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Mihaela

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Dear Bedomom,

Just dropping by to wish you a Happy Chinese New Year, filled with joyful memories and signs from Beed Beed. I hope he'll pay you another special dream visit and give you a sneak peek of the party he's hosting at Rainbow Bridge. Hugs and kisses, keeping you and your sweet boy in my thoughts!

Mihaela
Bedomom

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Dear Beed Beed
Mom just miss you so much at Chinese New Year's Eve, baby, mom was in the room where mom was packing for last vacation....the thought of you begging for mom not to leave at that very momment just broke mom's heart into peaces...the agnonizing guilt and pain just unbearable...mom took you to the room, down to mom's knee and cried for your forgiveness...baby,mom will never forget that momment...let's mom take this pain to mom's sleep, she need a big wake up call for her consciousness! she let her baby down....a biggest mistake of her life..mom still remember prior to leaving to the airport, Laughing was standing at the curtain looking down the street...the friend who drove mom to the airport was telling mom "I will never have dogs as I can't not leave them" with so many signs, mom was still being blindfolded..so sad, so sorry son, million apologys will not be enough, just let mom feel the pain...mom need it!
Good night son, I am so sorry baby I am so sorry....
Mom

EliseT

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Dear Sweet Auntie Bedomom,

It breaks your big B nephew heart, to know you are having so much pain, so much guilt and regretful feelings. My mom too, is revisited by so much guilt yesterday, a day of tears and longing for her. Mom too, has asked me and God so many times for forgiveness, just like you have asked little B...we boys know how much our moms love us and care for us! Sometimes, one of the many purposes we babies have is to teach hard earthly lessons. But it is only for raising awareness and consciousness, to help you to reach the next level, never for you to think you were a failure, because you are not that! My mom needs convincing of that, too, because she gets stuck in the negative thoughts that she failed me. Her counselor told her to write down everything good that she did for me, to balance out the things she thinks she did wrong. Would it help you to do that? To write down all of the good things you did for Beed, all of the times when you were there for him, being the best mom he could ever ever have, the mom he was meant to have? Bedo knows that you only wanted what was best for him, all of the time. Your heart always was with Bedo, and your heart always will be with him, and his with you no matter where you are physically because that is the nature of your love, and it will live forever!

Dear A, you are a very sweet, kind, loving and caring person. Little B is so proud, you should see him he is always sharing about how beautiful a spirit his mom has, how generous and kind...how he misses you and earthly life with you, but the physical missing of you, it is only for a short time, because we BB boys, double AA girls and all of our gang, we do not have the challenge of faith because we live in heaven now... and we know the happy ending in store!

Please know we babies have you wrapped in our love, this day and always sweet A. We are here with you in our sweet spirits, this Chinese New Year, year of the Horse - we love you so much!!

Love and Hugs, Kisses and Warm Angel Wings around your shoulders protecting you throughout this year,

Your Bubbly B Boy Nephew,

Buddy

xoxoxoxox!!!
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Bedomom,
I am thinking of you today, I'm so sorry for the pain that you are enduring.  Guilt is an awful thing, it will just eat you alive from the inside - it lurks in your mind and repeatedly takes vicious stabs at your heart that is already broken into millions of pieces. Many of us here harbor feelings of failure and regret, and wish that we could go back and have a "redo", but sadly that is not possible.  I hope that one day we all can truly realize that our babies don't blame us for any of our perceived failures, it is a burden we place on ourselves - and it seems that kind is the hardest to forgive...  It is my prayer that one day we can all escape its bonds and have only the love we felt for our angels left to help us survive until "that" day. 

I want to wish you a Happy Chinese New Year too Bedomom, it is a very important day for you and I know it must be so difficult without your beloved Bedo here in person to celebrate with you.  I am certain that he is with you in spirit, very handsome in his red silk jacket and a giant smile on his face.  I pray that you can "see" him and with your heart and feel his comforting presence today in a wonderful way.

Hugs and peace,
Lee Lee's Mama
EliseT

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Dear Sweet Auntie Bedomom,

It's me Buddy again - I know you are probably still asleep, but there was something I wanted to share with you, a video about forgiveness that mom just watched, and she knows it is a choice she can make, to forgive herself...and it is a choice I want her to make, too...and you too! Bedo would be so happy, this Chinese New Year, if he knew his mom could forgive herself - our celebration would be that much more happy!

