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I was seriously heart broken this past weekend. It was terrible. I was doing so much better and things just kept reminding me of my baby. And the guilt! I can't believe how it's haunting me. I'm having dreams that she's really alive, that I have a second chance to do something different. The illness was so sudden I'm just now dealing with that too. I think things are sneaking back up on me.
Coming home is getting better but it will strike me at odd times the silly things she used to do. Those are good memories so I try to smile about them but the longing just breaks me down. I can't believe I will never see her again. I think I may have to come back here weekly for a bit longer than I thought. Thanks for being here for me. http://www.petloss.com/mbphotos3/josie1.jpg
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I looked at your sweet Josie's picture; does she look like she's in charge or what? What a gorgeous kitty. She looks like she has that wonderful thick fur that you just want to sink into.
I am so sorry for your loss. Distractions come and go, and we think we're doing better. And then the sadness hits. Give yourself some time; it's not been long at all. Come here and share those sweet memories of your precious baby with us; it helps us too, reading the memories.
Try to find some peace today with a sweet memory of a beautiful girl.
Registered: 1213807858 Posts: 1,400
I am so sorry for your loss and the pain you are feeling. The picture is beautiful. Always remember that you will be together again in happiness. We lost our sweetheart Meister 2 weeks ago tomorrow. I know the pain in unbearable. Try to remember all the great time you had together. I will pay for you. Mary
Registered: 1199379551 Posts: 190
Two weeks is such a short amount of time... My Angel's been gone now for 6 months and I know what you mean about the coming home being difficult and trying to smile while thinking of the good memories. I can honestly tell you that I think that is what helped me the most is coming to this site. Come here as often as you need to... I know it helped me. My heart goes out to you. Many hugs and prayers to you to help you find some comfort.
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Lnette, I am sorry for your loss. Like the others said, two weeks is not much time. I am nearly three months and I feel like it was yesterday. Coming here is the only thing that helps even if it isjust a little.