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morgc927

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It hurts. I don’t think it will ever stop hurting.

Our lives are easier but my heart will forever ache with the decision I made to let Penny go. The guilt is still very much there, there are still times I find myself with tears running down my face when I least expect it. Looking back at photos, finding old toys in the yard, seeing dogs that resemble her..

In my heart I know the aggression would have kept escalating. She would have killed our smaller dog, she would have kept attacking people,she would have eventually bit our toddler. Goodness I miss her terribly and I wish I could forgive myself for ending her life. She adored me and I feel so much guilt for not betraying her.

A few days shy of a 1 year since I was last able to love on her. All the emotions are still there no matter how hard I try to bury them. I still think of all the “what ifs” and will forever miss my girl 🧡💛
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