Here's the link to the video, I hope you will feel better after seeing these strong people, who had tragedy come to their lives, but are so much richer now, because they were able to forgive:

http://www.godlysmiles.com/w/p/index.php/the-power-of-forgiveness-3/



Bedomom

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Dear Sweetest Nephew: what would your A do without your love and caring? A knows it is a sign that a must need a double dose of love from the BB boys A can't not thank you enough A just feel so blessed for having you as a's sweetest nephew! Thank you my boy! Mom is just too caring and sweet and Canada is welcoming her as Canadian Gem!
It is passed midnight here a is a bit tired will talk more later
Sending loved kisses and more rice cakes to you and the gangs!
Hugs to sweet mom
Auntie Bedomom
Bedomom

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Dear Lee LeeesMamma:
Thank you for your comforting words yes you are right guilt is very destructive but we always carry some guilt due to the helpless situation from our babies's trips to the RB ...I know I just need to express my guilt somehow...your genuine words describe guilt perfectly and I don't know how to survive without all of you my wonderful friends and the love of our babies...I know Bedo is always with me because he sent me a nickle on new yesr's eve and a shining peny on new year's day. Beed may be collecting coins in heaven and sending some for mom..I got nine so far Double L's Mom! That is such a comfort!
Thank you and hugs
Bedomom
Bedomom

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Dear Beed Beed:
It is early morning at you fourth month anniversary, how time flies my baby has grown wings and be on his own at the RB...baby miss you so much! Your picture standing right at the Corner of the bedroom facing mom with your familiar cuty gesture, mom feels closer to you as time goes by...Double L Mom has said the memories are not enough but they are the only things for us to remember you babies and we must appreciate the values of these memories some how...mom knows there is nothing compare to the holding of you in mom's arms looking at your beautiful blue eyes ah so proud because my son is so Caucasian ! So white so cute mom just love you so much! Baby the guilt is still there to remember the value of you in mom's life you baby is mom's treasure a greatest treasure that is locked tightly in mom's heart! You are an important part of mom to be carried deeply inside mom's heart for the rest if mom's life to be there to guide and to be with mom in happy and sad times, to be there as a source of love something that mom just can not live without! Mom have sent you lots if goodies and don't forget to share them with Buddy, Lee Lee, patches, Dallas, Sera, Marsh, Lucky, Max, Rufrus, Ellie, Bea, EllieCat, Butter and all the Sweet Ones that mom can't name all Max and Lucky just have their anniversaries too you angels are celebrating together Mom knows the AA girls are with you and Buddy and you are sticking like glue, you both make a very good team baby...you both remember to guide the new angels to help their moms and dad to peace as mom know their are hurting and it just breaks mom's heart! It is Chinese New Year, mom constantly thinks if you my Sweet Little Wise Old Man! thank you for the coins in heaven you must know that mom's Chinese name is "silver lover" that is just so unique with all these little signs they are solid living proofs of our love that us that us always present! Mom just love you do much mom's Core Boy! You always be The One!
Lots of hugs kisses and tummy scratches to you Beed Beed and All of our Sweet Angels!
Love
Mom
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Bedomom
I'm so happy for you that Bedo sent you that nickel and penny for the Holiday - he always finds a way to let you know he is around doesn't he - what a smart, loving angel.  You'll have to get a special "bank" for all your coins before long - I'm sure that Bedo will keep them coming!

I have you in my thoughts today - I know it is a difficult day for you.  And I completely understand your need to express your feelings - I'm just so sorry you carry such a heavy load - I feel for you.   We all just have to do what we can to get thru the days - I hope that your writing helps a bit...

Special hugs..
Lee Lee's Mama


EliseT

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Dear Sweet Auntie Bedomom,

We babies are honored this day, in celebrating Little B's good fortune for his 4th anniversary month at RB! We are having a wonderful celebration, and loving the rice cakes and all of the goodies of Chinese New Year! We love you so much, and care about all of our moms and dads very deeply, and constantly...although you cannot see us with your eyes, we are always a presence in your lives! Bedo loves to play with the coin signs, it makes him so happy, that you have found the nickel and also the 9th penny! I have become very interested in Bedo's special hobby, so we are into coins together, now! Bedo loves your words so much, that you spoke to him this day...that he is your "greatest treasure, locked tightly in mom's heart!" See, there is no way that his love will ever escape you, you can never lose it or misplace it, it belongs to you sweet A, forever and ever. Beed knows what an important and everlasting source of love he is, for his dear mom...me too, my mom relies so much on my constant love and influence, you two are always in such need of the loving feeling! Please do not worry, Big Chief and Little Indian taking good care of all new kids, and they are being well taught and guided, to watch over moms and dads, to take care of them and give little signs and signals of our love.

