Oh, Angel.....were do I start?
The pain, the loss, the emptiness
The joy, the love, the memories.
It is so hard for me to even find the right words because of what *happened* to your beloved ashes. I was robbed of my 1st grief of losing you & then I was robbed again of *really* losing you once more. I have asked myself over & over how any person could be so inhumane. I went on TV begging for your ashes back.....no questions asked. They (the thieves) didn't even have the conscience to return them. Cruelty.
Thru all of my pain of missing you, there have been some wonderful people that have shown me the true meaning of *kindness*. I was given a short video of a white German Shepherd (like Cloudy) & a black German Shepherd (like you) playing together on a bed. Oh! Did it bring back wonderful memories! When I think of the video, I smile. I picture you & Cloudy playing like that once again at the Bridge.
I was able to find a little tuff of your fur & I cried with joy! I found a site that sells tiny *pet urns* that is attached to a keychain. It will be a *perfect* way to carry you with me at all times.
The robbers did steal your gorgeous urn & then your ashes, but
they can never, never take the precious memories we shared together. Those are tucked away in my mind.
the love that I have for you is *locked* forever in my heart.
Onyx, my girl baby ~
How to I even begin to thank everyone on this site for all of their love & support? They have shown me understanding, comfort, strength, compassion, tenderness & friendship. I can't even begin to tell them how they *helped* me thru my darkest time. They were there when you went to the Bridge & they came back when your ashes were stolen. I was beyond grief-stricken & they were there, never giving up on me. All these wonderful & caring people......and EdW, who started Petloss. There are not enough or the right words I can use to say except ~
~*~THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE AT PETLOSS. I DON'T KNOW HOW I WOULD OF MADE IT THRU ONE OF THE MOST PAINFUL TIMES IN MY LIFE WITHOUT EACH & EVERY ONE OF YOU.~*~
My Onyx, my girl, my precious ~ Love from Mommie