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mssavion

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 #161 
Dear Lee Lee's mom....first of all,  I feel your pain...I read a few of your posts, and had tears rolling down my face.   I could "see" Lee Lee from your descriptions, feel her soft fur, and imagine the endless joy that she brought to her household.  There is no loss that can compare to the loss of a child, and indeed that is what she was.  You were her mother, and I understand 100% the pain one feels even after many months have passed.   I keep my "little doe's" photo by my bed, and kiss it every night...and Nike left us 6 years ago.  Keep writing about her, those words do reach her, and rest assured that one day, she will bound into your arms again, just like she did many years ago.  Take care,  Jan  (Nike's mom)
renkma

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Yes, a very beautiful and moving poem for your girl.  You break my heart Melanie. 

My heart also aches from your story of how Lee Lee came to be in your life.  How could anyone allow such a delightful and sweet little innocent soul go like that?  Do you think she was lost or wandered away from a farm or something?  Or do you think she was abandoned by some horrible wretched person? 
Either way, I'm so glad she crossed your path that morning and it was YOU that found her.  It was obviously meant to be - just like your poem says.

I look forward to reading any stories, funny or cute or whatever, you may have about Lee Lee too.  Oh, and I love how her name came around.  And the picture of her being cradled - OMG!!!

Hugz and warm thoughts
Evie and the Hon Bumble
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Jill,
You are always there for me with your wonderful words of support.  You always make me feel smile with thoughts of our angels together at the bridge.  I'll bet if Lee Lee's friend "Skinny The Man" knew she was hanging out with your handsome Bailey he'd be soooo jealous.  Thank you so much - you remain in my thoughts and prayers.

~~~~~

Dear Jan,
I am glad you could sense my love for my angel in my words for her.  She was truly my baby and my world.  Your comment "she'll bound into your arms again" brought a flood of tears - that is what I'm waiting on now - that reunion.  I saw your baby, your "Little Doe" - she is just beautiful. In reading some of your posts - I know you really do understand. Six years must feel so very long for you. Thank you so very much for your wonderful comments - thinking of you and Nike tonight...

~~~~~

Dear Evie,
Thank you, I can never seem to translate my feelings into words exactly as I want and my attempts could never be worthy of my baby - but it is how I feel. 
I am so thankful for that morning that she came to me - I would never have dreamed how much she would mean to me - my little angel.  I believe she was discarded by the roadside - she was too small to wander very far and there were no houses nearby.  And she was covered in fleas and had mange so if she did belong somewhere they didn't deserve her anyway.  Our hearts break together for our sweet girls. "Hon Bumble" :) I love it. Hugs...

Thank you dear ladies for your wonderful words of support. It means the world to me...
Melanie

DeejayOzne

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i just lost my dog 5 days ago he's name is Janggo, he was hit by a speeding car. it was so heartbreaking. The way he died is the most hurtfull feeling thats killing me everytime i think of it. i cant work, cant sleep, i cant eat. i cant describe how totally heartbroken i am. just like your lee lee, my dog is always with me everywhere i go, hes only 1 1/2 years of age. i dont know how long i can handle the pain. its so painfull that i just wanna die also.



rammch1

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Melanie,

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful LeeLee. You can see how happy she was and the love she had in her eyes. I'm glad you found this site to help you through these very difficult days. This site was my life line when my Toby went to the Bridge almost 2 years ago and then 18 months later his girl friend & buddy Bee.

I don't come to the site as often as I did in the early days, but I still pray for all those who have lost their wonderful fur babies and hope that in time they will find peace as I have.

Thank you so much for your kind words on Bee's memorial.  

God Bless,
Rosalie
LeeLeesMama

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DeejayOnze,
I am very sorry for your loss of Janggo to such a horrible accident. Your precious baby is so, so cute, I know you miss him so very much.  Everyone here understands this awful pain and grief and how very hard this road is. Petloss is a wonderful place to receive support and to be able to talk about your baby to people who really care.  I know the feeling of being so very devastated that there are truly no words.  I appreciate you taking time to visit Lee Lee and me and  I will be thinking of you and your baby. I hope your heart can find peace.