Bedo is happy today, Sweet A...he wants you to know he appreciates you so very much, and he also appreciates his friends, and the other moms and dads, so much. We are all sending you lots of love, hugs and the positive energy flow of the Universe, to bring comfort and peace to your heart.

I will get back to celebrating now...we will be back in touch, very soon!

Love,

Your Bubbly Nephew,

Buddy

xoxoxoxo!!!!



_PatchesMommy

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Hi Bedomom,

I love your letter to bedo, how sweet. I know trying to enjoy your happy new year and all the while missing your little silver lover must be very hard and sad. I'm sure his sweet little spirit is there with you. I know you wish you were holding your sweet little guy in your arms, but for now you just get to hold him in your heart. He's always with you. Four months sure goes by fast. I am so so sorry. I ache and hurt the sane way you do for Bedo for my Patches. I'm having one of the harder days so far. I hope you can find peace and comfort today. Bedo knows how much you love and miss him sweet Momma. Special big hugs today, thinking of you and your little one always.

Patches Mommy Forever~
Jamie
maxsMandD

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Happy 4th month anniversary at the Bridge and also Happy Chinese New years Bedo. How fast the months go by it seems like only yesterday since we lost our babies but it feels like an eternity since we held them. I know how much you miss your Bedo on this day and every day. I can just see all the gang having so much fun playing and enjoying all that chinese food, watching the fireworks and helping Bedo look for coins to send to his mom for his 4th month Bridgeday. ((hugs)) and sweet dreams Bedomom.  maxsMandD
EliseT

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My Dear Little B Nephew,

A can hardly believe it is 4 months today, when you made your journey to heaven to be with all of the angels there! A has thought about you so much today, celebrating in your beautiful red silk jacket, my shortie coin loving nephew...you have given mom so many gifts, and continue to give her gifts of your sweet spirit, now and always! How are you kids doing...A knows you have had quite the feast today...can just picture you all having so much fun together, playing, eating and romping to your heart's content!

Thank you, Little B, for giving your sweet mom the signs, all of the little signs you have given her since you went to RB...she looks for them and just loves when they turn up! Please be with mom in a sweet sweet dream, very soon...she honors you every day little B, and she has the hard challenge coming so she needs you baby boy, needs you to be close and to share your wisdom and insight...let her feel your love and know that you are right there with her!

Sending you many congratulations and best wishes on your special day, little B...hearty hugs to you and to all of you sweet kids...lots of kisses and tummy scratches all around! Hope you enjoyed your rice cakes, baby!

Love always,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxoxox!!!!
LeeLeesMama

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Hi Bedomom,
Just stopping by tonight to let you know that I'm thinking of you and your little angel and sending you some peaceful wishes and hugs.  I am wondering if your little heart has left you any more coins to discover?  I imagine that your work is becoming more busy and hectic this time of year - but I hope you are having an okay week and feeling some quiet peace in your heart and rest for your mind.  
Wishing you a wonderful visit from your very sweet, and oh so handsome baby...

Take care of yourself my friend,
Melanie

Bedomom

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Dear LeeLeesMama,
Thank you for droping by, I have been so busy working 7 days a week and start walking Laughing too, so it is like 2 trips in the mornings and 2 trips in the evening...Laughing is a naughty guy who ran off leash last time, I had banned him from walking for one year.  He is too active and I feel that he needs to relieve the energy somehow.  I use 2 leashes on him and the longer one would rolled tightly to my writst so he is no longer to run away..taking care of this super smart but naughty boy is  equivalent to three others! Bedo has not sent me any more coin, maybe he knows mom will have extra income during tax season, however, I know that wise little boy is leading me in all decision makings, and he seems to have a map drawn out for me after he ran off to the RB.  I will share with you when real things are happening, I DO BELIEVE when we have love and faith in our babies, they will always be with us! I know Sweet Lee Lee is always with you.  She wants mom to be her good old mom too, live the life as she has always had...
Hugs to Sweet Lee Lee and Sweet Mama
Bedomom
diane

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Dearest Nance,  I know how much you miss your beautiful baby on his 4th month anniversary.  You will always miss him but it will get easier I promise.  I missed Dallas really bad the 1st yr. but after that I felt much better and I think coming here helped me very much.  Helping others is therapeutic for yourself and you have been very supportive to others, which means a lot.  Keep up the good work.

