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Pam_1584

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I put my best friend down on Sunday . The worst time of day for me is mornings. I look for him in my bed clicking his nails in the hallway and barking to wake me up. This is the most amazing pain in my chest that I have ever felt. Please dear God give me the strength to get through this.
Deezie I never knew how much I would miss you!
Pamg
VickyMJ

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Hi Pam

I so know how you feel and yes, especially in the first few days I had the horrible pain in my chest. I also find the mornings the hardest, I hate them so much,

You WILL get through this, be patient and kind to yourself and you will get stronger.

Xx
Pam_1584

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you are one of the kindest people I have had the pleasure of meeting.Your kindness and advice is so nice and comforting.
Thank you for being such a thoughtful and kind person
Pamg
VickyMJ

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That’s so nice of you to say. I just really know how you are feeling right now and it hurts so much. Just don’t want you to feel you are alone in this because you definitely are not.

Vicky x
Pam_1584

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I know you already it’s know this but being without him and missing him so much is complete hell. Yes everyday is a bit better and then I get a flashback of the last few days and fall apart. I keep sniffing his blanket for his smell. You have gone two weeks and you give me hope. I know everyone on this site feels the way I do.
cosesmom

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Pam,
Vicky is so correct. Be kind to yourself and grieve. Cry and try to smile too. I thought I didn't want to live anymore when I sent Termy home to the Bridge on Sept. 18th. This day will stay with me forever. Just like you, I relive it and then I break down. I have begun to remember all the good times he and I shared and I do feel better. I went outside the night after I left him go and there were no stars out and I was crying hard and then one appeared and it twinkled. I just know it was Termy telling me he made it to the Bridge okay and he was fine. So every night I go out and yes, that star is still there blinking away. Deezie is going to be okay. We need to take care of us now. It's hard, I know. I too had a pain in my heart and couldn't eat for days. I haven't put much of his things away yet and just like you I found his sweater the other day and I had to smell it to see if it still smelled like him so I know what you are going through. They are our heart loves and it's not fair that their lives are so short compared to ours but just think of how much love they give us in such a short time. They have to pack so much in, in such a short time.
Everyone here shares your pain and we all all here to help each other.
Love and doggie kisses
Termy's mom
Pam_1584

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re something with you and Vicky that happened tonight . I sold my home of 27 years yesterday and am staying 2 hours away with my daughter and her husband. They have been afraid to speak to me about Deezel because of the state I have been in. We were watching a movie tonight and my daughter decided to tell me about her dream last night. She said Deez was walking in and out of her bedroom like a young dog. I started crying and thought he is trying to tell me he is ok. She never dreams of him and said she was back in her childhood bedroom in the house I just sold.
I think this is a sign a very good sign.
Thank you both for your kindness
Pamg
VickyMJ

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Termy’s mom - that’s a beautiful sign, how special ❤️ and he’s telling you he is ok that’s for sure.

Pamg- that definitely sounds like Deezel sending a message back to you to let you know he is now fine ❤️

I haven’t had any dreams but when I buried my boy in our garden, a rainbow appeared, it was a rainy / sunny day but I don’t see rainbows that’s often and I want to take this as a sign that he is happy, I really really hope so and it was so well timed.

It’s so nice to talk on here knowing that we all understand how painful this is.

X
Pam_1584

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We all seem to need a sign to help heal our hearts. I can’t tell you how much your response has helped me. Talking about my pet has ment the world to me and although I miss him everyday talking on this site has helped me so much
I hope tomorrow is better for all of us
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