Lee Lee's Mama

(I would love to hear more about your life with Janggo. If you want, you can start a new topic about Janggo so that more people can read about your angel and send replies.  You can click on "New Topic" on the grief support page. It is a little hard to find, but look on the right side, just below where you see "Welcome, DeejayOnze" and above the gray shaded line.)
LeeLeesMama

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Rosalie,

Thank you so much for your sweet note - she was truly a happy girl.  Her name, Lee Lee came from Rosalee, so your name brought a smile.  With warm thoughts of you and your angels.  I am glad you have found peace :)

Melanie
renkma

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Dear Friend Melanie,

Checking up on you.  You've been such an amazing friend to me during the hardest time of my life - actually Melanie, you've been my best friend through this.  Everyday you have comforted me and I hope I have been able to do the same for you.  I love your Lee Lee, and I can feel how you miss her.  I know your pain.  I relate to everything you go through.!

I love your pic of the sugar spot - oh...she had the lippy thing going for her, didn't she??  Honey had some really adorable little lips too! 

And wow - her feet were HUGE as a puppy!  They must have been so fun to play with.  I always had a thing for dog feet.  I think all of us that really connect with our babies have a foot fetish LOL.

Today is not so bad Melanie.  I have so much yard work to do to prep for the new pup.  Make sure everything is super tidy and safe.  I've changed her name BTW - it's going to be Gumdrop  - middle name Twinkle-Toes.  I think Lee Lee and Honey would approve.  

Hugz my friend

Evie and the HunBumble



   

sharkey905

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Melanie
I am not sure if I said this to you before..but your Lee Lee is absolutely beautiful.. It been 74 days since my Rambo left for Rainbow Bridge...and I have been reading all the stories...I have posted a few times,,,,but lately I havent been able to...its just so hard... I have just been starting to look at everyones furbabies pictures..and just wanted to tell you how beautiful she is
Sue
Rambo's Momma
Jacob

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 #170 
try to stay strong, it's obviously easier said than done.

but you REALLY have to try and think of the good times. as my friend told me after she lost her dog and my dog is older now.

my thoughts are with you and ignore those who don't seem to care, they're no help.
LadyDi123

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I must say I love your posts and your message is so saturated in love. LeeLee was GORGEOUS! and lived the life of Princess. I know the gut wrenching physical aliments your'e feeling and am truly sorry. Here we get it. Just wanted to reach out and see how you were doing.
Take care my friend
Diane
LeeLeesMama

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Oh my goodness, such wonderful friends and support. Thank you all so much - you've warmed my heart today...

Sue...
Such sweet comments about my baby -  thank you, so much for taking time to look at my little Lee Lee's photos.  I'm biased, but I think she is beautiful too.  I completely understand about reading and posting - I feel that way sometimes too, it really breaks your heart over and over again doesn't it.  I wish you much peace as you continue to grieve for your precious Rambo - I notice that I am not the only Mama still counting the days... 

Jacob...
You are so very kind to reply for my Lee Lee.  It definitely is much easier said than done - but I'll keep on trying.  Thank you for thinking of me -it means so much.  I will keep you and your angel in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you have many,many more days together to enjoy each other...

Diane...
Your are such a dear lady to take the time to read about my girl, I'm glad my love for her shows through my writings.  She was a princess - we even called her the Princess Puppy sometimes.  This grief is just miserable isn't it, I know your heart is still broken over the loss of your babies Scooter and Teddy.  I hope your little CoCo is still doing ok. Thank you for checking on another grieving Mama...

Evie...
Always there for me, your are (as Yoda would say) and I appreciate you and your wonderful support more than you know. I'm glad today is a better day for you - this grief is such an awful roller coaster ride.
I LOVE your new baby's name "GumDrop" sounds perfect - I'm looking forward to a photo to complete the image in my mind. Honey is looking down with so much love and pride for her Mom for providing love for another little heart.
And yes their feet are always special - I'm working on a writing about Lee Lee's feet for one of my stories.
Take care of your self my dear friend, I'll email you soon - thank you....

Hugs to all of you today, I'm overwhelmed by the love and support and send peace and comfort to you all.

Melanie
 




Jacob

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I love the picture of Lee Lee in the snow, it's as though time really stands still when you look at it and you can feel the joy of that moment and the outing Lee Lee had with you.
Jacob

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I love the picture of Lee Lee in the snow, it's as though time really stands still when you look at it and you can feel the joy of that moment and the outing Lee Lee had with you.
I lover her markings, they're gorgeous.
LeeLeesMama

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Lee Lee I remember...

