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LeeLeesMama

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Lee Lee's Rainbow, I hope it shows up big enough to see.

lizdall

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What an amazing sign Melanie, your Lee Lee is letting you know she is safe and well. 
Jillbeane

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Melanie...that is beautiful! I have been seeing rainbows when I water the spot where I have a little memorial for Bailey, but I thought it was just the way the sun was shining with the water, not sure if it was a sign for me or not.
Hugs to you..Bailey's Mom
LeeLeesMama

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Liz~  Thank you very much - I hope you are doing OK today - I know it is so very hard for you without your precious Lenny by your side - but he is watching over his Mom. 
Long distance hugs to you, 
Melanie

Jill~  Thanks and YES, I think your sweet Bailey is sending you signs, definitely - he knew you would recognize them if he let you see them there at his memorial site.  Don't doubt it - just accept his message and keep looking for more. I know it is almost another month for you - hugs...
Melanie
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Dear Melanie ~

It’s my honor to read about your Lee Lee & let you know that you’re never alone on this road of grief. All of us . . . every single one of us . . . know & understand your grief & how much additional sorrow is added to our already grieving hearts when you know people are “moving on” or asking questions like “are you still sad?” This website has been a saving grace for me. I don’t know how I would have continued on if I hadn’t found it. It’s the kindness of strangers that brought me through the worst of my darkest days; not my family, not my friends, but strangers.

Your memory of your precious angel will never fade, because the love you hold in your heart will only grow stronger. It’s kind of remarkable how it happens ~ and how grateful I am that it does.

I LOVE the picture of the rainbow & your comments ~ I had to smile...it was as if my Lee Lee was saying  "What... that little one wasn't good enough? - Well, how about this one! Another sign from my precious little angel, another rainbow.  She is trying so very hard to let me know she really is okay and is still watching over me.  She is probably thinking "Okay, here's ANOTHER sign - just how many signs do you need! "

I believe that our babies are sending us signs all the time, but we’re so buried by our grief, we miss them. I try harder to pay attention, and when I do, I’m always surprised by something. I felt LuluBelle in the house for so many months after she left her earthly body that I didn’t have to look very far. It wasn’t until more recently that I noticed that she’s “not hanging around” as much. I think that’s because she knows that we’re in good hands with our newest addition Picasso. And I have to say I think it’s because LuluBelle (somehow) made sure Picasso shares so many of her quirky antics. It’s quite incredible.

Now with Rusty it was totally different. I didn’t feel him at all & I was crushed. But I did dream about him twice & both dreams were soothing to me, so I strongly believed those were his messages to me.


Our hearts will never be the same from having loved & lost these amazing creatures. That’s what makes our stories (& everyone else’s) true love affairs.

They will never be forgotten.

Big hugs tonight!

RustysMom Allison ~ mom to Rainbow Bridge angels Rusty, LuluBelle & Bingo ~ mom to furry earth babies Woodstock, Bam Bam & Maybe & Picasso.

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It sure does looks like a sign from your LeeLee, shes having a good time at rainbow. ((hugs)) maxsMandD
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Allison,

Thank you so much for your continued support and encouragement - it just means so much.  I feel "connected" to Lee Lee here, somehow -if that makes any sense, I cling to it like a lifeline in this sea of grief I feel I'm drowning in.  It is almost an obsession for me to come here every day - I know that sounds weird - but...  

I live in some kind of fog and this feels like some sort of an alternate universe (I know - weird again) where she is still "alive" and I can still talk about her and share my memories. In my everyday life (or existence as it feels now) - I block her out a lot of the time - so that I can attempt to keep my sanity and function day to day.  I don't know what shape I'd be in without the kind words from you and everyone here. 

For the first fifty days I was almost insane with overwhelming grief, guilt, worry, shock, panic - I could go on, and on - but on day fifty I finally received my first "sign" and with it a measure of peace that she really is okay and is still around in spirit.  I think it is like you said - I was just too distraught to be open enough to "feel" her and recognize a sign.  Since that day she has helped me so many times - always when I am so low that I feel I'll never live through this - somehow she just knows.  Such wonderful blessings from my precious little baby.

