My sweet little one,
Monday marks the two year mark since we had to make that painful decision to let you run free on the rainbow bridge until the day we meet again.
I hope you know baby girl, you're never far from my thoughts and I think of you often.
Something happened at the beginning of the year, my Mum's Chihuahua had puppies, the smallest, most tiniest little pups I have ever seen, just a almost the size you you were when you were born. I watched them being born, and when the second puppy was born I thought he was cute. Well as the weeks have progressed, I have found that I have fallen in love with him and I have decided to bring him into our home.
I never thought it possible but I am completely smittten by this little puppy who for some reason has bonded with me and think I'm his human. I like to think you sent him to me.
Suddenly though my joy is tainted with fear, I'm petrified, you my sweet had health issues, and allergies to certain grooming products, one product I am still convinced an allergic reaction caused your seizures, despite the fact we stopped using it, your seizure continued. But I'm scared, what if I do something wrong, use the wrong product with this little one, what if he gets hurt, what if I lose him too, I know eventually I will, and I am petrified. Then I wonder if I've made the right decision for him.
Then I look at his little itty bitty face and realise he absolutely adores me, just like you did at this age, he already follows me around and is even cheeky enough to tell me off. I don't really know how but I'm head over heels for this little guy.
He will never take your place my little girl, no pup ever could, and I will never love him like I loved you, it's just not possible, because he is so different to, but yep, I'm definitely in love with this little guy.
Love you precious girl