I'm sure Miss Dallas had a dance with B. at his bridge party.  She loves the good looking boys, especially Pomeranians.  I bet they enjoyed all the goodies you sent to them too.

Bless you, my dear friend, and the spirit of your beloved angel.

Love,  Diane
Bedomom

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Dearest Diane:
Thank you for dropping by with your comforting words, yes Bedo is definitely a match for Little Red Head Beauty Dallas! He likes small Pretty Girl too, and I bet they would make a beautiful couple! Yes the Pomaranians are too smart for their size! I know Miss Dallas is hold dearly in your heart and she is always with you!
Hugs to you and Sweet Miss Dallas!
Love
Nance
EliseT

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Dearest Nance, 

I know you are so busy dear friend, but just wanted to say how happy I am that Bedo gave you another coin! It is so interesting, that he has a road map/plan for you to follow...I am wondering if Buddy is doing the same? I LOVE what you say, about when we believe in our babies...when we have love and faith in them they will always be with us! 

What a sweet thought about Miss Dallas - maybe Bedo and Miss Dallas are dating for Valentine's Day! They make a very cute smart little couple! 

Happy Valentine's Day to you and all the sweet babies everywhere!

Warm hugs, 

Elise, Buddy's mom

EliseT

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Dear Little B, 

It's Auntie Esa here...just wondering, would you be my Valentine, little shortie? I know, I'm just a two-legged middle aged silly woman and couldn't hold a candle to Miss Dallas of course, but see, we used to send these little Valentine cards in elementary school, and some of them would always ask "would you be my Valentine?" It gives A sweet memories when she was a child, swapping Valentine cards in grade school! And of course, the little candies that would say "Be Mine" on them...and "Love"! 

Thank you little B, for giving your sweet mom another coin to cherish from her most special baby boy! You are doing a great job, sweet son, taking care of mom and guiding her on her life's path...you babies teach the most precious life lesson ever, and we moms and dads are so grateful to you, for that!

Have a wonderful Valentine's dear little B, enjoy your sweet angel pals and here's lots of heart shaped hugs, kisses and tummy scratches coming to you and all the babies, on this most special day! Please keep mom close today - help her get through the weary tax season baby, never leave her side!

Auntie Esa,

xoxoxoxoxo!!!! 
Bedomom

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Dear Sweetest Auntie Esa,

I thought you never ask! I would love to be Your Valentine, I will be your Little Shortie Romeau because I have lots of love in my Heart! Miss Dallas is too Hot and Too Classy to be Jelous! You are just too cute Auntie, You just like my Silly Mom, she always think of good old days and it warms her heart.  She remembers in high school when she and her girl friends bought flowers for another girl and she thought it was from a boy, she kept on guessing who it was and gave them all the possibilities and they had a good laugh, until this day, that poor girl still believe it was from her secret admirer!

You never knows, I will be a good match maker too, lets me think, if you are like my silly mom, you could only give your heart to someone who is young at heart, generous, kind and of course must love love our four-legged babies...I led mom to one and she is only considered him as friend for now.  He is highly educated and he loves our four legged babies...he told mom that even though he is a real man, he cried so hard when he lost his furbaby; he has given mom a lots of comforting words from their conversations!  Mom received a video from him today, yesterday, he sent her Ellie and Carl Picture on Valentine from the Ups cartoon movie (in case you have not watched it) mom did not know about this movie and she watched a clip about Allie and Carl from Youbute..ah what a Valentine Story, mom gives up on love after what has happened to her and I just wants her to be happy again!  She cried hysterically in front of me this morning while sharing the video with me, my silly mom, I always be her Valentine!  I am short but never short of love!  So is Buddy as We Love you too much! I have set a path for mom to happiness and I am SURE BUDDY WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU SWEET AUNTIE ELSA, I love you and We Love you!
Warm hugs to you with lots of love spreading from this day....to always!
Sending you tons of love and warm loving thoughts on this day, Sweet Auntie Esa!
Your Nephew,
Shortie Little B
Bedomom

