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Ariel

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Hi, my name is ariel and I recently lost my black lab buck july 8th at 13 years old. It been extremely extremely hard not getting to say goodbye to him. I cry myself to sleep daily... to the point were my insomnia has gotten out if control and rarely sleep anymore... i dont know wat to do any more honestly. Ive had buck since i was 4 and im now almost 18. he was my best friend and the only person there for me when i needed someone and now 13 years later hes gone and i didnt get to say good bye... my dad called me that morning while i was making breakfast crying saying buck had passed.. i couldnt even Finnish making the food my mom ended up having to take the phone and turn off the burner because i was hysterically crying on the floor. I cried all that day in my room until i fell asleep. My mom told me he burried him next to my window were he loved laying... i couldnt even be there for his burying because i was 2 hrs away at my moms... my father said he was playing fetch and rolling around like a dork and being his happy self the previous day and when he checked on him in the morning he was laying half out of his house with his head under his paws. He said he looked like he might of had a seizure while trying to come out of the house. I feel terrible i wasnt there for him and that he was trting to look for me for help and i feel like it was my fault and i could of prevented it... thank you for reading this. I havent had anyone to talk to about this since i have no friend im glad i found this group💙
Northernlitez

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Ariel

I am so sorry for your loss. I know how extremely painful it is. I am so sorry you didn't have a chance to say goodbye to your Buck, it's hard enough when we have some kind of closure and say our goodbye's for now. I had a lab mix for 14 years. She was a great friend and comfort to me in hard times. I had to let her go 2 1/2 years ago. The pain was overwhelming for awhile. I rescued another dog since then, but I still talk to my faithful friend gone on alot. I am sure you do the same with Buck. I believe a part of them is always with us and we will see them again. I am betting part of Buck is with you and he knows your feelings. Sending wishes for comfort and peace to you and hoping soon when you think of Buck it will bring more happiness than pain.
Ariel

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Thank you so much. I feel better after typing everything out and telling someone what happened instead of bottling it up💙 he was truely my best friend and will aways be
Ariel

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@northernlitez thank you so much i feel so much better after explaining everything and letting it all out.. im going to try to buy some books to help with grieving loss since im taking it so hardly💙
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