I absolutely love reading about your angels - all the little things that they do - I can just picture them in my mind.  Memories mean so much - at the time they happen you don't fully realize how very important they will be later.  It is amazing that your little angel LuluBelle found a way to "give" some of her "ways" to Picasso so your could still see "her" from time to time. I know it must make the memories flood into your thoughts.  Your little girl, The Beans, is watching over you along with sweet Rusty and Bingo - they are waiting at "home" for their Mommy.

Allison, I really didn't start out to write a book, but if you read this far - Thank you again - what a wonderful soul you are.  Major hugs...

Melanie


LeeLeesMama

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MaxsMandD,  

Thank you so much for checking out Lee Lee's rainbow.  I try to picture her there laying out in the sun "baking"  - she loved it so.  Your kind words mean the world to me. Hugs back to you and kisses to your sweet baby Max.

Melanie
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Hi Melanie,

I noticed you came to check in on me in my thread this morning.  You have got to be one of the most thoughtful and sweet women I've ever heard of.  (((Thank you))).  I'm getting by I suppose.  I still break down - I still need so badly to know what the heck happened.  And I still can't believe she is gone.
I know you are feeling all the exact same things.  I'm with you friend - whenever you need.  Are you doing OK?

Warmest,
Evie
Honey's Mom
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Evie,

It has only been a very short time for you, of course you still break down - she was your heart, your life, your everything. I still cry every single day for my baby and its been 138 days.  I wish there was something I could do for you - I do understand the wanting, the needing to know - I have many unanswered questions too.  Sadly I will never get any answers, I will never know if I did the right thing, if I made the right decisions or not - that is one of the hardest things for me - knowing that I will never know.  

I will keep you in my thoughts - I hope you feel a little stronger tomorrow.  Hugs to you my friend and kisses to your precious Honey.

Melanie
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Dear Melanie ~

Trust me, nothing you’re doing/saying sounds weird. For months I spent so many waking hours here after my Rusty left me. It’s what sustained me & helped me through such darkness & profound sorrow. It never ceased to amaze me how supportive this entire community is. Even while we’re all suffering, we’re all here helping one another; lifting each other up; providing a shoulder to cry one. You’re never alone & you’re never judged. 

You’re so right about how very important memories are & how at the time they happen, we don’t feel the full impact of their importance. I had such a gut-wrenching thought after Rusty left me . . . the magnitude of having spent almost 22 years together & I just couldn’t believe it had been that long . . . what had we done in all that time? It took me a very long time to remember & recognize all of the wonderful things we used to do together, but at the beginning all I could recall were the last days of his life & the end. But as time moves forward, our minds allow us to heal & think back of happier times. It’s that crazy, magical thing about time . . .

To our babies with their Rainbow Bridge wings . . . until we meet again . . . you’re forever loved & missed.

RustysMom Allison ~ mom to Rainbow Bridge angels Rusty, LuluBelle & Bingo ~ mom to furry earth babies Woodstock, Bam Bam & Maybe & Picasso.

LeeLeesMama

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Lee Lee, I remember...

...how much you loved your friend Miss Sandy who works on Fridays.  I can count on one hand the people you would leave my side to go to and Sandy was one of them.  You just absolutely adored her.

You always knew it was Friday at work because we sat "up front" and when I would get your bed out from under my regular desk you'd go crazy, wagging wildly, dancing around, and you'd take off running up the hall.  Sometimes you'd be just out of control, trying to "catch" my legs with your feet by wrapping your paws around my legs, almost tripping me as I tried to walk, grabbing my jeans in your teeth and shaking your head like crazy.  I'd be dragging you along with me sometimes when you just wouldn't let go - laughing hysterically.  Sometimes you'd grab your blanket and take off up to the front shaking it wildly in your mouth and if I didn't follow right behind you - back you'd come to find me as if to say  "Come on Mom - Hurry up - It's Friday!"  My wild animal - my happy girl...

Up front you'd be on your bed under my desk, just waiting... And when the front door opened and Sandy came in - even if you couldn't see her and she didn't say anything you always knew it was her - I guess by her footsteps - either way - it was on.  Out you'd come from under my desk, looking up at me expecting some kind of pretty to take to her and down the hall you'd go - off to see Miss Sandy.  You'd just leave me sitting there laughing.

