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buddy2k

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It's been 3 weeks and 4 days without Lilly.
It still hurts.  I don't cry quite as much, but, oh I still cry - lots.  I can't stop thinking about her.
When I watch t.v., I'm not watching it, I'm thinking of her.
Every part of the house has memories of her.  She was a huge presence in our house.
She was only 6 years old - she died of lymphoma & cancer.  My poor sweet baby.
She followed me all around the house.  She was mama's girl. Lap cat. Sweet loving kind unique soul.
I know one day it will be easier to live without her, but, it's sure not yet.
My heart still hurts.
I think I've physically hurt myself in this grief.  My stomach hurts, and my heart physically hurts,
like I've damaged it somehow, I hope I haven't hurt myself - Lilly wouldn't want that.
It helps to be here with all of you, but, I wish I could go live with someone, who is going through the
same thing, sit together and just know how we both feel.  I can see how that would be comforting - and yes I realize that's a stupid idea but, honestly I think that would help.
I miss you Lilly - real bad
.......mommy xo
CarlDD

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Sorry for your loss and that you only had 6 years with her.
Best Regards
Carl
buddy2k

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Thank you
ItWillTakeTime

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I'm so sorry. I also had chest pain; stopped eating; developed an infection; cried multiple times a day.

It is now a little more than three months on for me. I don't cry every day anymore. Probably several times a week. The health problems have gone away. I will always miss him, but after months on autopilot I am finally able to be more in the present, even though it is a present without him.

Lilly's mission was over. You are called to continue. One day you will be able to offer your empathy, your strength, and your wisdom to another person or animal who badly needs it.
buddy2k

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Yes I suppose you're right - Lilly's mission was over - it was her time to move on.
It's always too soon for us though.
Being together forever would be nice, but I know that would never be possible.
I'm so sorry for your loss too.  It's not easy for anybody is it.
Thank you so much for your kind words, they do help.
.....Lilly's mom


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