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angels819

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She died yesterday. I miss her so much.  She could not recover from eating something poisonous.  I held her in my arms while she was dying.  She tried to give me kisses but could not hold her head up.  I miss her so much.  My heart aches.  I feel her everywhere.  I wish I could hold her. 

diane

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Dear Helen,  I am so very sorry for your loss of Chula.  It is hard to loose these wonderful pets who are so much a part of our lives and families.  You have my deepest sympathy.

When you feel you can,  write and tell us all about her.

Bless you and the spirit of your beloved angel.

Love,  Diane, mom of Miss Dallas at the bridge almost 8 years
Bobo

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Oh Helen, I'm so sorry. Were all here, so come as often as needed. I lost my baby 3 weeks ago, I still cry every day. Everyone here understands.....

Your in my prayers Helen.

Blessings,

Bob
angels819

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Thank you Diane and Bob.  Thank you for understanding.  I have never felt a pain as deep as this. I feel it in my heart and gut...  I know she did not want to leave me.  She cried for me when I had to leave her at the Vet Tues.nite.  4 hours later the Vet called and said she was getting worse and I should come there and make a decision.  I held her in my arms till midnight and I could not make a decision.  She had a stroke and was having seizures while I held her.  The vet sent us home with seizure medicine and I held her in my arms sitting in our chair till 2:30 a.m. , We ran out of seizsure medicine so i took her to the hospital.  She was comotose.  Her pupils dilated and fixed.  She was gone.  I had to make that final decision.  I cry when I think of her.  I miss her so much.  

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Helen,
I am so sorry for your loss.  I just lost my baby 4 weeks on August 3.  His death was sudden and traumatic.  I was in such shock and could not believe that he was just gone.  He was only 5 years old.  I miss my baby so much that it hurts physically and mentally.  Some days our better then others.  The pain isnt as constant as it was in the beggining.  I am starting to do things again, being away from the house really helps.  I also went into therapy right away.  That has helped to.  There are support groups out there I have been to those to.  I know their is nothing that I can say that will make you grieve any less but all of us know how you feel  Come on here as much as you need.  Hugs to you,

Cathy
angels819

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Yes, I think I am in shock too!! I don't want to eat or go out of the house.  She was always by my side.  She loved to go for walks.  I don't know if I will ever be able to go for walks by myself.  She would talk to me.  We had a special bond.  But you all know about that....  She was the most precious, sweetest little dog.  I just had her for 6 years.  I never thought I would lose her so soon. 

beautifulbaby

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Helen,
It sounds like you had an amazing bond with your girl.  I can relate to everything you feel.  I to am struggling with walking again.  My little boy love to go on walks and he loved to run.  We also had an amazing bond, one I have never had with another pet.  He was my baby just like my own child.  Losing him felt like I lost apart of me.  He is not here for me to nurture and take care of anymore and that makes me feel so alone.  I cry everyday for him and have been very depressed, but somehow I have been managing to get through most of days.  It is a struggle. I come on here alot.  I find support here which has been a blessing.  Keep sharing, keeping coming back.  You are in a safe place to vent all your feelings.  Take care for now,

Cathy
angels819

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I am sad. I miss Chula soooo much. 

LukesDad

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Helen, I'm so sorry!  You love your sweet Chula so deeply!  She will always be with you!

May the Lord give you comfort in your pain.  LukeAndLilsDad  (Rick)
EJones

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The only pain they ever caused was with their passing.  But that is a pain like no other.  I have posted here that if someone wanted to see the face of God, all they had to do was look into a beloved dog's eyes.  YOur baby knows that you loved her so deeply.  It is hard when we love them so mcuh yet they are only with us a short time in our lives.  But it was a lifetime for Chula.  A life that you filled with love and caring.  She loves you for that and she is with you always.  Never forget that.

Mare

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I am so sorry for the sudden passing of your precious Chula. I know the grief and heartache that you are going through at this time. Life changes way too much when our precious little ones leave us. I hope you will post a picture of your sweet girl. Our babies will always live in our hearts.

Mare
precious Christoph ~ 2 years at the bridge ~
angels819

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thank you for that EJones.  that is so sweet.  i loved her so much. but i could not save her.... that hurts me.....

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