...your beloved Lambchop.  We bought a little Lambcomp puppet for you on a whim one day and you loved her so much.  She was one of your most favorite toys and a very frequent "pretty".  Lambchop lived in your toy bucket underneath the lamp table beside the couch. You'd go over and drag her out all by yourself for a pretty and priss around showing her off, ears all slicked back, wagging, woo wooing, talking and we'd make a big deal over how "bea-uu-tii-fullll" she was saying "Can I touch it?  I wanna touch it" - but usually you wouldn't let us - you'd get almost close enough and then turn your head away, still prissing "No you can not touch it - it's only show and tell".  

You loved it when I'd get Lambchop from you and toss her across the room. You'd race over, slipping and sliding on the wood floor and grab her up, shaking her wildly and come right back near enough to me so that I could get her and toss her again.  We played tug of war with her too and you chewed on her terribly, but she survived. Sometimes you'd hold her down with your feet and bite her with your whole mouth - just chomping her with huge bites.  Sometimes you'd race around with her in your mouth and jump onto the couch - looking around to see if we were watching you - we'd say "I see you" and you'd chomp her again.  If we came over and tried to touch her "without permission" you'd bite down on her and we'd hear that quiet little growl.  What fun we had!  All tired out, you'd fall asleep on the couch with your prized Lambchop near you.

You loved your Lambchop so much that I sent her with you on that last day, tucked close under your arm, near your heart, a pretty for the Angels now...

Mama luvs you err and err Babydoll...
(Kisses for the sugar spot and scratches for the tailbone)

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     "Lee Lee with her Lambchop"

(Separated 23 weeks ago today ~ but 161 days closer to seeing you again My Angel)
renkma

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 #176 
Melanie

I feel so stupid shouting this to you but...
I have that exact sage green furry super soft blanket and Honey took it over - she loved how cuddly it was. Got it at Costco and I knew Honey would reposses it- I think that was the selling feature

Lee Lee is so adorable with Lambchop!!! I just had a cute attack! She is so clear in your memories - we can almost have them with us again can't we? A smile breaks through the tears - but then we open our eyes...

Melanie I'm so so sorry. I hate your pain - I know it well. But we at least have our memories and the love they made so very sure to leave with us .

Evie
Honey's Mom no matter what
LeeLeesMama

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Jacob,
It was a wonderful day in the snow - she didn't quite know what to make of it at first - but then started biting it and racing around.  In answer to your question...we don't know what breed she is, some say part beagle, some say a little boxer, some a little pitt bull - but a wonderful mix at any rate.  Thanks for your post.
Melanie

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Dear Evie,
It's not stupid at all - I love it - they are certainly friends, too much alike not to be, hanging out, probably telling all our secrets and "howling" with laughter. Thank you for reading my stories Evie - sharing my memories of my girl - it surprises me how much I remember about a particular tale once I begin typing.

Our memories are what we have now - I want to preserve mine, so when I'm too old to remember them - I can read them  :-)

I love the way you signed your post...
Melanie





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Your LeeLee is very cute, all your pictures of her are great. The loss we feel when we lose our babies is like no other, we understand the heartache your going through, its been 10 months for us and the ache is still there, even though we got our selves a new puppy 2 months ago , he is now 4 .5 months old and his name is Bartholomew, he's a lhasa apso. Maybe in time you'll get another. Many ((hugs)) maxsMandD
LeeLeesMama

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Dear MaxsMandD,
Thank you so much for your sweet words for my Lee Lee -  It means a lot to me that you would take the time to look at my baby's photos. Actually, I have six other rescued dogs currently, (Skinny, Munch, RT, Bingo Riley, Licky and Betty Jean) I do care for them, and provide for their every need, but it is not the same. Lee Lee was just so special to me, one of a kind, my baby, my world.  

Congratulations on your new addition, I looked in your albums for a photo of little Bartholomew - I hope I didn't overlook it, I'd love to see him some time. I know he could never replace your beloved Max, but I hope you will all enjoy many years of happiness and love. 

Thank you again - your thoughtfulness has brightened my day.
Hugs to you....
Melanie
brenrae

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 #180 
A beautiful poem for your sweet baby. It says how I feel about my Harry. I love the pictures of your special angel. I would also like to say that i am sorry for your loss.
Jacob

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 #181 
Melanie, I'm assuming you guys don't get a lot of snow by the sounds of it, especially her reaction to it? Lol.

