"The All-Knowing Kitty" - CHEESEBURGER
(My friend calls this picture: Buddha Kitty)
Some definitions of the word buddah: awakened, enlightened, to know or perceive.
I think the nickname Buddha Kitty is very fitting.
A Cheeseburger Dream
I had a really nice dream of my little boy cat Cheeseburger.
I was asleep in my bedroom and heard a noise at the window. When I awoke I saw my Cheeseburger there and he came right through the closed window. He sat on the window sill and just looked at me.
I said “Cheesey, you came to visit Mommy!!” He jumped on the bed and came over to me and gave me “head bonks” and then made a little turn and lay down next to me. I stroked his soft white and black fur. It was so real – like he was right there, and I felt such a peaceful feeling inside of me. But I knew for some reason he would not be staying.
His beautiful gold eyes were so bright and he looked so strong and healthy.
Cheesey then got up and stretched, came over again to me and nuzzled, and then turned towards the window. I knew he would be leaving. It was as if he had to be somewhere else, but he stopped to see me a little while to let me know he was all right.He walked to the window, but before he went through it, he turned once more and looked at me. Again a feeling of peace came over me. I was sad to see him leave, but I knew he was o.k. and that he was fulfilling the next journey in his life.
I miss Cheeseburger so much – but this dream confirmed to me even more that my baby is o.k.
I always thought of Cheeseburger as a very “wise cat” – he just had that look about him. I used to even call him “The All-Knowing Kitty.” I would talk to him and I knew he was listening and he understood. Just a blink of his eyes was a confirmation telling me – “It’s o.k. – I understand – Everything will be all right.”
I was so happy when another Pet Loss member saw his picture and said he was an “old soul and a very beautiful one.” I truly believe he was and he somehow is using his wiseness to help all the other sweet angels he meets.
I am so thankful I am able to share what I write here. It helps me to know I have so many friends who care and understand, and who know what a special little boy Cheeseburger was and always will be to me.
To Cheeseburger: I know you are watching your birdies with all of your friends, enjoying the sun and breathing free and easy. I also feel you are there for all of the other sweet angels and you are a very good friend to them. I hope you visit me again in my dreams, and I know you are watching over me. Your love is so sweet, deep and pure that it will never leave my heart. Our bond is so strong that I know you are with me always. You are in my heart forever. I LOVE YOU CHEESEBURGER.
Dee + Cheeseburger = LOVE