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JackieTeller

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Diane, 

I am so sorry that today is such a sad day.  Brandy was a very special girl and I know how hard it is today for you, as it was for me on the 18th.  It is interesting that Miss B. went to Rainbow Bridge on the 17th, Rosie on the 18th and Brandy on the 23rd....all within one week of each other and only one month apart.  Next month it will be a year for my sweet girl, Rosie.  I wish I could do something to ease your pain but just remember I am here for you.

Love, 
Jackie

diane772

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Jackie, Thank you for the kind words. I have often thought that about all the dates. I guess we were meant to be good friends, our babies urged us to reach out to each other in our need to grieve. I wish I could say it gets easier after 1 year but I can't.  To all my friends Jackie, Bonnie, Keith and Karmacat, you are always in my heart. Love Diane
Linda4361

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Hello everyone,
I’m trying to write this through my tears as I lost my beautiful Molly dog 🐶 on Tuesday. The pain I’m feeling is so unbearable, I miss her so much & the love and happiness she gave me everyday. I wake thinking she will be there waiting for me, happy & tail wagging . I can’t stop crying and am very down . I’m so glad I’ve found this site as it has helped knowing I’m not alone by feeling like this.
Thank you everyone for sharing x
diane772

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Hello Linda, I am so sorry for your loss. The grieving process is difficult but we are here for you. Please write anything you want, I have some good days, painful days and some very bad days. Coming here has helped me a lot and I am sure my Brandy has welcomed Molly so she is not alone. Try to be strong. Diane
Linda4361

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It is so comforting when someone reaches out to your words & feelings and responds with kindness & honesty ....Thank You Diane.
JackieTeller

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Hello Linda, 

I am so sorry for your loss.  This board is a wonderful place to share our grief and our love for our departed fur babies.  When my Rosie died 11 months ago and went to the Rainbow Bridge, a piece of my heart went with her.  She was a very proud and noble little white Jack Russell Terrier with dark eyes and a heart of gold.  I have missed her so much since she departed.  Please know we are here for you.  

Jackie in Seattle
mama to Rosie, LuLu, KitKat and Blossom
Linda4361

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Thank You Jackie your words of comfort have meant so much. Yes I think this board I stumbled upon through my tears (or was I guided by Molly?) will be a god send to remember Molly.
Little Molly was a beautiful Jack Russell, full of character & bucket loads of love to give. She was a small dog, all white with tan & black patches, a pretty little face of tan & black 🐶 with the darkest brown eyes. Bless her and all her new furry friends she has met on her journey over Rainbow bridge. Running free forever 💜

Kindest Wishes
Linda in England
diane772

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Linda, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you tonight and hoping you have a peaceful night. You will find a great friend in Jackie and also myself. Take care Diane
Linda4361

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Thank You Diane & Jackie,You are both so kind. Yes I did sleep better but the next morning when I got up and realised that little Mol isn’t around was so hard l just expect her to come trotting up to me tail wagging bless her, 😢
We buried her under our large olive tree and leave the fairy lights in the tree on at night for her, I’ve also planted wild flower seeds were she is sleeping which has made me feel a little better too.🌻🌺🌷
Hope you are having a good day today ladies
Kindest regards to you both
Linda

diane772

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Linda, good to hear from you. I also have friends on another pet grief page and I was told to invite you to that one. It is Miss B please look for it and come on over to that one to talk with some more new friends. They are wonderful people, Jackie also goes to that one. None of us would have made it this far without each other. We support each other on bad days and rejoice when something goes right for one of us. I know how you feel about expecting your loved one to be there. I still have moments thinking Brandy will meet me at the door when I come home. Take care Diane
JackieTeller

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Hi Linda and Diane, 

I can so relate to not having my sweet Rosie there for me in the morning.  When I would come home from work and she could still hear, she would hear me coming and the key in the door.  She had that JRT yap, yap, yap...so excited to see me.  I could have rotten days at work but Rosie and LuLu were the light of my life and it was so joyful to have them barking (actually LuLu isn't much of a barker....Rosie was a yapper.  You could hear her a block away.  I cremated her and bought a rose in her memory called an "Electron" rose because that's what Rosie was in my life, my little electron.  

I still think about that little dog every day.  I know she is waiting for me.  

Love to you both and yes, Linda please join us on Miss B's thread.  We all share our tears, joy, pain, and everyday going's on.  I don't know what I would do without my dear friends Diane, Bonnie, Keith and KarmaCat.  Please join us.  

