasts for snack but they had given non of them to you while mom was away...they were your favourite too..mom just don't know why people would be so neglecful...mom begged them to take care of your properly, and pleaded to them numerous times before mom left.. mom have done so much for them to compensate for their works but non of them put their heart into watching you; it was only for two weeks with two people taking turn taking care of you, how difficult could that be? mom feel bad about this and has been putting one piece of chicken breast on your plate each day.  Mom knows mom's baby will get them as mom knows you too well sweetheart, you had never left mom as through all the signs you sent, mom feels closer to you than ever before.  mom talks to you sometimes at night and call out your name while have Laughing and Bowie paying tribute to you at meals, mom wants your boys to remember you, Bedo, a very very special Dad.  No matter what happens from now on, mom will always carry you deeply in mom's heart, you were mom's rock and you will always be...Life is complicate and it involves many many challenge issues, mom needs to balance these challenges with your help sweety.   Baby, mom is still sad despite of having faith in you, mom knows the feeling is normal because mom loves you so much my Boy! Little Elvin had a frosbite this morning and bent one of his legs, mom had to rub it for a while before he was back to normal, this remind mom so much of you....a memory of love!
Love you
Mom
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Bedo's mom, forgive your self for what happened to Bedo you are not responsible for  someone else who is a loser Bedo forgives you and know's it was not your fault, he loves you. You were a good mom.  ((hugs))  maxsMandD
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Dear Little Nephew B, 

Auntie has been thinking about you Double B Boys today, how are you my sweet loves? A knows that you understand very deeply little B, about the hardness of missing you guys...your sweet mom needs you now, so much little B. I know she needs Buddy's support too, and he is working with you to help your mom get through this rough time. Beed, your mom is still suffering, cannot understand why your sitters didn't do more for you and she asks very good questions, how can people neglect beautiful B Boys, before they come to us? You kids know the answer because you have God's wisdom, but it is hard for us two leggeds to understand this way of thinking and behavior. We don't have to understand it, just continue to love our babies and cherish the fact that we had such a good loving life with you, and still do! You are so right, little B...you were blessed to find your mom and it makes A so happy, that Buddy feels like he was blessed to find me, too. But you know you boys rescued both of us, too...you were always our fur baby Rocks, that we could lean on, always depend on for everything in life that's important, especially Love! 

Little B, Auntie is so happy to know you, to know about your love of different foods and your little preferences. A knows you are sharing with Buddy and all the gang up there! Thank you for helping Big B stay organized with his Chief duties...he can be a little distracted at times but usually because he has found a nice stick to chew...or a tennis ball to chase. Did Auntie ever tell you about Buddy's friend Max? Max is a springer spaniel who lives by a neighborhood park and we would always take walks by his house, before we moved. We got to be friends with Max's dad, and also Max. His dad had this ball slinger for tennis balls...so Buddy and Max would chase after these balls, back and forth...Max was good at releasing the ball, but not Big B...he was a ball hog and never wanted to let go, the little bugger! So Max's dad always had these delicious little treats that he would give, but Big B would have to let go of the ball first, so he was teaching him how to do that! They would wrestle, too...like Buddy did with Coco...Max also had a lot of energy like Coco...they were very cute together. A knows you kids have all of these fun toys at the Bridge, and you do have lots of play time and you are never bored or hungry which makes moms very happy, that you are so well taken care of. 

Little B, A has said this before but it is so true, that you are wise, and you give wonderful reminders to A of how blessed she and your mom are, to have you boys always by our side, and in our hearts. You and Buddy are the miracles for us moms...A will never forget that fact and your love will carry us through all hardships, your love for us will win out over guilt and remorse in the long run, but sometimes mom and A still go to those feelings because it is a part of the journey of grief. Beed, you are the greatest gift for your mom, she is so honored to have been your mom she says it all the time, but you are also very honored to have her for your mom...she is the perfect mom for you, and A is just happy to have been adopted into this loving family, and Buddy too! We are all family now...all of the beautiful fur babies in our gang, moms and dads...no one is ever excluded or neglected ever again. There is much hope for this world thanks to you sweet kids, and greater hope for the next please help your mom feel your closeness, Beed...she has an open heart for you always, ready to receive all of your love and signs and dreams, all of the time.

Thank you little B, Big B, Double AA girls and all of our sweet fur babies, for embracing us with your angel wings...please hold us especially close now as our lives our tough and complicated...hearts are hurting for missing you in the physical realm. Thank you for always staying loyal, devoted babies - we love you so so much! 

Sweet Hugs to you Little B...you are the cutest little shorty with the biggest heart! Hugs to all of the Double BB gang up there, and for your sweet mom who treasures you so much!

Love, Auntie Esa

xoxoxo!!

Bedomom

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Dear MaxmandDad:
Thank you for you comforting words. Bedomom
Dear Beed Beed:
Thank you Boy! mom knew it was you, this morning mom was taking your collar from your resting area, while putting it on mom's wrist, mom said to you "we are going for a walk Beed" (mom not usually tell you this). When mom came downstair to put on a pair of running shoes which mom has been wearing since mom was back on vacation (the old pair was worn out); however, mom forgot to take out the orthordonic pads from the old pair of shoes...no wonder mom has not feel very comfortable in walking but has not noticed this, mom found about one table spoon of clear water flowing on the pad on one of the old shoe that caught mom's attention;  how could that be, the area is super dry, at first mom thought it was Bowie's doing and smelled the shoe, but no, it was just something like water, no smell - you see baby boy, that's when mom really remember mom should take out the pads and put them on the pair of shoes that mom has been wearing...when you were sick, mom always follow your "clear water" sings to wipe them out from the floor, or replace the newspapers (sometimes you went  there as they intended for you to do your business) as your kindney did not function well, your sign was "clear water"; whem mom see clear water, mom knew they were from you!! you Wise Boy..Thank You mom has never thought of putting the orthordonic pads back to the new pair of shoes that mom has been wearing since you ran off to the RB...they could have been thrown in the garbage with them and they costed mom $380, not to mention not having the privilege of wearing them! Thank you Son!
Mom

Bedomom

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Dear Sweet Aunt Esa: You make little B worries again, you keep on blaming yourself when you did nothing wrong beside loving Buddy..You love him so much that you want to hurt yourself to feel your love for him.  Auntie, it is ok, Buddy has a lots of healthy homemade meals from mom, she sends me all the times and I always share them with Buddy.  A, I just want you to be happy for the weekend, as me and Buddy don't want to see you sad, Christmas is comming soon and I know there are lots of things that linger about Buddy...it is ok, just remember all the happy memories and have faith that our B boys are healthy and happy here.  We have a large community of all of our angels and we also have Christmas here too...we are in good hand....see Sweet A, there are evidences that we are still with you...I took mom to see a lawyer and it was in a place with lots lots of green trees..my silly mom is a bit curious and does not trust me, she went to look for the lawyer's address (he was mom's boss former client) guess what Auntie, he lives on the street with lots of green trees, so many that the street seems to be covered by them.  Just remember Buddy is always with you and you did nothing wrong but giving all your love to him and you should be proud of what you have done for Buddy.  My silly mom was crying about neglecting me with my cousin Shirley, and while crying along with her, Shirley told mom that "auntie, life and the trip the the RB is so powerful you just can not control them" see Sweet aunt, as your nephew I am telling you the same thing as it does make sense.  I got to go cloud hopping now, since you told me to play this game, I just love it.  thank you Auntie, Buddy does it sometimes too, he looks so triumphant in the sky.   Auntie one more thing, please remember, our B boys always love you
Sending you tons of love and blessing from me and Buddy Boy!
Your Nephew
Shortie Little B
Bedomom

