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Oscarcoyac

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Yesterday everything was great, i went out to an exercise class and my family went out to different places, my sister went out running, my mom and dad went out to eat dinner. When i got out the door i made sure my baby didnt get out. I took a one hour class in a gym 1 min away from my house, on foot. I guess when my parents left they didnt make sure my baby was inside the house. When i was just about to make a turn to the last block before my house I saw my sister sobbing and as i saw her limp dead body I screamed and ran back from shock. I tried calling the vet, i wanted to make her live, to have more time with her. But they didnt answer and when they did they started talking costs, i didnt care how much it cost i just wanted my baby back. 10 min laters they took her to be cremated.
I feel conflicted because I want her back but i also hope shes in a better place, where she doesn't feel pain and she can dig and bite stuff. I wish i could have more time with her, i hoped during the night i would dream with her or i would feel her lick me but i didn't. I just slept. Im really depressed because she was the only one who cheered up when she saw me, who always came when i called and i wonder whether if her last days with me made her feel as loved. I wonder if she knew that i loved her very, very, very much. I hope she does and i hope that while she lay there, she didnt feel alone and that she felt zero pain. Because she was a gift from god and my life will never feel the same.
PoisonIvy

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I'm so sorry for your loss.  It sounds as though your pet did love you very  much, and she knew that she was loved in return.
Oscarcoyac

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Thanks for that, i really appreciate it. I always felt a special connection with her.
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