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Memphisgirl1

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Dear sweet little guy Hunter,
     Today Mom woke up with such a heavy heart and didn't even want to get out of bed to face this day. I still can't believe it has already been 3 years since you left our life, our precious little boy. Mom has not posted on here in quite a while, but I think of all the love and kindness I was shown here when we lost you, and that is something I will always remember. Mom got some devastating news on Thursday. I have been diagnosed with cancer my little guy. I told your Dad and Ashtyn it just seems like the month of March is forever filled with heartbreak for us.  Mom is trying to stay positive but I know I have a long, difficult road ahead of me. 
     We still miss you so much our precious little guy, and think of you each and every day. Even now 3 years later our house still seems so empty without you Hunter. You were such a spunky, joyful little boy with the biggest heart and the sweetest little soul.  You brought so much joy and happiness to our home and our lives that just can't be replaced no matter how many days go by. I hope you are happy and having beautiful days with all your special little friends, and never forget how very much you were loved by Me, Dad, and Ashtyn. Tonight I will look up at the stars and say a prayer for you my wonderful little boy and also ask God to please touch and heal me. I love you forever Hunter with all my heart and I miss you each and every minute of every day.
    Love,
           Mom

brenrae

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Sorry I am late on saying Happy Anniversary at the bridge, Hunter. Please take care of your mom as she deals with this disease. I know with the love you have for her, you will always be there as she goes through the treatments she must go through. And please give them all the strength they will need during this time.   
Memphisgirl1

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My dear sweet Hunter,
    Mom is just sitting here tonight missing you so very deeply. I can't believe most days it has already been 3 years you have been gone, and other days it seems like a lifetime since we had your spunky and bright little self here in our home and lives. You have been on my mind so much these last couple of months. Mom was diagnosed with cancer the 10th of March (how i really don't like that month) and I had my surgery the 3rd of May after numerous tests and a PET scan which showed up a spot in a lymph node also in my neck. I had a neck dissection and the surgeon removed 34 nodes in my neck, but thank God the cancer was only in one of them and had not spread to any of the others. I am finally starting to get back to normal and living with the incision from one side of my neck to the other. Ashtyn graduated from UNLV May 13 and I was one very proud Mom to be blessed to be able to be there and see her walk across that stage. She still misses you so much and we still laugh about your feisty little personality and talk about all the wonderful memories you gave us in the 12 years our life was blessed with you.
    Ashtyn moved to Tennessee 2 weeks ago for a job, so Mom is missing her very much also. After always having her so close it is hard to have her halfway across the country. Mom goes back to work the 7th of August and I am looking forward to getting back to school and the kids. have just spent this summer trying to recuperate and feel better and wishing I would have had you here by my side. You are always in my thoughts and prayers my special little boy and Mom needs you now more than ever to watch over me. I hope you are with all your beautiful friends....Brandy, Lee Lee, Bedo, Harry, Buddy, Smudgie, Toy, Bella,  Tuffy, Toby and all the others whose Mommies  and Daddies were so kind and compassionate to me when I first came here 3 years ago with my broken heart. Prayers are so needed now. Be happy my little boy till Mom and you are together again. I love you Hunter and miss you each and every minute of every day.
NancyMarie

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Dear Memphisgirl,

Thank you for mentioning my precious Smudgie in your post, it made me smile.

I'm sorry I'm  late in wishing your sweet Hunter a happy anniversary at Rainbow Bridge.  I don't get on Petloss as often as I like but I always fondly think of everyone and their furbabies. 

I do remember your many beautiful posts about your sweet Hunter.

I hope at this writing your health is continuing to improve and please know I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Remember the love never ends, we carry them in our hearts forever.

Hugs to you my friend and Angel kisses to your beloved Hunter.

Nancy,  Angel Smudgie's Mom and Mom to Calie, Sparky and Jade
Memphisgirl1

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Dear Nancy Marie,
     Thank you so much for remembering my little guy. I know your heart feels like mine as both our precious babies left us around the same time. I will keep you and Smudgie both in my thoughts and prayers and wish nothing but love and blessings for you both.
Pam
Bedomom

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Dear Sweet Hunter,

Hope you have a blast with all the kids on the 3 year anniversary.  I feel mommy misses you so much Small Little one! her loss is like mine to Bedo and I know how she feels...  Please be close to her, she needs you in her heart and spirit so much, have all the little ones to send her your angel powers.  I know it hurts, but is is also so touched and precious to have all the love and loving memories of you and mommy!
Have fund and be happy wherever you are Little One!

Dear Pam

I hope you are doing well, I know Hunter is always with you as our pommies are very smart! please take a good care of yourself, and I know sweet memories of Hunter would always bring a smile to your face as Bedo's to me.  Think of our babies wherever they are, they are with you too, I pray they will send you all their angel powers to you just like us from this web site....
Hugs,
Nance, BedoTropiMom 
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Pam,
I have you on my mind tonight.... I hope that you are making progress with your treatment and that today was a good day for you.  Think of your sweet little Hunter running the fields of Heaven with Lee Lee and all the gang and smile for them.... they chased some butterflies today I'm sure...

Hugs tonight,
Melanie
~Lee Lee's Mama~
Memphisgirl1

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Dear Melanie,
   Thank you so much for thinking about me and your very kind thoughts for me and my little guy. I think of you and your sweet Lee Lee so very often.  I wish I could report happy news, but seems like my nightmare is never ending. I was diagnosed with cancer in March (will forever not like that month) and underwent surgery and a radical neck dissection the 3rd of May. My surgeon said he got all the cancer out and removed 34 lymoh nodes in the neck dissection. Only 1 lymph node had cancer it it, but it was still encapsulated and had not spread. The other 33 nodes were all negative. Spent all summer trying to recover and get back to normal. In August I started having ear, jaw, head, and throat pain. I saw the surgeon who said all looked great and the pathology report after my surgery showed good, large , clear margins with no sign of cancer. He sent me for a PET scan the 22nd of September after the pain was not going away and the results came back another tumor. Melanie, I was devastated. It had only been a little over 4 months since my surgery. I have to have a biopsy this Saturday the 21st in the hospital, where I will also have a port for chemo inserted and a PEG feeding tube, as now I have to have 7 weeks of chemo and radiation. It feels like I am in a nightmare I just can't wake up from. I told my husband in the past couple of weeks I have dreamed about Hunter almost nightly and am wondering if that means I will be with him soon. Please keep me in your prayers as I know I have a long hard road ahead of me. I am trying to stay positive, but the pain and fear are so overwhelming. 
   Pam
LeeLeesMama

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Dear Pam,
I've had you on my heart lately.  How are you feeling my dear friend?  I'm praying that you are doing much better and that you and your family are having a good Christmas.  I know your precious little Hunter is always near and watching over you - I hope he is able to visit you today in a special way.
Hugs and prayers,
Melanie
~Lee Lee's Mama~ 
NancyMarie

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Dearest Pam,

I haven't been on in a few months and just read about what you've been going through over the past year. 

I pray that you are doing better, stay strong my friend.  I know your sweet Hunter is watching over you. 

I hope you are making progress with your treatments and maybe at this point you've finished.

Please know I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs to you and Angel kisses to your beloved Hunter.

Nancy, Angel Smudgie's Mom and Mom to  Calie, Sparky and Jade
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