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Dear Son: Missing you this Friday, mom has to do financial statements for clients each year.  Whenever mom see dates on working papers that are prior October 2, 2013, mom would automatically feel aching in the heart; this fateful date was when mom's boy grew wings and left for heaven...from the above, do you miss mom as much as mom misses you mom's Boy? Work is still normal, Karen is very sweet,mom can talk to her just about anything... Do you remember Karen? she bought you a nice army jacket that fit you like a glove? mom could carry you like a bag of grocery with that jacket as it has nicely designed straps...everything just seem like yesterday Beed, mom's old routine was revolving around you now a big part of mom is missing and it is going to take a long time to get used to..having faith that mom will see mom's boy someday, moms will keep going.  Baby, earthly life is tough, there is an old client that came to mom's office today as he has been reassessed by CRA for extra income...he was unhappy as he has to pay more taxes...after looking at his assessment, mom asked if he had some sort of pension income? he said no and it does not make sense as he is only 58 years old...mom asked him again and again,,,he paused for a while and said "oh I got some pension income from my son"...his son, a very fine young man with a promising career passed away unexpectedly last year...he did not want to tell mom but the tax issue has brough it up..he was in tears...life is tough..we don't really know what happens next...and sometimes things don't make sense at all! just like you, ran away to the bridge without waiting for yourmom...but you were kind enough to warn mom about your trip...it was all right, mom knows we have a very strong spiritual connection...you were and always mama's boy and you have to remember that...mom is so blessing for getting all the special signs from you, you know mom is sloppy and start watching out for your mom. Mom used to take care of you and now mom's boy has grown angel wings and you take turn taking care of your mom right? in Chinese, you are a very Hao Sun Chay...a very good son who thinks highly of the elderly and show your care and respect..what more can a mother asks for? mom feels you deeply in mom's heart and it is such a comfort son. It just funny In Chinese when kids are grown up we say they "have furs and have wings" now mom's boy is a grown up boy now! but mom always loves you endlessly, you are always mom's little shortie Beed Beed! Laughing and Bowie are good boys, they don't fight as they used to...we all miss you!
Love you, sending you lots of tummy scratches! lots of sweet touches on the back too!
Mom
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Dear Little Shortie B Nephew, 

You are such a sweet love, little one! I know you helped Buddy create the dream for Auntie, earlier today...I'll bet the other kids had some input too, as to just the right dream to give A...you kids are so amazing, you are so much brighter than we two-legged's are! 

I am so sorry, Beed Beed, that A made you worry so much...and Buddy, too. A never meant for you to worry...A just has uncontrollable thoughts sometimes...they just wash over A like a wave and she gets carried away in them. Your mom too, you know she is sadder now for missing you, her routine has changed so much since you left for RB, please send her a sign very soon, you have been so good letting her know you are around, in your special ways...those pennies and then the fly, and now the green trees...please keep letting her know that you are close Bedo, she needs you completely right now, sweet son...sweet Hao Sun Chay. Now Buddy too, is a sweet Hao Sun Chay, sending mom such a comforting dream...mom down deep, knew it was a dream she was in with Buddy, but dreams are very real, too...as real as any earthly reality is...reality is a mystery anyway, right sweet nephew? There are many different types of realities...but you Double B Boys, Double AA girls and all the rest of your gang, are living the best reality ever, the reality of heaven, where you can play the cloud hopping game any time you want, have your feasts and celebrations and every happiness! Thank you, Beed, for encouraging A to have faith, and to only think about the love that she has for Buddy, and Buddy's love for mom...it is the most important thing, and A wants to honor Buddy so much, and the best way is not to think of him and have regrets and guilt, A knows this it is just still so hard sometimes...A still has the tendency to blame herself for things that went wrong, but she knows it is impossible to change the past, and Buddy would not want mom to suffer. Just like you Bedo...you don't want your sweet mom to suffer any more...and just like A, your mom did nothing wrong except to love you with all her heart...she still does Bedo...she always always will! Please Bedo, help your mom be proud of herself...she has every right to because she took such good care of you, invested in your health, kept you with her beyond any expectation the vet ever had...see how much evidence there is, of her goodness! 

Please keep helping us, you strong B Boys...thank you for encouraging the other kids to help their moms and dads too because this is very hard time of year for us, because we miss you babies so much, it is empty here for us because our angels are in heaven, and our best thoughts are always when we think of you sweet beautiful angels having a happy peaceful Christmastime with all the other angels...these are the thoughts that help us out of the deep wells of grief, for missing you guys...

Love you so much, sweet little B...big hugs to my shortie nephew - please also pass around some of those hugs to the other angel kids too. Thank you little B, for helping Buddy come to mom in a dream, and the other kids, too...love you guys!

Lots of tummy scratches and treats!

Auntie Esa
Bedomom

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Dear Sweetest Auntie:
Shortie Little B here...me and Buddy, the AA Girls and all of our Angels have been overhelmed with the holiday emotions...Buddy misses you so much and he wants you to be peaceful during the holidays...Auntie, I write to tell you that We B Boys love you and thinking of you during the holidays...you auntie has a heart of gold and please be kind to your heart ! as usually, we don't hurt something we love...is that makes sense sweet Auntie? I know there are lots of things that remind you of Buddy, a kind of bittersweet pain and it is ok, you need that as you love Buddy so much...a kind of peaceful pain that reminds you of your deepest love for him.  Me Buddy and all of our angels here are having a good time...mom is sending us Turkey baking in Chinese Style and it tastes so good, will share it with Buddy and our angels.  Little Shortie B and Buddy will keep you strong Auntie, don't worry, no matter what happen in life, what decision you make, what you are going through, we will always be with you because we love you, just remember that...mom always think why kind and sweet people usually so much? but she has figured that out, because God loves us...since only through pain and suffering, we can learn about love in the deepest level, and through pain and suffereing, we learn to treasure love much much more...it is a long and hard road but it will head us to peace and happiness...Just like me and Buddy, we were too good and too cute to be abandon and we had travelled so many winding roads before comming to you and mom...a happy ending is all that matters...whatever goes between the process is just a challenge auntie...please be kind to yourself and you know that for sure we will be united someday...will ask Buddy to visit you sometimes..just please listen to your heart, you will find him...you and Buddy have a very strong love connection, your souls are blended together, you don't need anybody's help to feel him..Auntie just listen to your heart, will you Trust Little Shortie B one more tim....Thinking of you on Christmas Eve and this just urge Little B to write to my Sweet Auntie, to make sure that she is having a peaceful holiday season...lots of blessing to you Sweet Auntie, you know that you will always have long and short Angel Wings wrapped tightly around you!
Lots of love to you from Heavenly Peace...
Your Nephew,
Shortie Little B
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Hi sweet Bedomom

Thinking of you and little Bedo tonight on our babies first Christmas Eve without us. I know they are all happy together tonight, just as I know we are all still very sad without them and miss them very. You always have the sweetest words to comfort all of us here. I wish you a very peaceful Christmas Day.