Jackie in Seattle

cosesmom

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Diane,
I love that you write to Brandy every month that marks the day of her going to the rainbow Bridge. I do the same for Termy, maybe not on the 18th of every month but I do write to him when I feel sad .It's like keeping a journal, isn't it? I feel your love and can see how much you miss her. We were blessed to have shared our lives with them.
I think all of our babies brought the five of us together for a reason.
Bless you for loving her
Bonnie
Linda4361

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Hi Diane & Jackie
Hope all is good in your part of the world today.
Happy Sunday to you both ☀️
Sorry I haven’t been in touch, a poor excuse of work I’m afraid so as I was sat having a coffee in a quiet moment you came into my thoughts as I was thinking of my beloved Molly. Shed a few tears this morning in the quietness of the house but have gorgeous, happy memories of a beautiful girl who enriched my life beyond words.
Comforting to think they are all racing and rolling around playing together in the sun near rainbow bridge 💜
Love to you both, take care ladies
Linda
JackieTeller

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Hello Linda, 

Thank you for your kind words.  Yesterday, the 18th, was one year ago my sweet Rosie passed.  Oh how I love her and miss her so much.  It was not a good day.  I spent most of it in bed.  But then my little girl came to me in the most unexpected way.  After I got up having cried most of the day, I went to take my little LuLu for a walk.  She is a chihuahua/jack russell.  I looked and looked and couldn't find LuLu's collar.  So I looked at my little tribute stand I have for my Rose which is where Rosie's collar is.  I asked Rosie if it was okay if I borrowed her collar for LuLu.  She said absolutely!  So I put Rosie's collar on LuLu...it was a bit snug but that was okay.  I do not want to change the size because it fit my sweet girl.  So LuLu and I went for a walk with my sweet Rose around her neck.  Afterwards, I had to return some stuff at the store and LuLu still had Rosie's collar on.  I took it off and hung it on my rear view mirror in the car.  So now my little Angel travels with me wherever I go.  She wanted me to put her collar there.  I can still see her little JRT white hairs on the collar.  I know she was trying to comfort me.  I did finally find LuLu's collar.  It was on my bed where I had looked several times previously.

Your friend in Seattle, WA
Jackie
diane772

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Brandy, Another month has gone by and life is getting alittle easier. I actually was talking about you the other day and I didn't start crying. I don't like to cry in front of people so I cried after they left which is progress. I could feel you with me giving me courage, thank you for being with me. I always feel you near me like you were when we shared the same house. I still turn around and think you will be there, I wonder if that feeling will ever go away. I hope not. I miss you so much. Your bed is still right were it always has been, I can't bring myself to move it. I hope you can still feel my love, that will never change. Words will never explain how much I miss you. You will always be the one perfect fur baby for me, we just meshed perfectly. You always knew when I needed a laugh or a hug. Right now I really need a hug and I can feel you here with me. Thank you for being my baby and my best friend. My love always and forever. Mom
diane772

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Brandy my baby, Time just keeps moving forward even though my heart is still in that moment. As you know I still talk to you everyday and I miss you so much. I saw your friend the other day and I think he was looking for you, of course I cried as I was patting him and telling him he is a good boy. It did bring a smile to my face when I was thinking how much you loved him and would run around him. It was so cute when we went for our walks and we would get to the corner where he lives and if he was outside you would drag me over to see him. It is so nice to come here and talk to you, even though I talk to you everyday, this makes it feel more real. It's like in my mind you are feeling my love because I am writing it down. Pearl is doing good, she is trying to keep me busy so the days go by. I will always love you and you will always be my little girl. Love always Mom
JackieTeller

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Hi Dianne
Please read what I just wrote on Miss B's thread. Jackie
diane772

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Hello Brandy, It has been 17 months and I feel like it was yesterday that you left me. My friends here have kept me going, telling me about the cardinal. He has been here every day so I know you are still with me. Another friend was describing loosing a fur baby saying it was so much different from loosing a person in your life. I think it is because you were my best friend. I could tell you anything and you never judged. You never made me feel like I did the wrong thing. You loved me no matter what, you were always happy to see me. I miss you so much that words can not even describe. I just wanted to say Thank you for being the best fur baby for me. I know people say I chose you but in reality you chose me, from the first minute I met you we knew it was the right match. I love you so much everyday and that will never change. I miss you everyday and that will never change. Love Mom
Barefoot1

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Diane I feel the same way you do. I lost my best friend and I will never be the same. It still hurts to think about losing B as I know you hurt for Brandy. I will never be the same but we need to stick together to share the memories. Keith.
cosesmom

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Diane,
I feel the same as you do. They are so very special and it's the love we cherished and the love we miss. Brandy was such a wonderful little lady.
Bless you.
Bonnie
JackieTeller

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Hello Keith, Diane and Bonnie, 

I feel exactly the same way.  Rosie was a very special little girl that came to me at a time in my life where I had just ended a horrible, abusive marriage, had moved to another state and my son couldn't keep her.  Little did I know that the short two years he talked about would turn into over 14 years.  I still miss Rosie every day.  I still talk to Rosie every day.  I look at the picture of her the night before she passed over 14 months ago and say good night Rosie, I love you and give the picture a kiss.  I too enjoyed  the quote of the best place to bury your dog is in the heart of the person who loved them the most.  

Rosie, my sweet girl, you are not forgotten.  Your rose actually has blossoms on it!  I am so excited for them to bloom.  

Your mama, Jackie....will see you in heaven.
diane772

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Thank you everyone for sending me a note here. I write on this page for Brandy and myself but it so caring to know my friends are reading it and acknowledging my thoughts. Jackie thank you for sharing about Rosie's picture. I kiss Brandy's picture every morning and every night, it helps me think she is still here because that is how I started everyday and ended everyday when she was with me. Love you all Diane
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