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Dear My Sweet Little Shortie Beed!
Happy Valentine Sweety! I found pictures of you back in 2003, you were just too handsome, and I bet you are having a date with lots of pretty girls up there...Be a gentleman Little Boy, these are all precious babies that their earth parents misses them very much, especially on this day! I Know you are out with Buddy and all the boys too, and each of you will pick a date and dance in the Rainbow Bridge...Ah mom just imagine a Valentine parties of all of your sweet babies, of all sizes, all kinds...a Fable of the Green Forest! so sweet!  Baby ah, mom just want to thank you for thinking of mom, taking care of mom as mom knows how much you love mom...and this goes beyond earth, my baby still worry his old lonely mom and wants her to be happy! I will baby, as long as I have you in my heart, I am happy! whatever is considered a bonus and something flaky...mom will never take for granted...it is just your unconditional love that matters the most to mom, mom feels deeply in mom's heart.  Mom just posted our picture together on FB, with a sweet message to honour you? well you know how people react right? they think your mom is crazy, you are only a four-legged kid, why shouldn't mom just be happy and get over it! ah people just don't understand the real meaning of unconditional love...it is bigger than the ocean and that's why we need to express it before it overflowed...we are not "obnormal", and we love what we feel and paradoxically, people just don't get it...who cares, if your silly mom is crazy, she will not be able to handle tons of clients for a heavy tax season...and you know what sweet boy, because of the experience of missing you, mom even can enhance her psychological skills in helping people with personal problems...you just have to be so diversified at work nowadays, mom even have to console some of her clients beside taxes in regard to their personal issues...We should be proud of our Crazy love...ah love you and missing like crazy on this special day...thank you for the dime, I guess 10 means perfection, you want mom to be happy to the fullest...get it boy! don't have to worry about mom, just enjoy you day at the RB with all the handsome boys and the pretty girls and don't forget to take care of Angie and Angel, these two little one may party too much...be close to Buddy, Lee Lee, Patches, Max, Chances, March, Ellie, Butterbean and all of your friends, and alway share goodies with them ok as their parents are just wonderful people to your mom!
Hug and lots of kisses, love and tummy scratches to my sweet boy on this special day, the moon is full and 15th is Chinese Valentine...we call it "The Moon is reunited with earthy people" this means that you babies are very very close to us!
Good Night and Happy Valentine Sweet Baby!
Love Love Love
Mom
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Hi sweet Bedomom,

I love your letter to sweet handsome little Bedo. You are such a sweet mommy and your love shines through in every word. I'm sure Bedo was the most handsome little gentleman at the valentines party with all our babies.
I wanted to wish you both a very happy but little late Valentine's Day. I know Bedo sent you many many hugs and puppy kisses.
I know you still ache and miss him very much, I understand completely and I am so sorry.
I loved learning that yesterday was Chinese valentine and with the full moon meaning to be reunited with the earthly people. That is both so very neat and very very sweet.
Thank you for always sharing the sweetest of words.

I have you and little Bedo in my thoughts and in my heart.
Sending you warm hugs,

Patches Mommy Forever,
Jamie
EliseT

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Dear Sweet Little B,

My special Valentine nephew boy! How was your Valentine's...all of your dates with the pretty girls? That's so funny your story that you remember about mom and her girlfriends, giving that poor girl flowers and her thinking it was the work of a secret admirer! See, you get your spunk from mom...she is up to some fun little pranks that keep life interesting!

Beed, A is so proud of you - setting your mom on a course of happiness and also peace for her hardest situation! You are such a good and loving son, your mom keeps you close all the time, she honors you in so many ways little one...and you have helped her so much lately! You make her heart sing with all of your special good works and touches for her life...she could only be happier if you were still with her, but we know we are headed for our happy ending! Little B, A feels so good writing to you...it helps A so much to write you sometimes...it is a healing way for A to connect with you and Buddy and the rest of the fur babies.

Well Little B, A has to take Katie and Myles for their night time walk...it is very windy here right now, and a bit ferocious outside, but we will manage! Love you little B - thank you for letting me be your Valentine, too...you are mom's special loving son always!

Hugs to you and your sweet mom,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxoxo!!!!