Sending you warm hugs and thoughts to you and your sweet Bedo
Patches very sad mommy tonight, Jamie
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My dearest sweet nephew Bedo,

Auntie doesn't know where to begin, to thank you for your beautiful Christmas holiday message! Thank you little B, for your support and wish for A's peaceful spirit and heart, during this holiday season. A misses Buddy and you, Double AA girls and all you sweet angels so very very much! Please send your sweet mom lots of hugs this day, little shortie B...she has the sweetest heart of gold and I have asked Buddy to wrap her up in his big angel wings, too...your little wings do a great job of wrapping your sweet mom in heaven hugs, all you babies are around...we moms can feel you, but as we cannot see you in your physical form anymore...that is the hard test because we miss you so much, and also for touching and hugging you babies...it is hard on moms and dads not to have the physical treasures and our sweet comforts of you fur babies right here with us, but we must learn to cherish your spirit treasures even more. It is a bittersweet pain, as your sweet mom says...a not so easy transition in our not so easy lives, but we will be strong because you kids are always helping us feel our way inside our hearts.

Are you having your turkey baking Chinese style, for your special Christmas feast yet, little B? Please thank your mom for thinking of Buddy, he always loved turkey, and Chinese style will be a fancy new treat for him. A knows all you babies will just love your mom's home baked cooking!

Your mom is correct, little B...our pain and trials of suffering help us appreciate and treasure love, that much more. Our love could not grow as deep, without this pain and suffering...it must be one of those strange paradoxes of life, a mystery that is never completely understood. It's so interesting to watch God working in the backgrounds. The pastor at this church last night, talked about the interesting way God has, working in shadows and staying in the background. When the Christ child came, he did not come to earth in a big chariot, he was not ushered into the best hotel room in the largest city, where the rich and famous of the day could praise and welcome him. No, he came lowly into this world, born of peasant people, who could not even beg a room at the lowliest inn of Bethlehem. God does work on the outskirts, little B...Buddy and you are learning these great heaven lessons, and we see that you are doing the same things, giving your subtle little signs in the same way...

You are right, little B - peace and happiness...our happy endings are all that really matter, and the process to this end goal is the challenge. And, we know we are assured of this because of our eternal love bond with you babies. I love your expression, that "our souls are blended together"...these sweet words will remain in A's heart, always...thank you so much!

Thank you, sweet nephew, for thinking of A on Christmas eve...A loves to pray for my double B boys, double AA girls, your sweet mom, the other hurting moms and dads and their precious furbabies on Christmas eve and Christmas day. Take good care of your mom, little B...keep your shortie angel wings around her shoulders, wrap her up tight! Help her when she feels lonely for missing you, you her first son, sweet Hao Sun Chay. You kids go and enjoy your Christmas treats and festivities...we are sending warm Christmas hugs to you angel babies up there...we miss you and love you so much - have a blast babies!

A feels your love from Heavenly Peace, little B...she will sleep well tonight, knowing you babies are safe, happy and full of all those Christmas treats and great foods!

Hugs, kisses and lots of tummy scratches to you, sweet little B, and to all our sweet angel fur babies,

Love,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxox!!!!
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Dear Bedomom,

How are you doing today pretty lady? I'm thinking about you and the very handsome little guy Bedo. Wishing you a very calm and peaceful night.
Happy New Years to you sweet friend.

Warm hugs,
Patches Mommy Forever~Jamie
Bedomom

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Dear sweet aunt Esa
Its me little shortie B again new year is comming I just want to wish you a peaceful new year auntie Buddy misses you a lots he wants me to tell you that he loves you and wishes you a lots of peace in the new year we BB boys wish you good health and a smooth new year we want you think of us us but in a happy and peaceful way we don't want you to suffer even for one second in 2014 and we want you to promise us that if things ever get a bit rough or you are ever try to inflict painful thought to yourself you must say STOP shortie B and Sweetness would be so dispointed and hurt too as our souls are blended together just remember that Sweet Aunt! Mom had received her necklace yesterday it is exactly like yours she also got some other cutie things too there is a paw print mug it says whenever I am with my dog I am complete so having Buddy always by your side you should be complete sweet Auntie! My mom cried when she looked at the picture of her hugging me at our last earth momment while reading the message on the pendent once by my side forever in my heart this is sad in a comforting sense as she knows for sure I am always by her side. sweet auntie my mom also made some donations to five different animal charities today in memory of me and Buddy she will make this as every year's tradition to remember our love angels ! Mom is wondering if you had heard about a golden boy Trooper from Mission Bc found abandoned by his owner in 2010 If not you must look at Trooper's poor skin and boned body and thank you to BCSPCA Trooper recovered and found a good permanent home it is new year and on behalf of all our angels Little B wish to take this opportunity to thank you all the earth moms and dads sisters and brothers for your kindness to give us a forever loving homes for the angels who have never been lucky they are also thankful for all your help and good intentions and we all praying and hoping that you two legged will love sy the way we love you!
Love you Sweet Auntie all Little B wants is to have you live up to your promise!
Hugs and kisses from Me Buddy and the BB Girls have a good new year Auntie! Remember Buddy is always your Hao Sun Chay!
Your Nephew
Shortie Little B

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Dear Beed
It is new year day tomorrow will be marking your three month oh how mom miss you missing the baby tone mom used to call you when mom came home from work Beed ah Beed oi Mom hooooommme mom is heeerre mom loved the way your tail was wagging and your ears was tugging when you greeted mom when feeding you mom would either sing out your food or the supplements such as glusomine sulphate you would come and eat your food with such dignity mom could not remember exactly when mom started feeding you homemade food since you had lost most of your teeth and Cliff had recommended Benneful in plastic container and you loved them so much Ceasar too mom used to buy them at Walmart but after a while mom wanted to feed you real quality good and mom started cooking for you baby if not for crazy Jenny you would still be here enjoying mom's home meal this thought is still haunting mom off and on and it is something mom has to deal with this New Year's Eve mom did not hear much of firework sound maybe the Neighbor not into much if celebration same as mom here missing my boy do much that mom is not on the mood for anything how long is this going to be mom does not care any more as long as mom 's heart still feel you which is definitely forever mom just ache when thinking of you thinking of not being to see that Little Short Guy that mom loves so much the house is yours but not seeing you here just does not make sense at all it is comforting to know that you have lots of friends up there be happy boy be happy until we will meet each other someday then we will be much more happy mom does not want anything in this world mom just want to hold you cook for you and watching you having a good appetite is so rewarding Laughing and Bowie are good boys now all the gang just finished their breakfast and mom gave each a piece of carrot for each to enjoy as desert...how mom just hates how you can not be a part of this but it is ok mom knows you are in a better place and it is really for your own good mom knows happy new year happy new year my sweet boy remember the Abba Song ?
Love you always
Mom
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My dear sweet little B nephew!

