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I found my PJ at the bottom of our pool this morning and I don’t know what to do. I haven’t been able to stop crying all day. 15 years and I can’t believe he died this way, alone in a pool. He’s never gone into the pool, I don’t know what happened, my husband had the video cameras off he says he’s glad because I wouldn’t want to see. But I want to know what happened how this happened. I fee so guilty because I didn’t lock the pet doors, I didn’t close the doors. I can’t sleep all I see is my baby in the pool, I hate the pool I want to fill it in. I’ve had PJ since forever it seems he was such a good dog. Actually he was terrible he never listened, he bit people he tore up shoes but none of that to me. He was my baby slept with me every pregancy, later at my feet when I was sick kept me company. I don’t know what to do I feel so sad

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I am sending you my love and deepest symphony. What a tragic accident. 
I would love to have the right words to say to help ease your broken heart but all I can say is I am so very sorry. PJ doesn't blame you and you should try to be easy on yourself. You loved him and did your very best all his life. We love them and try to protect them with the best of intentions and things happen beyond our control. Try to let that last picture of PJ go. I know it'll be hard but try very hard to replace them with all the wonderful memories you two shared for 15 years. Remember the journey, The shoes etc. Close your eyes and picture PJ tearing around the house with a shoe in his mouth or standing out in the yard ignoring your call to come.
I know it'll take time for you to start to live life without PJ but be gentle with yourself. PJ waits for you at the Bridge just as my beloved Termy waits for me.
Love and doggie hugs
Termy's mom
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