Bedomom

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Dear mom's Sweet Little Beed Beed; This day has marked the 5th month since you had ran off to the RB bridge...baby mom misses you so much and she had been doing her best to remember you to honour you to keep you close by mom's side... My sweet baby mom almost forgot about this special day but you somehow just reminded mom this morning... You are still so you my sweet little one! You know exactly what needs to be done, you are still such a wise Little old man as you had always was...baby you knows that mom has a busy schedule and being a sloppy and unorganized person does not make things easier ...you was always there to guide mom and you are still doing it! How blessing is mom to have you as your love and caring just make mom cry the sad and happy tears that give mom bitter sweet memories of you little one! Your presence just comming so alive as mom is typing this baby you know how much mom misses and loves you? Mom looks at your favourite bush everyday and mom is hoping as along as mom lives the bush should be there hoping the park tender won't remove it as it is getting taller and bigger now,,,things have changed baby,,,the park behind the hospital where we used to be seeing some coyotes is no the same as trees are being trimmed and we could hardly see squirrels not to mention coyotes ..this makes mom sad as nature is not being reserved and eventually we just see cements and bricks in this planet...baby despite of whatever changes in the real world, mom's love is always there every momment that mom breathes ...baby mom feels bad that mom has been too busy posting on the forum but mom thinks of the new moms and dads who are facing their pains as mom had been there and the experience has been the most challenging task in mom's life,,,despite of the pain mom believes in our love and this believe has given mom some levels of peace and comfort...to tell you the truth it is still very hard for mom not to be able to squize you, hug you,,, and mom misses the most is cooking specialty foods for you as every time mom saw you enjoying the foods mom had hope that you would be more healthy ...baby words are never enough...mom just feel mom's baby and how special you are to mom, a big part of mom that is always there to eternity and mom does believe heaven is around mom as heaven is in the heart...heaven is a beatiful smile in the morning, heaven is seeing sweet things happening and heaven is remembering the sweet memories if you my Sweetest Little One... Loves you always Mom
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Happy 5th Month Little Angel Bedo!  Your dear sweet Mom loves you so very much and honors you thru each and every day of her life with her endless devotion and strength during the most difficult of losses....you.  I know that you will never ever leave her alone in this life - you love here every bit as much as she loves you...

Bedomom, my sweet friend - you are an inspiration to me and many others here - your sweet letters for your Sweetest Little One are filled completely to the brim with love.  Your little angel is watching over you thru all the days and guiding your paths with his soft little paw...

Many hugs and much peace...
Lee Lee's Mama
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My Dearest Sweetest Little B, 

Auntie Esa wishing you the happiest 5th month Bridge celebration today, baby boy! As Lee Lee's momma wrote - your mom writes the most beautiful letters to you sweet little one, love overflowing to you from her over-sized heart! You have been a good Hao Sun Chay, and mom and A are so proud of you! Please keep being that Wise Old Man your sweet mom depends on so much, to help keep her focus and stay a little more organized! You babies always know just the right areas where we need the most help! You are a treasured son Bedo, and mom misses cooking for you so much! But she is sending up your favorite foods to share with the other babies - please give A's hugs to all of your sweet gang in celebration of your Special Day, and please make sure Big B is keeping on track with his Big Chief duties!  

Dear Nance, 

You express yourself so well, dear friend! How you describe eternity, heaven that surrounds us constantly and the connections to our babies that could never be broken...thank you for writing straight from your heart, your words help so many here!

Wishing you much peace and comfort, today and always...little B is never far, always close sticking to his sweet mom like crazy glue! 

Warmest hugs,

Auntie Esa 
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Dear sweet Bedomom- Happy 5th month at the Bridge Bedo. Your sweet words to your baby boy are always like a ray of sunshine. You remember Bedo and honor him so well. Every time I make chicken soup now I remember our Max and your Bedo as I know they have become great friends along with LeeLee and Buddy and so many of the other wonderful angels. Bedo will be with you forever, watching over you cause is love is as strong for you as yours is for him. Bedo send your mom one of your sweet dream visits.
((hugs))   maxsMandD
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Happy 5 months of eternal youth sweet Bedo boy!  You have so many admirers here, you and your mom seem to be very good spiritual advisors.  Keep up the good work and enjoy all of the heavenly festivities with all of our babies. 

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom
MeAndTheGirlies

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Happy 5 months Bridgeday Bedo...send your Mum signs of love and joy....if you see Chels/Bea/El or Win tell them hello and give them hugs for me. :)

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LeeLeesMama:  Your words and your endless love and devotion to Sweet Lee Lee is an inspiration to all of us too,I did definitely got some from you...I wish you peace in your heart with sweet memories of Lee Lee.  Thank you my dear friend for thinking of me and Beed on his anniversary.  While was in the park this morning, looking at Bedo's favourite bush, I saw a bird stayed put on the top of the tree reminded me of him so much!