Happy New Year, sweet mom's Hao Sun Chay! Thank you little B, for the peaceful happy wishes for the new year...it means so much to A, to have these precious wishes from my sweet B Boys. Little B, please watch over your mom, and tell Buddy too, to watch over his sweet A as you boys are indeed blended souls and hearts now...the B Boys stand for Blessings for both moms, so much! Little one, did you enjoy your chicken breasts? You know the big headed bubbly boy you are attached to, he loves those, too...you guys have fun sharing all the goodies and the new year's treats...you have a big tribe up there to take care of, and nobody ever goes hungry we moms aren't worried about that, just want you boys to be happy and healthy babies...

Thank you, sweet little B, for reminding A not to have suffering thoughts this year, to try and keep her promise to you babies, not to think sad or lonely thoughts or inflict this pain of guilt because the past cannot change, the future can only be better. A will do her best, she promises she will really try hard to think the happier thoughts, A never wants to do anything to hurt you sweet baby boys...sometimes A gets overwhelmed for missing Buddy because she knows how much he loves her still...and she loves him and all you babies now, both your mom and A have adopted all of these new kids, and we are pledging to you babies, that we will work to help other earth babies who need homes, need saving and second chances in life. You boys both had rough starts in life, but you came to a happy ending, and now you are in the best and happiest place ever...little B, please come to your mom, stay close by her side and comfort her throughout this new year...she loves you and she misses you in the physical and she is trying hard too, but sometimes human life is very tough and challenging...you babies are the soothing salve we love and need so much, and we have the sweetest memories with you B boys, to sustain us until the day we are together for our big welcome feast!

Thank you little B, for letting A know that your dear mom received her necklace and paw print mug and other little items. Your mom can feel complete now, too...having these treasures to remember you with and have you by her side all the time. Little B, your mom does a great honor to you and Buddy giving to different animal charities in memory, this is a wonderful helping tradition and A wants to participate, too! A loves to give to animals charities in need, and one in particular is the Golden Rescue they are having their Wishbone Lottery and A likes to support them, very much. Did you know little B, that people who do not have extra money to give, can go sign up at the Animal Rescue site and make clicks every day, to help feed shelter animals? There are other causes too, through the Greater Good network, like clicking every day to save wildlife habitats like the Rainforest site, clicking another link to feed hungry people around the world, clicking to help feed a sea lion pup...it's pretty cool way to give, just a little time every day to make one click, as they have a family of online activism websites to visit and it's a fun way to help, just click!

Little B, A did not hear about this golden boy Trooper...she will look him up and read his rescue story. It is so good to support rescue groups that do this outreach and caring because hurting souls like Trooper would not have a chance without them. You can be very proud, of your sweet mom and her generous spirit! My dear sweet nephew, you are so very welcome...thank you for reaching out and thanking the earth moms and dads who opened their hearts to help babies in need...there is no better way to honor you and Bubbly B than to do this outreach work...we want to make you babies proud of us, continue your legacy of love and caring...sweet babies, you are the best ever examples of how to be in this world, that would be so cold without you fur babies...thank YOU, so much!

Dear little B, A will remember that Buddy is her Hao Sun Chay, forever and always and you boys and sweet double AA girls and all you babies, mean the world to A and to your sweet mom, too...please have a blast today little B, give all the babies a big group hug and you have the best new year ever...the first of many many more!

Love & Hugs,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!!
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Beed Aaaah Beed Oooooh:
It has been 3 months since you had ran to the RB by yourself, you knew mom would not release you to heaven...you knew mom was being selfish by prolonging your life, mom let you suffer a little....baby...Mom is so sorry, Mom did everything beyond the Vet's instruction just to keep you by mom's side..mom was being selfish because mom loves you so much...
Mom remembers you came to mom's dream let mom know you were leaving...mom was carrying your lifeless body and screaming out for help at the same time...prior to that, you urged mom to release the Caged Birds at Four-Faced Buddha in Bangkok...baby..mom knows we always have this connection and mom also knows that you are always with mom...Mom's boy has always been so determined...what ever you wanted, you liked, you would make it so clear that you would not take No for answer...such a Man...a typical Man with real Manliness!
Baby, Cousin Mark Had emailed mom, Mark used to take care of you and he is such a sweet Boy..you must be very proud of your cousin...a loving guy who spent hours at night taking care of his Granma while going to college...mom has been hurting so much for missing you and here is what Cousin Mark Wrote: Auntie, you are the best thing that ever happened to Bedo, Bowie and non of his children would be here if not for you..I think Bedo and Grandpa are enjoying paradise..I miss Bedo and Angie a lots..I think they had good lives because of you and they also showed us how to love and I don't want to forget what they taught us, I imagine them in the clouds with chicken breasts and just free...I feel like life is actually tougher and now they are free..Auntie, Try to let him be free, he would not want his guardian to get hurt in anyway especially you! Yes bitter sweet indeed but I guess that's life..if everyone lives forever, I think it would be hard to appreciate each other so we can learn to not take each other for granted and choose to release the pain from ourselves and let go of bitterness and just be happy for what we had yesterday, today and tomorrow..like Happy New year auntie..Mising them is a proof that you love them and they were a part of our lives and even if it makes me sad sometimes I wouldn't trade those memories for anything...one life to live I guess? We will see them when its our time until then, We will try to do our bests"
How proud of you is Mark Baby? even when he was five years old, he would tell mom "oh Auntie, I always pray that our family will be happy forever...no fighting, no arguing.." Mom knows Mark is so kind, understanding and loving at such a young age because of you and now he is taking care of Baby, your first daughter and I am sure she is a very good hand!
How time flies, from the day mom was holding you in the Vet office has been already Three Long Hard Months...Mom just want you to know that mom misses you Shortie a lots...A shortie with a demanding look, a bossy look as he was and is always part owner of the house! Baby, you do not get to live a day in 2014 but mom promise you YOUR WILL LIVE FOREVER IN MOM"S HEART! You hear me Boy, Beed Ah, Beed ooooi, Moooommm Heeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrre!
Have fun playing in the snow with Buddy, Lee Lees, AA Girls, Ellie, Patches, Bea, Harry, Marley, Max, Dallas, Marsh, Baby, Koji Bear, Ellie Catties, Misti, Butter Bean, Rufus, Bailey, Chances, Tai Chi, Pogo and All the sweet Angels that mom can not name them all (mom's apology) up there, will send you some Chicken Breasts, fish and Fuji Apple at dinner time...don't forget to share them with all the Sweet Angels..they all mom's babies too as mom LOVE YOU ALL!
Love You Always!
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Happy 3 months at Rainbpw Bridge Bedo. I know you and Max, LeeLee, Buddy, Harry and all your friends there are so many to name are enjoying homemade chicken noodle soup and chinese food. You were a wonderful mom to Bedo and he will never forget you as you will never forget him. I like your saying once by my side, forever in my heart how true. Give your mom a dream visit she misses you a lot.... ((hugs))  maxsMandD
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Dear Little B Sweet Nephew,