Sandy loved you as much as you loved her, she'd talk "baby" talk to you, your ears would be slicked back, your tail wagging like mad and you'd priss around with your pretty, doing your very best to "talk" back to her, whining, grunting, woo-wooing.  I'd just stand back and watch... You would check her out, sniffing for her dogs and tell her your "secrets" and she'd say "uh-huh", "really?" and you'd priss even more.  Then you would wheel your rear end around and back up to her for your full body massage with special attention to the legs and the "tail bone" - I called it your "spa therapy" - she always said any bad "ju ju" had to go.  I think she enjoyed it as much as you did.

And sometimes when she'd leave for the day you'd follow her to the door, pretty in tow, for one more bit of attention to hold you 'til next Friday.  It was so heartwarming - your love for your friend and hers for you - I know she misses you too...

Mama luvs you err and err my little Angel.  (Kisses for the sugar spot and scratches for the tail bone)

Lee Lee at work with a "pretty".


(Seperated 20 weeks ago today -  but 140 days closer to seeing you again my Angel)
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Hang in there my dear friend. You are not alone in your searing anguish and profound sadness. We/I are here to listen and share. I feel your pain literally and had to be hospitalized recently after I lost my 2 dogs in less then 3 weeks. The depression I endured was agonizing, the physical pain palpable. Your photos are beautiful, you were blessed beyond belief to have shared such a beautiful life together. You are in my prayers,
Diane
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Oh, that IS a pretty pretty!!!  I'm a little jealous :)  But Melanie - no pretty is AS pretty as Lee Lee.  Hugz my friend. 

Evie and Honey
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Dianne,
Thank you so much for your kind words of encouragement for me - it means so much that you would look at my baby's photos.  You are right - I was so, so blessed to have my angel in my life.  You are in my prayers as well, I know your own grief for Teddy and Scooter is overwhelming.  I'm glad you little Coco is doing better - give him an extra hug from me.  I wish you peace.

Oh Evie...
Thank you Dear- she loved that old green dinosaur - I'm not sure what ever became of it.  Our girls were so very beautiful weren't they... I love that you signed with "Evie and Honey" - that is so sweet including her - it is only right - after all, she is still your little baby.  Peace, comfort and hugs to you as always.

Thanks again to both of you dear ladies.
Melanie
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Melanie,
She's so beautiful and she is so loved. I like how you counted the 140 days less until you see her again. I think I will think like that it feels so comforting. Thank you for that.
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Melanie,
This is was a wonderful time and memories for you to hold on to. It is amazing how much we remember when we think about our Angels and how we loved them so much. Things come to mind that we hadn't thought of in a long time, something will spark a memory in our hearts. I think of you and hope you are having an okay day. Every day is a challenge for us, and I never know from one hour to the next how I will be feeling. Lee Lee is just so precious and a gorgeous girl! Bailey must be chasing here all over at the Rainbow Bridge!

Thinking of you today, my friend...Bailey's Mom
LeeLeesMama

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Dear MarleyBarley,
I so appreciate your lovely comments for my little angel and yes - she was the love of my life, still is - just like your beautiful girl Marley - any more butterflies?  It helps me a little to count down in "reverse"  - I am so glad to bring a tiny bit of comfort to you - that made my day.  I've been trying to give some thought to Lee Lee's "spot" outside and I love your idea for wind chimes - what a beautiful way to remember your precious angel.  Hugs and peace to you today...

Dear Bailey's Mom,
You pulled off a minor miracle my friend - you made me laugh at the thought of your handsome charmer Bailey chasing my girl around at the Rainbow Bridge - how cute that is!  Thank you for that.  Yes, it surprises me all the time the little things I remember - I try to go immediately and write them in my book - just today I thought of her having such a tiny little pretty that I would have to "peel her lips back" just to see what she had for me - into the book it went.  I think of you often too - you're such a wonderful strength to me - Hugs...

