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megb2104

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Hello,
I need some prayers or maybe just an ear :(
This Saturday, my little yorkie "Chewie" (he reminded me of Chewbacca), was killed. I was going to
a movie and didn't realize he had followed me to my car, and I got in and
slammed my door. My boyfriend came to the car and picked his little limp body
up, there was blood coming out of his mouth. I picked him up and felt his hear
beat fading until I felt nothing and knew he had passed. I have never had my
heart break like I did that night. I held him for about an hour, and we buried
him that night. I have so much guilt, my heart is so heavy. I can't stop
thinking about how I betrayed him, how I hope to God he wasn't scared or felt
any pain in his last few moments. I hope he understood how much we loved him. I
loved Chewie and miss him so much. I feel like I am taking it so hard and I know
this will pass but my heart is so heavy.
Thank you so much for listening.
Sincerely,
Megan

CRS

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Megan,

I've said prayer for you and Chewie.

Christopher

Derby

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I'm very sorry about what happened, Megan. It must be a very traumatic thing to try to come to terms with. Try not to think that you betrayed Chewie though. It was a mistake, an accident. Sometimes life doesn't seem fair at all.
Maria78NY

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I'm so very sorry for your loss. It's NOT your fault. We are grieving now as well and my boyfriend was beating himself up because he thought he caused the death of our bunny. He didn't. The vet confirmed it but it doesn't make it any easier. I'm sure you are beating yourself up over this and a million things are going through your mind on how you could have done something different. You did nothing wrong and I know it's easier said then done but don't beat yourself up over it. You're allowed to mourn and grieve. It's the worst feeling ever but know Cherie had an amazing life with you. My prayers are with you and your family.
megb2104

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Thank you all so much for your kind words <3 Happy Thanksgiving
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