Registered: 1509888837 Posts: 1
He was the greatest cat in the world, he loved me as much as I loved him, he saved my life from depression and additction was there for me when everyone else was not, I’ve been sober since I’ve had him.. for five years.. I’m hurt so deeply I saw the whole thing happen ran over on the road I ran a picked him up he was so hurt ... he got so hurt, :( I don’t know what to do and it’s been five days since it happend.. I comforted him in his last moments :( he was so good to me p, he knew I was there for him but I don’t think he could see.. he got ran over right in the middle poor guy .... uuuuuu I’m lost crying, he was loved and I’ve been getting better as the days roll on... I never thought I could get so attached to a little kitty... he was like.a spirit friend , he felt like my spirit soul mate or a long lost friend from another life... I will always Remember him forever ! I buried him in the garden the morning after this message . It’s terrible I know.. I just couldn’t let him go.. but I have too I haven’t looked at him since the next morning after it happend. I won’t again... he’s wrapped up and in a coffin box ready... I have to be strong and will have a hurting place in my chest. Seeing the accident put me in shock, my daughter saw it as well ,! After school on bloody Halloween of all days. My daughter took it a little better than I did she was so sweet to me telling me she loved me and it will be ok... hmmm I’m supposed to be the strong one but I was lost beyond lost after it happend. Poor guy forever rememberd I love you chuck forever. One thing about me is I’ve had a long history of trauma one of witch my brother was ran over by a truck when he was young and grew up a handicapped para-pligic. He grew up with such hard ship but always had a positive attitude . He’s since passed away November 2009 so seeing all this welled up soar feelings about that too. I miss my brother, my friends, my cat my best friend in the world. Do t let your kitty’s out side if you live on a busy street and always look both ways before crossing any road or track or path or bloody deer trail ok god bless. Stay sober. Live on one day at a time.
Registered: 1509923634 Posts: 4
Oh bless your heart it's so hard. Try to stay strong. I am thinking of you and I know he was a better cat for having you. My thoughts go out to you and your daughter.
Registered: 1509681063 Posts: 10
Hugs! I lost my Atlas on Halloween wee early morning too.. I am so sorry that you have to go through this... hugs!
Registered: 1503009956 Posts: 158
Your post got me in tears.
So sorry for your sweet baby's and your brother's passing and the way you had to experience it.. Your daughter's words really felt touching! I hope you can try to take a good care of yourself when you're ready and know that Chuck (was that his name?) doesn't want you to suffer! Blessing to you and your daughter 🌷🐹