Thank you both so much for your support - it means the world to me...
Melanie


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Thank you, thank you for sharing your grief so honestly. Your love for Lee Lee comes pouring through each message and story. I feel as if I have seen her, felt her presence myself.

I am here in the 3rd month of grief after losing Gracie. Things have gotten worse, not better, and I am not sure how to cope. She was 16, the tiniest of mini dachshunds with a big personality. She took over from the moment we met her, and the hole she left is bigger than I imagined was possible. I, too, am losing weight - the idea of eating makes me physically ill. I want to find a hole to crawl into...


This forum seems to be the only thing I can handle right now. I am so grateful for mamas like you who not only understand, they can truly comfort. Lee Lee was so very lucky to have you. I will keep hoping and waiting for the day when it gets even a touch easier.

wishing you peace,
Paula
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Paulajeanne,

What a sweet note - Thank YOU, so much, for taking the time to read about my angel - she was truly my baby and I was her Mama - always will be.  I miss her so...

Your own loss of precious little Gracie is just heartbreaking - I am so very sorry.  I'm so glad you came here - there is always someone ready to "listen" and offer understanding and wonderful support.  I seem to spend a lot of time here, maybe too much, but I need to "talk" about my baby to someone, so...

I really appreciate your very kind words for me when you are grieving so deeply - you have been a blessing to me today - I am glad that you could feel my love for my girl.  I am thinking of you and your darling angel and wishing you comfort.  Hugs...

Melanie
~my girl~
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Hi.  How your heart must be breaking.  What a gorgeous friend you had.  Try not to dwell on what has happened and when these dark thoughts encroach, think of all the great times you had. I'm sure she would be as heartbroken to see you this way; so honor her by celebrating her joyous life and give thanks that she was with you for the years you were together. She will always live in your memories.     God Bless     peter
LeeLeesMama

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Peter, 
Thanks so much for your very kind post for my sweet baby.  Yes, my heart is in tatters - she was my world, I built my life around her.  I do try so hard to keep all the horrible memories of her last few little hours and minutes away, but they are sneaky and persistent.  She was a precious girl and such a wonderful blessing - always happy - I want to remember her that way.  Thank you for thinking of me today, blessings to you as well.

Melanie
LeeLeesMama

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Lee Lee, My Sweet Little Angel,
 
I heard you today...  I know it wasn't really you, but in my crazy mixed up mind, just for a second, it sounded just like you ...

I was following your Daddy into the dog pen to feed your friends, not paying much attention, just walking along, when I heard your voice - your deep, rough, half growling, half barking, play fighting voice - rrrraaaaahhhhh!  I almost called your name out loud - but it was just Artie, chasing the other two - racing to the feed bowls - and just for an instant my world was right again....then that stab of searing pain, straight into my heart - and I was jolted back to the reality of my life without you. 

I miss you so very much - there are just no words... 



Munch, Lee Lee and Artie racing around the pen...

Mama luvs you err and err My Angel, kisses and scratches....


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Dear Melanie ...

:(   :*(   :**(

You make me cry - I'm so sorry for you.  Daisy had a dream the other night and made little sleeping "buff" barks like Honey used to do so often (nightly).  I woke up smiling, thinking it was Honey and then reality clobbered me and I bawled when I realized it wasn't Honey.

I know how unbelievably awful that must have felt for you.

This just goes on and on, doesn't it?

We feel so alone.  Will we ever not feel alone again?  

I'm sorry, I should be offering you words of comfort.  I guess I just want you know that I know how you feel - so many of us here do! 

Hugz Melanie

Evie and Honey    
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You were so lucky to see a Rainbow.  I have been waiting ever since Misti went to the Rainbow Bridge 21 weeks ago today to see a Rainbow and I haven’t seen one yet.  I have asked to see one as a sign that she is really at the Rainbow Bridge and is young and healthy again.  I have found a white feather that I am hoping was a sign from Misti but haven’t seen a Rainbow yet but I will keep waiting to see one.  I miss Misti so much !!!