3 months of paradise for my little shortie nephew, your mom knows you are so happy now, playing in the snow with Big B and all of your big gang...A knows you kids had quite the party for new year's and your life at RB is full of all the best things you ever had in your earthly life, and so much more! Now you have back to back celebrations, with your 3 months today! Angel, your mom received a beautiful letter from cousin Mark, who gave her the highest compliments...such a kind hearted two legged family member, a beautiful example same as your mom, of how to be toward animals and toward life in general. Little B, keeping showing mom you are still part owner of the house, move some things around, keep her guessing...make sure she has some signs that you are close, because you are! Beed, Auntie Esa had an email from an energy healer she had reached out to, 2 weeks before Buddy went to RB. This man had never opened A's letter, he apologized and was sorry and he finally wrote back now, and did A still want an energy healing done for Buddy? A wrote back and told him Buddy had left for RB on September 15th, and he wrote back that Buddy is happy and healthy and playing and probably with A quite a bit. He told A that all Beings are Beings of God and he said that all dogs are Special Souls they all love unconditionally. He said that God does not punish anyone and that we only judge ourselves and said if A meditates on Buddy he will come visit. That to connect with Buddy, A has to have the intention to connect and to ask for help from A's guardian angel and spirit guide. He instructed A to relax, lie down and think of Buddy and of being with him, and do this for about 20 minutes, just relax breathe deeply and slowly and think of sweet memories and being together. A thought this might be nice for your mom to know about, to help draw you out a little bit, maybe it is like sending an invitation but you kids know you are always welcome!

Little B, mom is telling you with everything she is that you will live in her heart forever! Little B, your mom has the same necklace as A! There are no coincidences, little B...connections are strong, and you kids led us here you guys are so smart and having such a hand in everything. Now mom has a necklace just for you shortie nephew, she keeps you with her all the time...

Beed, have the best celebration ever OK? Everybody loves you shortie guy, so much! Don't get lost in a deep snowbank, OK little B? Have you guys tried surfing on snow yet? Buddy had a big hill to chase his snowballs down...sometimes he would slide and it looked like surfing! You kids have a blast and enjoy your delicious gourmet foods...let your sweet mom know you have your angel wing wrapped around her tonight!

Hugs to you little B, and to all of your big gang having so much fun - lots of love for your special 3 months!

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!

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Happy Three Months Little Bedo!  Your sweet Mom - she loves you so very much - please visit her in a special way and send your own special angel comfort to her heart - whisper to her that you are right there with her and will never ever leave...

Sweet Bedomom - I'm thinking of you and your little heart tonight - sending peace and warmth to you. I really like the pendant it's beautiful and Mark is a wise and caring soul.

Hugs...
Lee Lee's Mama
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MaxMandD
Thank you for your kind words I know it is sad not be able to have the joy of seeing Little Max enjoying his homemade chicken soup at home but I will make sure he will have plenty with little B!
Auntie Elise:
It is so cute when you think of shortie like me can be easily buried in the snow and so true I am not as strong as a Big Chief who loves to deep himself into the snow banks..I know my size so me and Max just play a bit and sipping our hot soups to keep us warm and safe in the winter! Auntie you are so kind telling mom about the mediation yes it is a great idea and mom will try it tonight and I will come to mom like we had always been before. Mom is hoping other moms and dads will try this too...mom also wants to thank you for letting her knows about trimming furs between our toes to avoid bacteria infection because of this she starts paying more attention in cleaning between toes for my children and earth cousins and they have stopped licking. You are so kind for giving all these tips so thoughtful of you...that's why you are my favourite Auntie in the whole wide world!
Dear LeeLeesMamma
Thank you for your comforting words yes I feel Bedo all the times for some reasons I am much more determined in dealing with issues after his passings I got the feeling that I have changed in a good ways despite of intensive mourning. I ordered the pendent before Elise got hers because of the Christmas Rush the order got stuck at the border I am sure The BB Boys want us to have them I know Lee Lee will send you more signs soon it is so sweet that this forum is giving us opportunity to talk to each other like a proud mom and dad I am pleases to know that you love Little House too I imagine our kids are living in that kind of environment!
Group hugs (have to borrow this from you Double L Mamma)
Wish you all have a peaceful night!
Bedomom and Shortie Little B
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Dear Little B,

I can just see you and sweet little Max enjoying your warm and tasty soups together! A knows you still like to play a little bit in the snow with Buddy and the bigger kids, as long as it is not too deep!

Little B, the meditation for Buddy is helping A, it is starting to help but A needs to strengthen her ability to focus with her mind, because it is easy for A's mind to wander. A will schedule an appointment with this healer soon, as soon as A goes back to Canada and gets the internet service fixed, (hopefully later this week). A is studying a DVD on meditation by an expert in this field...it can be found on the Great Courses website, which contains a wealth of courses on so many interesting subjects! It is a skill called 'mindfulness' and it can help with the grief, and for feelings of inner peace. It teaches us two legged's things what you babies already know, like how to let go when it is time...and many other wise concepts like actually showing up for one's life, in the present. It will give A a new perspective on life, and new hope for this year.

Little B, you are welcome for the tip on the trimming of hair between toes...it helped Buddy so much, to have that done, all year round, not just winter, when he would get these snowballs in between his pads and mom would have to get lukewarm water in a pail and melt them away for him! Buddy never really liked having his foot in a bucket, even for washing the mud off sometimes, but he was always cooperative and mom did not mind cleaning his feet, mom misses cleaning his feet, cleaning his ears and brushing his teeth...she misses Buddy Buzzy time, when Buddy had his teeth done with the electric toothbrush. That is another tip that A's vet gave, when we had the first big consultation for Buddy. This vet said to use a little glass spray bottle, that would contain about 25 ml of water, and to add 25 drops of aerobic oxygen to it, and then this became Buddy's 'toothpaste'! The aerobic oxygen drops would help keep the plaque from building up on Buddy's teeth, and so would the very important movements of the electric tooth brush. A would spray Buddy's teeth, just the outsides and along his gums, with the little spray bottle and then use the electric toothbrush, to keep his teeth clean...he was so funny, when A would do his teeth he would start licking and licking and licking!! The vet said A didn't have to do the inside of his teeth, because his tongue would keep those clean, but doing the outside was really important so A and Buddy had a little ritual after supper every night, and A would sing a song to Buddy...the only words were "It's Buddy Buzzy Time" over and over to this little tune and he knew, when A started singing that song, that it was time for his teeth! He was very cooperative, little B...Buddy would let A do anything to him, including trimming his nails, washing his feet, cleaning his ears...he's a really good boy that way...

Oh little B, A has written a long novel to you, once again and about the silliest things! Your mom is so sweet, taking care of your earth babies' feet, and they have stopped licking, isn't that good news, baby?! Your mom is the sweetest mom...she loves you so much little B, but you knew that already, A just likes to keep saying it!

Love you little angel B, give big hugs to your double AA girls and all of our sweet gang up there...A knows you will have a celebration every day because that is the nature of heaven!

Hugs, kisses and tummy scratches,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!!!
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Hi Sweet Bedomom,
I'm just checking in on you this Monday - How are you doing today?  I know that your heart is missing your little baby terribly - I hope you are feeling his sweet presence and eternal love surrounding you. 