My Cindy loves the snow and we certainly do get it every year.
Although I hate shovelling the stuff. Lol

I'm glad LeeLee loved it and got to experience it. :)
LeeLeesMama

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Jacob ~
No, not much snow here, but that's OK - I really appreciate it when I get to see it - it's a beautiful sight. Sending good wishes for your baby.


Brenrae ~
Thank you for taking time to look at my baby's pictures and for your very kind comments - it means a lot to me.  I know your precious Harry is never far from your thoughts, I enjoy reading your lovely letters to him each week.  I hope you are doing OK today.  

Thank you both so much...
Melanie ~ Lee Lee's Mama



Sitka3

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Melanie, 
Just checking on you, too, hon! I hadn't read some of your later entries here, so looked them over...brought me to tears hon! Your love for Lee Lee and Lee Lee's for you is so evident in the lovely photos!  MAJOR HUGS to you, dear!
~Leslie
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Leslie,
Thank you so much for your sweet words - she was my true love.  I am very glad to hear that you are doing better.  I wish you much peace and continued healing - stay busy :)  

Hugs...
Melanie
SharG

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 #185 
Melanie, thank you for your sweet message about Oscar and the one when I posted about Felix's bridgeday. This site has helped me through this past year, there are so many of us who loved our fur babies as much as life itself. I hope your heartache for Lee Lee is easing, I know it takes a long time. You post so many comforting messages. I have not posted here a lot for the last few months but I do read the stories and think about everyone. 

Sharon
renkma

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Melanie,

I'm so sorry I haven't been visiting as much as I had been, but this pup ... sigh ... so much time and attention involved.  I had forgotten how much.
But please know I still keep coming back - I'll keep reading - and I'll always be your friend. 

Evie the exhausted forever mom ofy Honey the queen of all I am always, and new caring mom to this tiny ball of insanity
LeeLeesMama

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Sharon,
Yes, this place helps me so much - such wonderful caring people who really understand - like you.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  Wishing you peace and healing...

Evie,
No worries - I'm glad you have your little "ball of insanity" to keep you busy, puppies are a wonderful distraction - being idle right now is not a good thing, at least for me.  You are always in my thoughts and prayers - hang in there!

Hugs to both of you dear ladies...
Melanie
LeeLeesMama

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Lee Lee, my Angel, thank you so much for the feathers...

I found a feather Monday when I went to get the mail, is was laying in the grass right beside the mailbox post - I picked it up of course.  Then I went to visit your "spot" as I do each evening, to bring you a flower and a "pretty" - I decided to give you this feather for your pretty today.  I had kept the other feather from a while back, the one from the top of the A/C unit - so I wanted to give this one to you.

I laid it there for you along with your flower, talked to you a while like I always do, tidied your grave a little and started back to the house. As I walked back, right there in my path was another feather - exactly like the one I just left for you.  I looked all around, no other feathers.  I had to smile, (okay Lee Lee, I get it - it was for me)  you were not to be outdone, you wanted me to have a feather - "Thank you Lee Lee" I whispered.

It is now with my other treasures - I love it.

Mama luvs you err and err Babydoll...
(Kisses for the sugar spot and scratches for the tail bone)


"Lee Lee after a good wiggle in the grass"

(Separated 24 weeks ago today - but 168 days closer to seeing you again My Angel)
renkma

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Hugz Melanie -

Looking forward to more stories of your Lee Lee.  And just checking in on your topic as a way to look in on how your heart is doing today. 

The best and sincerest to you always...

Evie and Honey

Sitka3

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{{{{{{{{{{Melanie}}}}}}}}}}}} The feather event made me smile and tear up at the same time! What a Lee Lee! :D
Peace to you dear!
~Leslie
LeeLeesMama

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Evie~
Thanks to you and Honey for checking on me - my heart is just missing my girl so much, same as yours. Have you ever seen a fall leaves in stream's eddy, swirling round and round and round?  That is kind of how I feel, kind of stuck, going in circles, not getting anywhere. It helps though when I get a message from my angel - like the feather - just today I found one of her hairs where it shouldn't have been after this long - call me crazy, but I saved it too. I just can't bear to discard any little thing that connects me to her even for a moment.

I am so glad for you that Gumdrop is settling in with Daisy - such good news. It brightens my day every time I hear from you and your sweet girl. Such dear friends you are. I send you this smile :) for your heart and ((((hugs)))) for your girls.

