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Wackyy

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Everyday I think if I made the right decision here, me and my bf. She was 2 years old, and we have her 2 sisters from the same litter and her father. They all lived peacefully until I had to move my cat in. She then suddenly became aggressive to her father, idk what started the initial fight - I think a noise startled them and our sweet sweet panda started to attack him. I separated her from the others, and about 2 days later me and my bf were cleaning and she got into our room. Another fight, my bf intervened and he became the target of the attack. He healed, we got her spayed in hopes of her behavior changing. All was good until last Wednesday when she got into our room once again to attack her father. Bf intervened, and this attack was more brutal than the last, blood everywhere. It broke our hearts. She was the sweetest out of them all and honestly our favorite. She was our baby.

I wonder if I made the right decision every day. She was sweet to us still as long as her father wasnt around. I tried everything to make things go back to the way they were. Everything other than medication for her behavior. But I guess the only logical option was to let her go, we couldn't live like this anymore. I thought about taking her to a shelter, they either wouldnt take her or euthanize her too, alone and scared. It would be extremely difficult to rehome her and even then we couldnt have her here for another day, and we wouldnt want her to attack anyone else. Letting her go would just be cruel as well :( I feel so horrible about the situation. I grew extremely attached to her the whole time me and my bf have been together. But she was his baby and it's just an all around horrible situation. Our hearts are broken. It's almost been a week and I still hurt over this. I wish I could take it all back or go back in time when things were normal, my dreams literally haunt me about it. I'm so sorry
Brandy_Mommy18

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I'm so sorry...I don't know if the guilt ever goes away...I think we all struggle with some measure of guilt...the love was real...try to focus on that. So very sorry for your loss...
Brandy_Mommy18

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I'm so sorry...I don't know if the guilt ever goes away...I think we all struggle with some measure of guilt...the love was real...try to focus on that. So very sorry for your loss...
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