Peace and hugs...
Double L's Mama
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Happy 100th Day Beed Beed!
Mom here, baby it has been 100 days since you had ran to the RB...Heaven must be so beautiful that you could not wait for mom to come back..Baby, mom misses you endlessly...mom will keep you tightly in mom's heart...having photographic memory...mom will also put all the beautiful memories that we had have shared in a special place...baby, mom just want to say it was a blessing to have had you with mom during the difficult times in the past...and it was the most heart wrenching to mark the deepest pain of lossing you on the day mom came back from vacation...that terrified momment that mom will never forget for the rest of mom's life....your departure to heaven had taught mom a big lesson in life and thank you to mom's baby! there will never be enough words to express the blessing that you have brought to mom, in the past, presence and future...Deep inside mom's heart mom just know how much mom loves and misses you my beautiful baby, mom's first boy! tonight will send you a big feast as in our culture, you are officiallly moved to Heaven from Earth on this marked 100 day! no matter what Mom's love is always there No matter where you are!
Love you endless baby...lots of tummy scratches sending To Mom's Special Boy!
Mom
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Dear Little B Nephew, 

Happy 100th Day Beed Beed Mom's Special Boy! Are you ever a lucky boy, having so many feasts in one week! You kids are living it up, up there...can't fool your mom or aunties we know it's all good happenings for our sweet babies in heaven! Mom will always miss you, beautiful little B, please come to her soon with a little sign or a loving dream of her holding you and you know like she reminds you, that her love is always there, no matter where you are! See what mom is doing, gathering and placing all of your special memories together - she loves you endlessly upon endlessly little B...you are her 100% Heart Boy on this your 100th Day! A's sister Kris told A about a website about after life, called After Life TV and there is an interview on there this woman Danielle was giving some comforting insights into what life is like for you now...A has just started watching it, in two parts so maybe it is something your mom will enjoy in celebration of your 100th day. Baby boy, your mom and A have had some hard lessons in life because you Double BB boys went on ahead of us, but the best lessons of all are the Lessons of Love, that our love for you babies will last longer than Forever...that is a very long time! And in return, we know that your love for us is the same way, it just goes on and on and will never end because you babies are 100% made of love! 

Little B, you are the wisest nephew A could ever have...thank you for teaching lessons of strength and courage, A feels her Double BB boys, double AA girls and all the sweet gang and tribe around her these days, meditating before bed and before rising in the morning...but if truth be told, A is still very sad in her heart because of what happened with Buddy and because she misses him so much, and A knows your mom is sad in her heart, too...even though she knows you are so safe and happy, little B. So, your mission on your 100th Day, is to comfort mom with the sweet memories you both have...give her a smile today little B...and enjoy the delicious feast your mom is giving you, with all of your sweet heaven pals! 

Hugs to little B, on his 100th day and comfort and peace to mom's sweet heart, today and every day! 

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxox!!!!



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Dear Sweet Aunt Esa,
Thank you so much for your sweet letter on my 100th day! Your words of love and comforts flow like a peaceful river
that mom and I have taken them in our hearts! Dear aunt, today Litttle Shortie B is officially in heaven, I will use whatever power I have to send Sweet Aunt blessings to help you go through this challenging episode of your life. Buddy knows you need him and he is right by yourside, sticking like crazy glue to give you love. Buddy also wants you to be objective in decision making and you have to think about your own security and happiness too...don't just think about us...you know that we are happy and carefree now ...we have your love with us and there is nothing else we want other than your own happiness!
Aunty, please take a good care if to urself! Mom thank you for letting her know the special program, she will watch it during the weekend. I am sure this will give her more reassurance of me bring around her...you are so kind always share good things to others! Me and mom are so blessed to know you from this website ,,,we just wish your genuine soul will be happy and healthy as we love you auntie you are very special!
Remember you always have a double dose of love from our BB a Boys!
Hugs and love!
Your nephew,
shortie Little B
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Happy 100th day Bedo!  You are your Mom's precious baby - come visit her soon.

Bedomom,  I wish I had just a little bit of your ability to know just what to say today - I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.  Hugs... Double L's Mama
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This early morning mom took the kids out to our yard and they saw a man snooping the garbage to collect cans they started to bark loudly . Baby mom is so scare that the bad neighbours will complain as they don't like dogs all the kids usually are very quiet except when they see something suspicious and the timing was bad this morning as the man just happening to be there mom just wish everything will be ok...keep looking out for mom and the kids!
Mom
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My Dear Sweet Little B Nephew, 

I am thinking of you today with Buddy and all of our big gang - how does it feel to be officially in heaven, now that you have passed your 100th day? Little B, A knows you have many powerful ways to send blessings and grant wishes - your mom needs you for protection right now from any neighbours that are scaring your mom right now. Can you take care of it for her and help with the timing? Ask Buddy to help you, and the other kids too they will gladly join with you...please circle your mom in a big Group Hug, surround her with your angel wings and help keep quiet those that might cause her trouble. 

Beed, Buddy knows that his mom has been having hard time emotionally these days, but she loves the way you put it, how Buddy is sticking to her like crazy glue! Just like wrapping up in Buddy's blanket, mom knows that his warmth and protection is never far. Thank you so much little B, for also sending blessings to your Ontario A, as the new year unfolds with lots of questions and uncertainties. It will all work out because A has your sweet loving support and blessings, and also from her sweet Aunties here who are walking with her through the trials. There are many worse off than A, A knows this so she tries not to dwell on her own problems too much, only think sweet thoughts of you babies and your love. You are wise little B, to remind A to think of her happiness and security...very important to keep the right focus, especially with emotions involved. 

Little B, you and all our big gang will always have my love, your mom's love and the love of all the aunties and uncles...and we know too, that we have yours, now and forever! And this knowledge, these true facts will conquer all two legged problems and complications that accompany this life. 

Thank you little B, stay close to mom today and tomorrow and every day...she is wearing your necklace and honoring you in so many ways, big hugs to you and your sweet mom, have fun today and thank you for being so sweet and kind to your old Auntie!

Warm earth hugs to you and all our fur baby gang,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!!
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Happy 100th day at the Bridge Bedo. Hope you had an exceptional day filled with all the things you like. I know all your friends were there to help you celebrate the special ocasion, the fireworks and all the food were like nothing else. Visit your mom in a dream she sure misses you.....((hugs))    maxsMandD forever & ever
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Dear MaxMandD
Thank you for your sweet words on Beed's 100th day it was a big day for him. He and Max are good friends now Anh Beed would share with Max everything especially good foods any special day for Beed would be a special day for Sweet Cutie Max too! I know how much you miss him!
Hugs
Bedomom