Dear Sweet Aunt Esa. Thank you for your comforting words on my anniversary, yes my silly mom is always my silly mom...I know she loves me and I love her too..I will be guiding her to peace, and will try to be a HSC...so is Buddy, he loves you so much and he is a HSC too, we are doube B and we are also doube HSCs and we will stay put with our sweet moms.  The big chief is still doing his duties but he would dive himself to the snow at his spare times. 
Dear Elise, wish you peace on a Sunday, I know your big heart is filled with love and givings, bless you my friend! heaven is also near when you give....

Thank you MaxMandD, Sweet Max and Bedo are celebrating together now, yes we always think of them when we make their favourite foods.  I have peace believing that our babies are together and remember us and love us as just the way we do.  I know Bedo will come to my dream at the right time, thank you.  I pray that Sweet Max will send you a sign that he is surrounded by love and to let you both know that he loves you!

Amanda, thank you!  All of us are good advisers for each other as we all share our unique experiences, and our goal is to find peace in the memories of our sweet babies...Bailee and Kodiak are in my thoughts and I know you miss them dearly...I hope you don't mind but Baby Bailee looks so much like my Bowee, they have such sweet and gentle personality.

Thank you all my dear friends
Nance/Bedomom  
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Hello sweet Sweet Bedomom,

Happy happy 5th month bridge day to your sweet little guy. The love that you feel for for your sweet angel shows in every word you write.
You are like me right now Bedomom very very busy in your life right now and don't have the time to post much here. I still know how very much you love and miss your handsome little guy.
He loves you very much and is with you all the time.

I am thinking of you and sending special warm hugs,
Patches Mommy Forever,
Jamie
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MeAndTheGirlies: Thank you! yes Beed is very good at giving signs and I am sure he has met your Girls and they have became good friends by now...I am sure your Sweet Girls will be sending you lots of signs to let you know how much they love you and they are right by your side! You will always be MeAndTheGirlies!

Jamie: Thank you of thinking of Beed and your comforting words despite of your busy schedule...this means a lots to me my dear friend! I know even though Sweet Little Paches is at the RB with all of her angel friends, but she will always silently be the wind beneath your wing!

Group hugs
Bedomom
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Hi there sweet Bedomom!

How are you..... I know you are like me very busy these days but still missing your sweet baby very very much.
Me too. I miss my girl more now then ever.  But like you said, Patches is the wind beneath my wing  :)
She is with me always in my heart, like Bedo is with you in yours.

Thinking of you, sending warm hugs~

Patches Mommy Forever
Jamie  :)
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Dear Bedomom,
How are you doing my dear friend?  I know you are very busy and I am as well - like you, the Spring is the busy season for my work and it has been ridiculous lately - I was just telling Elise that I'm not able to be here as much anymore.  But I still have you and everyone in my thoughts and on my heart - I pray every day for your peace.  Time just continues to roll on by even though it seems like the world should come to a complete halt for our grief - I guess that is good in a way that it doesn't -  every day is taking us closer to the grand reunion. Spring has finally arrived for us and Lee Lee's daffodils are blooming....

Anyway...I just wanted to check in on you and send you warm hugs and some strength and a bunch of peaceful thoughts this week... Has that precious little white angel of yours left you more coins lately?

Take care of yourself my friend...
Melanie
Lee Lee's Mama ~ forever
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Thank you Jamie and Lee Lee's Mama Forever...You both and your beautiful babies are in my thoughts...whatever I am feeling about Bedo, I know you both feel the same!

Dear Sweetest Son:

It is tax season and mom has been busy working 7 days a week and walking the babies four times a day, not to mention the house chores....baby but no matter how busy mom is...mom thinks of you all the times and mom misses you more during this time as YOU WERE HERE AT THIS VERY TIME THIS YEAR!  Life is so fragile and so precious, your leaving has taught mom a big lesson...mom learn to treasure and value more the things that mom love in life...But there are no things comparing to YOU, MY BEAUTIFUL BABY! mom knows you love mom and you are always around to guide mom as mom is feeling you very very close to mom's heart!

Baby, mom was gazing at the front yard two nights ago, the babies were running freely and looking at the front pavement, mom missed you so much...mom missed your cuty face and your footsteps, the view with babies running is never the same without your presence..Baby at that very momment, mom looked up and saw a brighest star gazing right back at mom...the thought of Buddy's mom's poem "You are a brightest star in the summer night" came back instantly...mom knew it was you, my beautiful baby telling mom that our love will always be there!
It is tough not be able to see your sweet loving face after a long day of work...but is is ok baby, mom will try, will try to treasure the beautiful memories of us...will validate them to feel your prescence...Sweet One, mom just want to say that Mom loves you and misses you very very much...
Mom
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Dear Little Nephew B, 

It has been too long since your Ontario A has written you - how are you, shining sweet boy? Yes, you are your mom's brightest star in the night beautiful Little B! You gave mom a precious sign, a sign from you that lifted her spirits so much during the busy work season. We moms have lifelong lessons from you sweet babies, always reminding us of the most important things in life...you are the best kids we could have ever hoped for!

