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I'm so sad today. It's been over a year since Luna died and almost 8 months since Gypsy died. I have good days and bad days but lately I just miss them both so much it makes me crazy. Gypsy's would have been 14 on May 8 and I'm dreading that day. We're celebrating my son's 3rd birthday tomorrow (his actual birthday is 5/4), and I'm not even excited about it - how sad is that? I love that little boy more than life, don't get me wrong, I just really miss my girls. My life has changed so much since they died and I really struggle on some days - today being one of them. I pray to God every day for strength as I know that He is in control and knows my needs much more than I do. I also thank God every day for bringing those two angels into my life, for they taught me how to love unconditionally. This forum is a saving grace for me.
God Bless, Gerlie (Luna & Gypsy's mom)
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So sorry, Gerlie. When I read posts like yours and others who are nearly a year into this, I don't know what to do. I am only five weeks from losing the most important thing in my life. I am so sorry for your losses. They are beautiful.
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Your girls are so lovely. I am so sorry that you are sad. Some days can be very bad I know.
Thinking of you, Di xxx
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Oh what adorable furbabies!!! I'm sure you miss them every day. These anniversaries are such sad reminders. We're sad for ourselves, we still love our babies so much but they're not here to give that love back like they once did. But they're happy & well and whole again at the Bridge, waiting for us. Their spirit is still with us, and I'm sure both Gypsy and Luna will be at your son's birthday party in spirit. I hope you receive signs from them to comfort you. It's good that you come here to this site, it's a wonderful place to be when you're among friends who understand. ~~Andee
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My heart is with you. I know how you're feeling especially with Gypsy's birthday coming up. There's something about that date..maybe because birthdays are a celebration with lots of good memories attached and now Gypsy isn't here to enjoy one.
I, too, am feeling very nervous and crying more because my Cicio's birthday is May 6 and that is also her 6 month anniversary of passing.
I will be thinking of you and sending hugs and will light a candle for both your Gypsy and my Cicio in remembrance of their birthdays.