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Dear Beed Beed:
Mom has this sweet dream about you last night, A lady came to us to sell babies, mom bought one from her and she said she had another one and mom said mom would take her too. After she left, mom was looking for milk to feed the baby as he was very small..while walking, mom found you laying on the hallway in front of mom's bedroom, mom held you up and pet you...baby, you were so soft and so cuddly...it was so sweet of you comming to visit mom! mom was so tired last night, mom fell asleep so early and woke up 4:30 in the morning from a sweet dream from you...Beed, mom knows you always wanted to be free, mom had let you running freely in the house as the house is always yours! this morning, mom took you to Walmart too, you must enjoy the trip so much! you even showed mom so many special deals, the carrots which the kids just love were on sale today, prices are much lower than usual, so are the yams, orange juices, yogurt etc...everything was much much lower than usual, it must be you baby boy! you are such an accountant too, you can always beat your mom being a matress stuffer! love you boy, mom knows you are near and wish to see you more in mom's dream!
Love you Beed!
Mom
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Dear Sweet Aunt Esa:
Thinking of you this Sunday, our Sundays as usual, Auntie, I am so happy that mom has let me free at last! I really admire Buddy for having so much advantures in his life! The little town of Buddy must be imprinted with is pawprints! Yesterday, while mom was driving home on a busy intersection, she saw a Buddy Look Alike Boy, she screamed out in her heart: "It is Buddy"she kept looking at him while waiting for the light to turn green, he had this softest fur and his cute tail blowing in the wind just exactly like Buddy in his holloween Costume! Aunty, it was a sweet momment for mom and she just wish if she was not driving, she would have stopped to pet him! Auntie, I know you are still hurting...and I just wish I could make you feel better! I really want you to go back doing what you like as you are so good at that, your writing just flows genuinly in sweet thoughtful words! maybe with all the emotions that you are experiencing will help you in a great way, the thought of Buddy is sad but also beautiful! Auntie, our Bb Boys love you and we all walking with you every step of the way..Bud and I will keep  you warm in the winter with our angel wings, well Buddy looks more triumpful in wings with his manly look, I am so short that I look funny with my wings and sometimes I tumble with them...you can immagine me and have a little laugh at your shortie nephew.  I just love the picture that Patchesmommy sent you, it shows our kids waiting for you all to come home - "that picture worth a thousand words"..our silence love for you all is so deep that goes beyond earth... we will always be there waiting patiently and faifully!
Love you Auntie, lots of kisses and warm hugs from our Bb Boys, AA girls, Patches, Lee Lees, Max and all our angels
Your Nephew,
Shortie Little B

 

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Dear Bedomom,
I'm so happy for you that Bedo came to visit your dreams - I know the good feelings such a visit leaves in your heart - it takes some of the weight away and leaves it lighter, it makes our hearts "smile".  And I'm sure that little Beed has been loving his freedom - I've often thought that Lee Lee can now "go" to all the places where she once could not and how she must be running up and down the aisles saying to the store managers (even though they can't hear her) "Hey! Look! - I'm in your store! I'm racing around in your store and you can't see me!!!"  

I hope Beed can come to see you more and more in your dreams, I'm so glad that you got to "feel" his warmth and softness again.  He loves you so much.
Hugs and prayers,
Lee Lee's Mama
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Glad you had such a sweet dream from your Bedo. Dreams of our prescious ones make us feel so good its as if they are right beside us. I know how much you are missing your little man today and always.   ((hugs))   maxsMandD
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Thank you MaxMandD for your kind words, I wish you both will have some sweet dreams from Max too, Max and Bedo are having a good times up there and I am sure they are thinking of us!  Hugs, Bedomom
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HI Bedomom,

Was thinking about you and wanted to stop in and say hello so you knew. Im very happy for you that you had your dream with Bedo, how very special  :-)
I'm glad you liked the picture, I felt bad because Bedo was not in it but he WAS there. Playing Mr. Invisible maybe or playing outside and the gang watching him.
Fun little guy. Patches sure did like rice. Funnier then that she LOVED pancakes!! No syrup though. Ken would make pancakes every Sunday and she would be the first one out there
in the kitchen "purrbarking" I wish I could describe it was the sweetest cutest noise. Only a "Patchy noise" I've never heard any other cat make it.
I miss her terribly bad Bedo, more then ever really. It is very hard every day. I wear my mask a lot. I have to. I have two different worlds too work and home.
I am so thankful for my pals here who can relate and sympathize.
Thank you!
Thinking of you and Bedo!!

Warm hugs
Patches Mommy Forever~ Jamie
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Dear Sweet Little Nephew B, 

How are you today, my shrewd mattress stuffing accountant boy? You make A laugh, thinking of you tumbling a little bit with your shortie angel wings...maybe you are doing somersaults up there, rolling down hills?! I know you think of Buddy's earthly adventures and yes, this little town of Buddy does have his sweet paw prints everywhere...silly mom, saved some of his chewed up sticks because they have his teeth prints in them...see how crazy your old A is? Bedo, that is so neat that your sweet mom saw a Buddy look alike the other day! A is glad she was stopped at a red light and didn't go too crazy behind the wheel...she must have been so excited!! And of course, she wanted very much to pet this Golden Child!

That is so sweet when you tell A that my Double BB boys will keep me warm, wrapped up in angel wings...(even if they are clumsy!)...A feels the warmth and she needs it so much right now because it is very cold here, the furnace is running 24/7 even with the wood fire going! A just thought of a beautiful picture for an artist to draw of you kids...a group picture with your angel wings, waiting for us moms and dads to come home...makes A wish she could draw and paint! We moms and dads love to hear your words...that you kids are so loyal, waiting so patiently with so much love in your hearts for when we come to you. 

Bedo, thank you for coming to mom in a sweet dream the other night...and you letting her know you are free and happy! Your mom was so happy to receive this beautiful special gift from her boy...she was so tired but you helped her wake up refreshed and with a smile! Please continue to give mom lots of happy signs from you...she loves to see your shining face and all she wants for you is to be happy. 

Love you so much little B, lots of kisses and tummy scratches going up...please spread them around and tell that boy of mine it is time for mom to have a dream, very soon because she misses him sooooooo much...it would be nice if you kids could come as a group sometime...so much fun!  

Lots of hugs going up too, Little B, and to your sweet mom and all the moms and dads who have so much love in their hearts for you dear fur-babies! 

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo!!!!!