Thank you Little B, for blessing your sweet mom so much - she needs to feel you close especially now, and you are doing a good job letting her know that your love is always there for her! Your mom treasures very much your earthly memories on a daily basis, we moms always think of you babies during every day and we try not to think sad thoughts, we try to think of our best times together because we know you kids want us to be happy, like you are! 

Little B, I know you gave mom another Lucky Dime not too long ago, you are very good with the coins my wise accountant nephew - thank you for keeping the books balanced up there! Buddy needs you to help guide him as the Big Chief...Double BB forever! 

Sending you and your sweet mom big hugs - have a great weekend mom and son...your hearts are joined love, in heaven's harmony now and always! 

Love and Hugs,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!!!


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Dear Bedomom,
   Thank you so much for the beautiful and kind words you wrote to my post about losing my little Hunter. I am new to this site and found it by searching for ways to deal with the loss of my precious baby boy. I have been reading all your wonderful posts and letters to your baby and they so touched my heart. Your little guy was so lucky and blessed to be so loved by you. I agree with you about Poms being such smart little dogs. The saying good things come in small packages could certainly have applied to our little boys I'm sure. Our family is so grieving the loss of Hunter and the silence in the house seems so magnified. I am hoping and praying in time my tears can turn into smiles but right now all I feel is a deep and overwhelming sadness without him.  I will remember your little guy in my thoughts and prayers also and hope that he has found a new friend in Hunter.
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Dear Bedomom,
I just wanted to let you know that you and your precious son Bedo are on my heart.... I went for a walk this evening and saw a little bird, a pretty little sparrow... nothing unusual about that at all, they are plentiful here - but for some reason when I saw it sitting there in a little tree - my thoughts went straight to little Bedo and the birds he shows to you.  I hope that you are doing okay and feeling sweet Bedo's loving presence in a special way tonight...take care of yourself...

Sending warm hugs and wishes for peace...
Lee Lee's Mama

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Dear Sweet Nephew Little B,

You and your sweet mom have been in my heart and prayers, as you celebrate your six months of eternal life! I know you had all of your favorite foods little B, and of course lots of fun games with your big gang and a party that lasted all day! Thank you for keeping in close touch with your sweet mom - she loves you so very much and honors you with her pure heart every moment of every day! You babies are so special to us moms and dads - there are no words to describe the true feelings! We have such rich lives because of you and all that you have and continue to do for us...we are forever filled with gratitude and thanks...

Your old A sending you and your mom lots of warm hugs - thank you sweet angels for keeping such a good close watch over us moms and dads...we are together in our hearts and spirits always!

Love you so much Little B,

Auntie Esa

xoxoxoxo!!!!
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Dear My Sweet Son Beed Beed:

Beed Ah Beed Oi...six months have passed and Mom has bee living without mom's baby, how tough life has been:

How Can Mom Face
All the good times that we had been through
You were the one that gave mom good days
Seeing you laying there quietly without emotion
Mom has to learn to start this path of life alone
Who is going to share mom's happiness and pain
Mom was not concious enough to treasure the critical times that we had
Now being apart, mom has learned how critical you were to mom
It was God's call
Something that has left mom feeling helpless

Baby, it has been half of a year already, tax season is here and mom has to bear the stress alone...no sweet face greeting mom after work, no waggering tail, no snobbish gesture that moved to its cutest position, no mearl blue eyes with the deep look that sucked mom right to your soul...Mom just want to let you know Mom Misses her baby! Mom Loves her Baby and Mom always have her Baby in Mom's heart!
Have a blast with Buddy, Lee Lee, Patches, Max and all of our sweet Angels up there! Will send you lots of goodies tonight to share with your friends, remember to love all the angels, and have all the angels send their moms and dads their love as mom know how they are feeling, just as broken hearted as your silly Mom!  Thank you for another Nickle near our house the other day, and another Good news today on your anniversary, Mom knows you are always close to Mom's heart and mom is not on the path of life alone with her baby wrapping tightly in hear heart!

Lots of tummy scratches and kisses to you My Sweet Angel!

Mom
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