LeeLeesMama

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Dear Evie,

I don't know, I just don't know...I hope it won't always be as hard as it is right now.  I know that you understand - and it makes me feel both better and sad if that makes any sense.  I am sorry that you know this pain, but it does comfort me that you understand :( 

Your story of Daisy "buffing" brought memories of my baby - she did the exact same thing almost every night, sometimes you could barely hear her make any noise, but her lips would move - you know? and her little feet would go sometimes like she was chasing squirrels. I know it was hard for you, I'm sorry.  I am fortunate to have a video of her "buffing" - I'll watch it one day.

Thank you so much Evie, Hugs and peace...

Melanie
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Dear Mistismom,
Thank you for the lovely note, it means so much to me that you stopped by.  Please know that your precious Misti is perfectly healthy, so happy and watching over you every day from the bridge.  That feather is a beautiful sign from your girl - she loves you so...don't doubt it for a minute.  Although I never asked specifically for a rainbow, it certainly brought me some peace, such a blessing from my Lee Lee.  I wish you many, many more wonderful signs from your girl.

Hugs to you...
Melanie
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I do know exactly what you mean Melanie - I'm smiling and crying - I remember it all.  The cheeks puffing out.  The little sleeping growls "grrrrr......ruff".  The twitching feet - definitely chasing a squirrel or something.  They are such precious, innocent, pure souls aren't they? 

Our horrible wounds will get a bit of a healing scar over them Melanie - but it is such a deep wound that it will always be very tender.  We will never be the same.  But that's OK - because the love and amazing connection we had with our girls was such an incredible blessing.  How lucky have we been to have found Lee Lee and Honey?  As if they were already a part of us and sent to us to complete us.

Treat yourself to something today - you deserve it!

Evie and the Honster :) "buff"

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Hi Melanie...I was looking through all your pictures of Lee Lee that you posted on here, she is one gorgeous lady! She has a wonderful expression, you can just tell that she was the sweetest angel ever.

Hope you are doing okay, just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you.

Bailey's Mom
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Dear Evie~   Yes, incredibly lucky - but now incomplete again.  But I'll take the scar and my memories rather that never having known her.  I totally lost it when I read your "buff" at the end....

Dear Jill~  Such a thoughtful note and sweet words for my baby, I'm getting along just - OK - my days are empty - no joy... but you know the feeling.  I have you in my prayers daily...


I'm finding a little relief in writing about my precious memories.  Thank you dear friends - you sustain me...hugs
Melanie
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Lee Lee, I remember...

...how much you enjoyed "pushing".  You'd lay down "in stages", usually the right side of your face first, sliding along, rear end up in the air, then your shoulder and finally you'd just fall down and roll over on your back.  You'd wiggle upside down, legs up in the air kicking first one then the other, you'd flip sides, pulling yourself along, rubbing your face on the grass or on the rug inside the house, sometimes with a little groan that said "ohhh - that feels sooo good".  

Then, while you were laying there upside down, I'd ask "Do you wanna push?" or sometimes just "push?" and reach down for your hind feet.  You'd stretch you legs out to me, usually one first, then the other and I'd hold your feet in my hands, you'd make your legs stiff and I'd pull you back and push you forward, back and forth, back and forth - scratching your back.  Sometimes you didn't even wait until I asked - you'd just stick both legs out at me " Ok Mom, I'm ready..."  When you'd had enough "pushing" you'd let your legs relax and I knew you were done.  

You loved it so much - precious memories my little angel...

Mama luvs you err and err... 
(Kisses for the sugar spot and scratches for the tail bone)

  Lee Lee - waiting to "push"

p.s. ~ Thank you for visiting me at work yesterday - I heard that little "snort" you made when you'd take in a deep breath. I spun around and looked at your old "spot" but of course I didn't see you there.  Please keep on visiting your old Mama - I miss you so very much...

(Separated 21 weeks ago today - but 147 days closer to seeing you again My Angel)
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Oh Melanie - what wonderful memories!!  And I'm so thrilled Lee Lee gave you such a pronounced and clear sign of her presence with you.  The little signs are wonderful, but when we are open enough to get a big one like that ... WOW! 

And what a sweet picture :) 

I hug you my friend.  Keep embracing those lovely memories.  How awesome!!!