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Dear Sweet Aunt Esa:
We must have a very special connection, you know Little Shortie B likes to do somersaults when my mom does not even knows.  She just learned from the past owner that I loved to do somersaults when I was younger, when I was at the beach, I rolled my body in all different positions, I flipped and flopped...if I saw others were doing the somersaults, I would copied them too...I am short but quite flexible auntie, now with my angel wings is a bit challenge but anything is possible! I am so glad that you are thinking of doing a daycare business, that would be so interesting, I raise my hands and legs up to support you for such a great idea!  Auntie, you are the best care giver in the whole wide world, it is unfortunate that mom is so far away, she loves to find someone that is reliable when she goes for a vacation, after what has happened, she does not know when can she have a vacation again, there is no one she can trust and like you, she does not like leaving us in the cannel and the pet hotel are too expensive...there is no place like a warm loving home to locate our kids...mom and Patchesmommy are in full support of this, if you need any idea  or help you can email them privately, business should always be confidential! with the internet, you can do a lots of things at home, providing services is a a good business, as there is not much fixed costs, and you can build the goodwill purely from your passion and ability, a very rewarding business if you can do it well, I do have 100% confidence in you as when you put your heart into something, it should be a rewarding work, lets put the income aside for now! lets start it as a hobby at first as I know you don't need much stress for now, take it slow and build up the business from there, I know Buddy will be supporting you 100% as he wants his mom to be happy and occupied with the works that she enjoys the most! Auntie, you know our kids are always be with you, after a night before, mom had a dream about Golden Boys too, but she cannot remember all the details, maybe it was Buddy and Marsh came to tell her how much fun they were having at Marsh's party...Marsh'smom is just like you auntie, she has given all her golden boys so much little adventures during their earthy lives! I envy the Golden Boys, all the shorties did not get to do the big things, some of them may even have to go out by sitting in purses and bags...speaking of sitting in bags, mom used to take me to class after work, the class was for 2 hours and I sat in the bag silently, no one even knows I was there...I don't think the Golden boys can do that...our shorties can be a secret agents Auntie, good thing sometimes come in small package, just don't tell Big B that, he may hates me! I am glad you like the picture as how things will be and should be...I imagine, if you open your business, you will be surrounded with all the beautiful babies and you will be surrounded with so much love from heaven to earth...thinking of this positive prospect, I am very happy for you...Buddy is happy that you are having Katie with you, but don't forget you always have me and Buddy with you too, not to mention Marsh, Max, Little Max, Patches, Lee Lee, Chances, Finn, Dallas, The Prince, Butter and all of our angels that I cannot named all..We all love you very much, I wish you can come to Vancouver, and Mom will take you for Dim sum. I did not get to eat much as mom knows they are not good for me, but just once in a while I had a little...Got to go to practice my somersaults with those clumsy wings, you can imagine seeing me, seeing Buddy laughing at me and you can laugh too!
Love you Auntie, Kisses from our BB Boys AA Girls and all of us to you...Sweet dream!
Hugs
Shortie Little B!

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Bedomom

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 #158 
Dear My Sweet Baby Beed Beed!
Seeing so many boys had have such an adventures...mom feels bad, baby, you did not get to go out a lots other than staying home with mom, staying in the office and we just went to the beach once or twice...mom feels bad! On Thursday, mom took you to PD course with mom, we had a ride in the skytrain like we used to...mom was mumbling in mom's heart that "beed Ah, here is the Olympic Village, here is Chinatown, Here is the Stadium...the places that were so familiar with you, you were back again...mom even took you to Pan Pacific Hotel, where the seminar was being held, you could see the fancy glass sided window, right underneath there is ocean...Vancouver is such a beautiful place but you did not get to see much, mom is so sorry, as mom has been busy working and taking courses...you did not get to go our much, you were such a hommy boy, but you must know that mom loves you and mom always wanted the best for you! My boy, you are now has turned to a sweet angels, with wings, you are free to fly anywhere for your adventures...mom knows you are happy where you are...as long as my Boy is happy, mom is at peace...mom always have you in mom's heart and mom feel your presence all the times..Chinese New Year is comming, mom misses you so much, your Red Silk Jacket is still here, you were so handsome wearing that jacket, you looked like a Snobbish Rich Chinese Boy! the face and that cocky gesture that mom misses so dearly! You must knew you were so handsome in that jacket.. Mom loves you and holding you tightly in mom's heart, together, we are looking to celebrate Chinese New Year!
Good Night and sweet kisses and tummy scratches to mom's Sweet Boy
Love you always
Mom
EliseT

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 #159 
My Dear Little B Nephew, 

Absolutely - of course we have a most special connection! A thinks of you and Buddy together so often, and celebrating with the other special angel babies too, Lee Lee, Double AA girls, Patchy, Max, Marsh & Max, Bailey, Rufus, Harry, Chance, Desi, Ellie, Miss Dallas, Butter, Wallace, Finn, Spinky and so many more, please forgive A for not listing everyone it would be an amazing feat, as you kids are meeting new friends every day! A had to laugh, you telling A about your somersaults, and your crazy flipping and flopping! You must have had so much fun, doing that! Little Katie is pretty good at that flipping and flopping...she loves to wiggle, that one! Keep having fun with your gymnastics, sweet little B...

Thank you little B, for your kind compliment about being the best caregiver - A is humbled by such a fine compliment...A would say that any sweet pet parent here would make a wonderful caregiver for the earth fur babies whose moms and dads need a vacation sometimes. A wishes she could take care of your mom's babies, she would be honored but we do live so far away in earthly miles. A will place an ad sometime in February - it was sweet of Jamie, Patchy's mom to offer her help, A is behind writing letters and will have to thank her, for making that generous offer. A cannot do pet sitting in people's homes, unless she moves to the city or somewhere where there are more people, because it is very remote here...too far to drive and especially in the winter, sometimes the road is not passable. Your Crazy A really does live out in the sticks, so the only way A could do the business would be to take pets into her home, instead of going to their home. A is excited to see if anyone will reply - wait and see! Speaking of crazy...A saw a man cross country skiing by himself, across the lake today with minus 30 wind chill...wind was blowing very hard...such a cold day A thought this guy was more than a little nuts to be out there! See, you babies always had more sense that a lot of us two legged's who don't know better than to come out of the cold! A is keeping warm wrapped up in Buddy's blanket, even in front of the wood stove it is a cold January night! 

Oh little B, please do not envy the Golden Boys with a more adventurous life...see, you may not have had as much of that in your earthly life, but you are making up for it now, sweet Nephew. A never knew that you had a special stealth talent...yes, you have a Silence and Undercover talent little B, being able to sit in mom's bag for so long...how did you do it? What is your secret...see little B? See, everyone has a special talent, and you are mom's Under Cover Boy! You could be a spy and work for the government because you know how to hide, smuggle messages in and out....plus you are so smart, you would be able to listen and translate every word!! You  know how people say, "If only I could be a fly on the wall..." in other words, they would love to be privy to certain conversations or business strategies, investments, etc...you could be that fly for them! Your mom would be so proud of you! 

A is tired now, little B...although it is still early here, she must go to bed soon. Please give my Big B Boy a special hug, OK? Please give all of your gang lots of hugs and tummy scratches...you are all so loved and missed, very much! 

Good night, little B...sweet dreams of somersaults and secret missions...give mom lots of hugs too, and please come to her soon in a dream, OK Little B? 

Love you always!

Auntie Esa

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EliseT

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 #160 
Dear Auntie Bedomom, 

It's Buddy here to say please don't feel bad, your Double BB Boys want you to be happy! Little B knows you had so much going on, you had to work and to study and he was just so happy to have his home with you, you are his greatest joy! Beed wants me to tell you that he really was a homey boy when he was with you on earth...he just loved being at home because he owns half the house and it was his Big Job to make sure everything ran smoothly! He also liked going out with you, too...he knows you just loved having him with you and that's all that matters! Little B is having many adventures now, every day we do something fun and different! Of course, we still have all of our other games like cloud hopping but please know Little B was always happy to have his home with you. Beed told me about his beautiful Red Silk Jacket - he has a special one here and when we celebrate Chinese New Year he will be King of our Feast! Please know that Little B and me, we are always in your heart, we could never be apart so have a great day, sending lots of hugs and heaven kisses your way!

Your Bubbly Boy Nephew,

Buddy

xoxoxoxxo!!!!
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