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Posts: 7
My dear little one, my heart, my life, my everything,
It has been almost a month since we are not together. Mummy hates herself every time when she eats something delicious and you are not there to try it. Mummy used to give everything to you my precious baby... There were few hard times when Mummy lost her jobs and she had only bread and butter for herself in the fridge. But for you, my prince, there had to be meat and treats and toys. You were my everything, I hated men on the street that looked down on you. I loved dogs from the neighbourhood who were your friends and hated those who dared to bark at you and scare you (and Mummy felt guilty for hating them, as it wasn't ok). And you, you were also so full of love, kissing me all day long. We played with your toys, we were running through the whole apartment laughing and so full of joy. Mummy was reading her books and you would snuggle with her patiently and it was warm, so warm and so full of love. You were my whole life, my Universe and I was yours.

And then, I dont know why, all of a sudden, as if you were possesed by an evil demon, you started to attack me. Mummy didn't know it was rage syndrome... Mummy was scared. It was horrible to be afraid of you. I had to move your bed outside my bedroom. It was too dangerous to sleep together as you even didn't remember those attacks... You were sniffing through the doors during nights. You couldn't understand why you were punished as it looked like a punishment to you. Mummy felt the pain in your eyes every night when she closed the door. It was like a mountain between us. Mummy slept unhappy in one room and you were miserable in the other... But Mummy hoped that the attacks will stop after neutering... And she was wrong... It happened again and our world crashed. I didn't trust you anymore. You didn't know what you did to me as you had amnesia after each attack so you just saw that Mummy doesn't love you anymore the same way. Mummy loved you, Hector, and always will.. But Mummy was afraid, so scared of your transformations, so helplessness and so confused of everything....
The wound in Mummy's heart is deep and it is much worse from those shallow ones that you made on her body and face. Most of them were almost scratches. You didn't hurt your Mummy, you didn't want that... It was all a bad dream, a nightmare... And we will wake up together cuddling and laughing and playing as we used to. Mummy will not have to shut doors in front of you again. And we will be free of pain, both of us...

Posts: 10
So sad to know this.

Posts: 10
Though mine is young, I see to cry one of my neighbors for a dog and don't eat for two days. We all love our sixth family member so much.
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