Registered: 1211298031 Posts: 95
My precious angel. I let you go today. You were the joy of my life, my best friend, my everything. It was the hardest thing in the world for us, but we had to let you go. You were suffering too much and we could no longer hold out for another day to see if maybe you might get better. The vet said that your body was full of tumors and that one was pressing against your heart and growing in your lungs. Why is life so unfair. Why do bad people get to live on, but beautiful angels like you have to suffer these afflictions and die. I hurt so much right now. The pain is indescribable. I am so lonely without you. Sunny misses you so. She is quiet and just lying around. My baby boy you are at peace now. No more of that wretched cancer; no more wretched chemo treatments and needles, although you were so good about it. I will miss your licking my feet when I get out of the shower; dad will miss your running out to him when he comes home; I will miss your greeting me at the door and coming home to your beautiful face, I will miss your endless kisses, giving you Xmas presents. Life without you will not be the same. You are the love of my life, now and forever. Mama will see you again some day, that's a promise. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray; you'll never know dear Bennie how much I love you, so please don't take my sunshine away. My sunshine is gone now. I miss you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO my baby boy. Play now, be free. See you later my love, my baby boy.
Registered: 1208508336 Posts: 820
Dear Bennies Mum
I sent you a reply on your other post but something happened to it. Sorry to hear about Bennie. You did everything you could to hold on to him but he needed to go home. His time on earth was over. I am sure one day you will see him at the Rainbow Bridge. It was a beautiful tribute to your friend and companion. It is true the bad keep going on and the good die young. Wonder why that is. All my thoughts are with you.
Registered: 1194492978 Posts: 5,100
I sent you a reply on your other post, also. I wanted to tell you I always sang "You are my Sunshine" to Betsy, because that song described her perfectly. She would "WooWooWoo" along with me. They were our sunshine, weren't they? I also sang, "I love you a bushel and a peck". We will help you navigate this path of grief that is so treacherous. I promise. Melissa
Registered: 1199856214 Posts: 774
I am so sorry for your loss. Cancer is not fair. It has no conscience, no pity, no sorrow, no remorse, no empathy, no fear, no hate. It just kills whoever it chooses all the same. It sounds like you did everything you could do for your baby. I am sorry you are going through this.
Registered: 1206704663 Posts: 317
Dear Bennie's mom, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your sweet Bennie is now like you said free and healthy on the Rainbow Bridge. I can understand how much you miss him. Our little fur-babies are always the light in our house. I lost my sweet little min-pin Jessie two months ago and now, last wendsday I lost my second fur-baby our wonderful cat Neko. I miss him so much... I know he is in a better place and I hope he is enjoying... I think he might be a good frined of Bennie, my Neko was so social... Diana Jessie and Neko's mom.