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My Dear Sweetheart Meister:
It's almost 6 weeks now and I have not found and way to ease the pain of losing you. I still find myself thinking that I will go into the bedroom to check in you as I always did during the day. It breaks my heart. I keep reliving the last day you were with us. I told you to eat you food that I made your special chick-chick and how you did not seem any different on that day. I made some very bad decisions for you and I am truly sorry. I did not have the rest of your teeth extracted because they could not convince me that you we OK with anesthesia and your were 15. Dad and I decided to stop the Enacard because you were not eating and this was a side effect. The vet said it was for the coughing and you did not cough much at all. All I know is this: Nobody could have given you more love than Dad and I. In my life I had a very hard time expressing love but for some reason I gave you every bit of love I knew how and I will love you with all my heart for giving me more love back. I will always remember your sweetness and how you were happy every day of your life. I pray for you every day my sweet, sweet Meister. Thank you again to everyone at this site for your kindness. I pray every day for all of you suffering the pain and sadness of losing your beloved pets. I say to you today as I said to you every day. You are Mommies Boy and a Very Very Good Boy, I love you Meister. I wait to hold you and kiss you again. Mom
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Mary; Such a sweet post, as all yours are. You said you will always remember his sweetness and how happy he was every day of his life; Well Mary, you and yours were the reason for all his happiness. You brought so much joy into his life as he did yours and it shows in your messages to him. He knows how much you both loved him and rest assured he is bragging about it to everyone there with him. As I have said before, I hope in time that your heart can start to heal. God Bless-----Jerry in Oklahoma. Peach ask Meister to look down on his Mom and his special way see if he can't help provide her with some peace and comfort. We know all of you there don't want us to be sad, but you understand why.
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We all have regrets when we look back on the care we gave our precious furbabies. I regret that I didn't brush Molly's teeth everyday; if I had, I would have found the start of that mouth cancer sooner. But then, the vet had just checked the inside of her mouth two weeks before she was diagnosed with malignant melanoma.
If only. You and your husband did what you and your vet thought was right for your sweet Meister. Oh that we each had that magic orb to see the future and know the consequences of our actions before we act! We could maybe dodge this problem or disease only to have another rear its nasty head. Maybe. Everything is in God's hands and in His time. They came to us for a time, and then returned to their Heavenly Maker. What we need to concentrate on is how very fortunate we are that they were with us at all and be very grateful for every minute God granted us with them. Sorry if I sound preachy, I'm not trying to be. But it's the only way such a loss can make any sense at all.
You are in my prayers today. And I especially pray that you will get a sign from Meister that lets you know that he's fine and waiting patiently for you to get him at the Bridge, in God's time.
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Thinking of you and from your posts in the past and now, I know that you love Meister completely. He loves you, and you will be with him again. God Bless, Kittiekat
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Dear Mary-- I don't know if you read my reply in your previous post (Memorial for Meister), but my heart goes out to you and your husband for your loss of such an adorable little guy. "Time" only numbs some of the pain and grief we endure. It's so difficult to ever totally erase the sadness we feel. We always carry our love for them in our hearts and that's how we keep them close.
I know the love you have for Meister will always be with you, and I hope that you will have more happy memories that overtake the sad ones. Many thoughts and prayers---Teddy's Mom
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I am so sorry for your loss of Meister. Your letter to Meister is beautiful and filled my eyes with tears. Unfortunately I know that pain all too well. There are no words to adequately describe the pain of their loss or the profound impact their loss has on our lives. These Precious Angels bring so much Joy into our lives and when they leave the Joy leaves with them. Christopher has been gone for almost 16 months; I miss him as much today as the day he left. I have cried an ocean of tears and have no idea how my heart is still beating. We will miss them and cry for them Forever. Sending Prayers and Big Hugs Your Way Georgeann and Christopher Forever
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Mary--Sorry about your loss of Meister. Every time I see his picture I think of the poodle I had when I was much younger. She was a cocoa brown poodle and I still remember her and her cute ways. Know how much you must miss your pet.
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Your sweet Meister knows how much you love him. We all have regrets when we lose a furbaby, but please know that you did all you could. It helps to make a photo album of your furbaby. I have a screensaver on my computer of one of my Bridge furchildren. It is comforting. Please know that all our prayers and good thoughts go out to you. God's blessings to you, your husband and Meister.