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I know I'm not the only one who misses a little fur-baby. I know there are people suffering much more than me and still I wonder, why does it hurts so much? Why do I miss you more and more everyday? I just can't get used to the idea you're not at home anymore. Every monday I think: "it's been another week since Jessie is gone", and then I can only cry... I cannot stop my tears if I think about you, I cannot stop crying if I read about someone passing through the same situation as me. Ah, today is such a beautiful day. There is sunshine and it's warm. A dream day you could say. I bet if you were at home you'll be taking sunbaths, and I would be watching how much you enjoyed with a smile on my face. We could have walked and played outside until we both got tired and thirsty. So much plans I had for the future, and you were always part of them. I wanted so much you to see my children, but now I have to think that you would not be there to play with them. All this time you and Lucy were my babies. Now I don't have you... I wonder how it would be when I get children... I hope to be a good mother just like you were for Lucy. You were not human and still I learned so much from you!!! What a wonderful creature God created!!! I'm so thankful for those 8 years you were with us. Our beloved pets are such a wonderful blessing in our lives, they are pure and special. That's why we miss them so much when they go back to God. Time seems so long when we're waiting to see them again. Everyday is a battle to go on even if the pain seems unbearable. Little Jessie, I hope you're enjoying the good weather, taking lots of sunbaths and eating those cookies you loved. I miss you my baby, Diana, Jessie's mom. I miss you my little queen!!!
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I am so sorry about your loss of Precious Jessie. Your loss is still so raw as is the pain. Unfortunately this overwhelming pain just seems to go on forever; at least is has for me. Christopher has been gone for over 13 months and I cry for him every day. I still wake up hoping that I just had a nightmare and that he will be laying by my side. These Precious Angels steal our Hearts and take our Souls with them when they leave. I know that I will miss Christopher for Eternity. I wish there was something I could say that would help but I have not found anything that works. You and Jessie are in my Prayers. May God's Angels watch over her Forever. HAPPY 6 WEEK BRIDGE DAY PRECIOUS JESSIE. STAY SAFE FOR YOUR MOMMY AND LET HER KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK. IF YOU SEE CHRISTOPHER PLEASE TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM. Big Hugs Georgeann and Christopher Forever
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I felt so sad when I read your post. I know how very much you miss your darling Jessie and I wish I could say something to help ease your pain but there are no words that really help. It will be 2 months tomorrow that I lost my beloved Mr. Meowgy and it is not getting any easier. I see your day of dread is Monday, mine is Thursday. Will this go on forever? Will you hate Mondays for the rest of your life? Will I hate Thursdays? I am so tired of being sad. I am not making any progress, not moving forward. You are right, God just lets us borrow his babies for a while to bring us joy. I just wish we had more time with them. We do learn so much from our furbabies. They are smarter, kinder, more loving than most humans. That is why they leave such huge holes in our hearts when they must go. I wish you peace and comfort.
Happy 6 Week BridgeDay, adorable Jessie! Donna, Mr. Meowgy's mom
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I can still feel the sorrow and raw pain in your words when you write about your precious girl, Jessie. She was such a little darling and so very dear to your heart. Oh, if only we could turn back the hands of time! To have just one more hour with them. But, that would not be enough. These beloved creatures have stolen our hearts away and we are left to wander around with holes in our chests. I know you will be a great mother when it comes time for you to have your own babies....or another furbaby. Until then, please let beautiful memories of your girl bring you some comfort. Remember her sitting out in the yard sunning herself. Remember her munching on her favorite cookies. See the love in her eyes. That love lives on forever, dear Diana.
AND FOR YOU, PRECIOUS JESSIE: HAPPY 6TH WEEK BRIDGEDAY, SWEETHEART! PLEASE SEND YOUR MOM A SIGN THAT YOU ARE OKAY AND STILL RIGHT BESIDE HER EVERYDAY. SHE MISSES YOU SO. Sending you a big, big hug, Melissa Betsy's forever mommy Betsy, be a good girl. Go find little Jessie and give her big hugs and kisses from her loving mom. Love you girl!!
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Thank you all so much for your replies. I thik the only way to help me with this loss is writing. Not only for me but for others. There is not a day that I don't think of Jessie. It seems that everyday some memories of things I did not thought important are coming, every little thing Jessie did, is now important for me. It's amazing how many memories you can have from 8 years with your furbaby. Diana, Jessie's mom.