Evie and Honey
LeeLeesMama

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Thank you Evie - the more I write, the more little details I remember :-)

With thoughts of our girls...
Melanie
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I know you have 6 other dogs Melanie.  But do you mind me asking what is the story behind you finding and falling in love with Lee Lee?  When did she come to you?  And what do you think set her apart from the others in your heart?

I send you a warm hug and all my support.  Wish we could sit down and have a cup of tea - talk about our babies.  That would be so nice.

Evie
Honey, The Wiggly Waggler's Mom
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The pictures of your sweet LeeLee are wonderful and I loved your memories of her. Oh the memories of our babies, I think thats what keeps us all moving going and one step closer to being with our beloved ones at the Bridge. ((hugs))  MaxsMandD
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Evie,
Of course I don't mind your asking, I love to "talk" about my baby.  We found her thrown out in the road the morning of October 5, 2004 on our way to work. It was very early, about 5:30am and still dark - we almost didn't see her in the road, but Hubby managed to miss hitting her. I've picked up so many strays that he didn't even ask me - he just pulled over, I got out and she came running to me in that cute little "puppy lope" falling over her own feet.  And that began our love story...

I've been asked before what made her different from all the others - and I'm not really sure exactly.  I think her being so young, maybe five weeks, just a little baby - she would still suck on my fingers, poor little angel. She would lick water from the grass - didn't even know how to lap yet. Timing too, I was 41 years old and had about given up on having kids, I guess my maternal instincts went into overdrive.  She'd let me hold her just like a baby, like this -



She needed a mama and I needed a baby... I just fell totally in love with her.  One day I want to write it all down with all the detail I can remember.  Evie, I just miss her so much...

I so wish we could sit down and visit - reminisce about our girls - I would enjoy that so much.  
Hugs to you friend...
Melanie

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MaxsMandD,
Thank you so much for your lovely words and for taking time to look at my little angel. I have been writing a lot lately about my memories, I hope I'm not boring everyone with all my stories - but it somehow makes me feel closer to my baby. That is what we are all waiting on aren't we? - just being together again.  

You have brightened my day - thank you again. 
Melanie


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It has now been five long months my little Lee Lee, 
this is for you....

Still...
My life without you
     is so very still now
I'm still just so empty
     and still beaten down
Still grieving, still longing
     still without hope
My heart is still broken
     still missing you so
I still hurt, still cry and
     still wonder why
I still feel so alone, still
     can't believe you're gone
You're still the love of my life
     and still on my mind
Still many sad wishes
     for things that can't be
Still things left to do
     and still places to see
We still had memories
     to make you and me
If I was granted just one
    wish that could be
I'd still want only you - back home with me...
                                                     still and always ~ Mama


My precious little angel, you are forever loved and always remembered, kisses and scratches.....



(Separated 5 months ago today, 22 weeks tomorrow ~ but, 153 days closer to seeing you again)
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Oh Melanie, what a beautiful poem for your beautiful Lee Lee.

You've said everything that I still feel too, even though it's only been almost 4 weeks since we said goodbye to Brandy.

I was saying to my husband last night that I really miss her physical presence and the inability to hold her, put my face into her fur, hold her little paws that smelled like Fritos and take her for a walk.  We walk alone now every night, just at the same time we always walked together.  In some ways it's comforting but still so very sad.

The nights are always the worst for me, I guess during the day I'm busy but when we go to bed I think of how she used to sleep by our feet and sometimes come up by our pillow.

I know our angels are always with us - I just wish I could hold her one last time.

Prayers sent your way for you and angel Lee Lee.

Brandy's mom
~now and forever~

LeeLeesMama

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Brandy's Mom,

Thank you so much for your kind comments - it means so much to me that you'd take the time to visit with Lee Lee and me.  I'm certainly no poet - but it says what I feel - right now five months feels like an eternity without my girl.  My husband and I walk each evening also - it's just not the same without our babies is it?  I wish you peace and comfort.

Melanie
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Melanie...what a beautiful poem for your Lee Lee, I know how difficult this time is for you and how much you miss your angel. LeeLee is such a beautiful angel up at the Rainbow Bridge with my very handsome Bailey, I am sure they are taking care of one another and playing all the time and healthy once again.

Please take care...Bailey's Mom
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