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My_Buddy515

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I think you knew how special and precious you were and are to both of us. There wasn't a thing we wouldn't do for you. You were our fur baby. My boy. Losing you has us grief stricken. We know we did the right thing at the right time but we struggled and didn't want to be the ones to take your precious life. I kept wanting another day, but we knew we had to be merciful and think only of you and what you needed. We did everything in our powers to keep you here, between all the meds, vets trips, ER visits, but then you became too weak. My heart just keeps breaking over and again. Daddy misses you so much he is having trouble talking about it. He misses calling you every morning and petting you every morning like clockwork. Now I hear silence in the morning where I used to hear playful talk. We adored you. I thought maybe when you came home it would get a little better. You are home with us where you belong that much I can say. My heart just keeps aching and breaking for you. I know you would not want to see us this way but I try and suppress it then when we are out to eat I will hear a song and start to cry. It happens anywhere. You know we love you and wish you were with us healthy and strong. Nine years was not nearly long enough. You are my precious and I will always remember the things that made you uniquely you...

I love you my precious boy.

Love Always,
Mommy and Daddy

My_Buddy515

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It's been rough without you. Coming home to an empty home hurts so much. I hope you are at peace and are in heaven. That is the only comfort I have to draw on. That I might see you again. Holding your bear at night helps me sleep. We are trying to learn how to live without you. That has not been easy. You were our boy and the center. Now, there is a hole where you used to be. I miss you terribly.

Love you,

Hugs and kisses,

Mommy and Daddy
My_Buddy515

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Trees murmured as leaves whispered
Whistling through branches extending
Genuflect - I see them bending
Stolen heartbeat that beats no more
By the one that I adored
The sun does shine again and time moves on
But not for grief you searing pain
That's never gone or ever tame
Trees do murmur and wrestle in the wind
It is the silence I would never hear when I used to grin
Playful times are whispered memories to my mind
That are often replaced with sobs of mine
Heartbreak is just another pain,
Just another sorrow
That won't return yesterday
But crush tomorrow
The blooms are so pretty
So fragrant and delicate
I can't appreciate them
It's not where my heads at
Grief is a party for the tear ducts
A bon voyage to your joy
A stay-cation for your pain
What's the sound of heartbreak?
Silence.


I love you Wee Wee. Mommy misses you.
My_Buddy515

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My sweet boy Wee Wee,

I miss you every day. I can't tell you how much I wish you were here with daddy and me. When I think of you I've been hyperventilating, unable to catch my breath. I miss you so much I'm sick over losing you. It's not fair but you are gone I have no choice but to accept it and that makes me angry. We were forced to accept your sudden illness and your death which happened so soon after we found out you were as sick as you were. I call out to you. I hope you hear me. I hope you are in heaven. You were my boy and the grief just does not let up. Maybe some day I will be able to think of you and not cry but it's not going to happen any time soon.

The insurance sent a letter of condolence which upset me. It brings it right up to the surface the pain.
I hope daddy and I can make it through this time and I hope you are with us in spirit.

Love you love bug,

Love always,
Mommy and daddy
Xoxoxo
My_Buddy515

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Dearest Wee Wee,

I keep thinking of how special you were. I hate saying that in past tense so I won't from here on out. The doctor said to put away your things because they keep triggering me. I have mixed feelings about that. Because it doesn't happen when I'm home only. We could be out to eat, on a walk, or some place else and I will get triggered. It's only because I miss you so much and because it still hurts and is raw. I still have your water bowl and now we both talk to you hopping you can hear us somehow. I hope we have not lost it completely. But talking to you does seem to help. I don't know when I will be able to pick up your fuzzy carpets. Or anything for that matter. I told the doctor that I have your things out hoping you use them. She said to me, you know he's gone. Now...that triggered me. If I take up your things I will have to wholeheartedly accept you are no longer with us. How can I do this?


Love YouForever,

Mommy and Daddy
My_Buddy515

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Sweet Boy,

Mommy is so happy you visit her in her dreams. The first time when I woke up I was sad because I realized you were gone. But the other times were comforting. I know the doctor said I should put away your things so I'm not triggered but I'm not ready to put it all away yet. It's going to be a long process. You were and are so loved. Daddy misses you and he still hurts and remembers the bad times when you were really sick. He told me it took him five years to overcome the grief of losing his first cat. And he was closer to you even though he was close with her you two. Did things together that made each other happy. He was so proud of you. He always said you were smarter then your average cat. I still clutch your bear and pillow. I miss you my sweet boy.

Love your mommy and daddy. Xoxoxo
My_Buddy515

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Sweet boy, Wee Wee,

We went away thinking it would help us. To remove ourselves from the place with all the reminders. I didn't cry and it was a time of some relief but once we returned, the pain returned. I love you so much. I still can't believe you are gone. I look at your picture and break down. I don't think this will change. We went to your aunts and visited with her pets but it was not the same. Although it felt good to pet a kitty, it made me miss you more. Daddy is heartbroken. Miss you boy. I'm trying. I love you and hope you are in heaven playing.

Love,

Mommy and Daddy
My_Buddy515

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My Wee Wee and love bug,

You are still so present and on my mind. I can't look at your picture without crying. I miss you so much. It's so empty here. I still hurt. I love you.

Love,

Mommy and daddy
My_Buddy515

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My precious


Your anniversary recently passed and i have not stopped missing you. I dont think i will ever deal with your death. It was so sudden, your illness. I’m so sorry you suffered. We did everything to make you comfortable. I miss you still so very much.

I love you sweet boy,

Mommy
My_Buddy515

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My sweet boy wee wee,



This is to let you know we have not forgotten you. You are still a part of our lives. I cry and daddy still cant believe it.

We love you dearly,

Mommy and daddy
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