Melanie
(LeeLee's Mama forever)
LeeLeesMama

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Leslie~
Yes indeed - what a Lee Lee - my very heart she is.  I saw that you were at the candle lighting ceremony on Monday - I'm not used to the chat room, I have trouble joining in because it moves so fast - but I really enjoy reading along.  I hope you doing okay today and I want you to know that your visit and sweet comments for my baby mean so much to me.

Hugs and comfort to you tonight,
Melanie
sharkey905

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Melanie
I love the feather story...of course, it made me cry,,but was doesnt anymore.....I would say that second feather is Lee Lee's way of letting you she is okay and thinking about you
Hugs
Rambo's Momma
Sue
LeeLeesMama

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Oh Sue, 
Thank you so much, that's what I think too. I'm having a rotten Sunday morning, just went for a walk around "our route", but without my girl.  I just got an email from a Lady that I work with who actually gets it (Miss Sandy-  I wrote an "Lee Lee, I remember" story about her in this thread a while back), anyway, the email was titled "God doesn't make mistakes".  That, along with your comforting words will help me get thru this day. I hope you are doing ok today, getting by - it is just so hard isn't it.  Thank you again my friend, you brightened my day.

With grateful hugs and thought of you and your beloved Rambo,
Melanie
(always Lee Lee's Mama)
Mare

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Your love for your beloved Lee Lee is precious.  Such a strong and wonderful bond, that will stay with you until that special day when you see her once again.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Mare-wolf
precious Christoph ~ always in my heart ~
LeeLeesMama

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Mare-wolf,
Your sweet comments for my angel mean so much to me. Thank you for taking time to visit with us.  She truly is my heart and I can't wait to see her again - just the thought of that reunion keeps me going. You are such a dear lady, thank you again. 

Melanie
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Melanie
I totally understand about 'our route' I walk around 'our block' a couple times of day,,,its just not fair that our babies arent with us... every time I leave, I tell Rambo that I am going around 'our block' and that in my mind he is with me every step of the way
By the way, I love the picture of Lee Lee and Lambchop....it made me laugh,,, Rambo never had a stuffed animal long enough to get attached to it....his thing was to rip them apart as fast as he could and then pull all the stuffing out of them and spit them on living room carpet...you never realize how much they actually have in them,,until its all over your carpet...lol
We are taking care of a a dog or a month or so,,and last night we went to Pet Smart to buy him a new collar....the first trip there since Rambo left (its funny, I cant ever say since Rambo died,,,its either Rambo left,,or went to the Bridge)..we always used to take him with us,,he loved it there,,it was so hard,,my husband had to drive home..I was crying to much to be able to drive...its been 12 weeks today,,and eventhough it seems like forever,, it also seems like yesterday,,,if that makes any sense..
Hope tomorrow is better for you,,
Sue
Rambo's Momma 
Now and Forever
and who knows,,,maybe Rambo and Lee Lee have found a block for them to walk together and think of their Mommas

LeeLeesMama

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Sue,
Well, truth being told, she did rip most of them to shreds, just like your Rambo, you described it very well - many a time I've picked all that stuffing up and shoved it back inside - only for her to pull it out again. But for some reason she didn't destroy Lambchop.  

Oh I know that was so hard, going back to Pet Smart, Lee Lee loved it so - somewhere she could go inside and not have to sit in the car with one of us while the other went in.  I haven't been able to go back there yet - I feel for you and I wish you luck...

I burst into tears at your mention of Rambo and Lee Lee walking together around the block(I had to got outside and compose myself), I'm tearing up again just typing this.  I am going to think of them together, walking together, chasing together, smiling together as they remember us.  And yes, it makes perfect sense to me, it is exactly that way for me.. a million years since they were here, but only a few seconds ago that we let them go. (I can't use the "D" word either)

Thank you, my friend, for your wonderful support and lovely words - it helps more that you know.

Hugs to you....
Melanie
bandabear

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I am truely sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved Lee Lee. She is beautiful!! I am sure she brought you endless memories and loved you eternally!
LeeLeesMama

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Thank you bandabear (Matt) for your lovely comments for my angel Lee Lee. It means so much to me that you would take time to think of me when your own grief for precious Gemini is so very new and raw. I hope you find peace...

Melanie

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