Registered: 1521739382 Posts: 15
It has now been 3 weeks and 3 days ...without my baby girl Annabelle .....the support and post here have helped.....I mean I now know there are others who feel like I do....but I need to be with her....I miss her so much....I can't sleep....I cry when I eat....she did everything with me....I know it is selfless to miss her so much and hurt......for she was in pain and scared and did not want to leave me either....how do I go on......I can't even see her in my dreams any more ....Sorry, I go under in a fit of despair...it is like going under water...I cay and can hardly breath then come back up and know she is not in pain....just I am.
Again I wish to Thank all who post here with their replies and their post of grief of the lost they have.....God Bless you all....to feel the unbearably loss of these angels in our lives for so short of a time....shows that they have all our pure love always and forever....and then some. I LOVE my Annabelle...... Bill....Annabelle's dad
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I am sorry for your loss of Annabelle. The words you wrote could be my words. I have lost many dogs and cats over the years and it never gets easier when they leave. But I have to remind myself that losing them and having this pain is nothing compared to the love they bring us. The love never dies.
JoAnn - Jackie, Chan, Daphne, Scarlett, Noir, Stan, Thomas's mom and mom to many other Bridge babies. I lost my girl dog Jackie and cat girls Chan, Daphne, Scarlett and Noir within 18 months of each other.
Registered: 1520888180 Posts: 19
Annabelle will always be with you. She is happy and waiting for you. That thought has brought me some comfort after the loss of my Lloyd 4 weeks ago. The pain is unbearable I know xxx xxx
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Be thankful she took her last breath first instead of her losing you. I don't mean that in an insensitive way at all. I respect the fact you are unable to breathe right now...the pain is so dark, deep, lonely and frightening.
It will get better. You will not feel like this forever. I am so sorry you are suffering. I wish I could take it all away. My heart goes out to you. Such a very difficult time that will pass indeed..but not for a while. Stay the course. Roll with the punches.
Registered: 1523035737 Posts: 5
I am so very sorry for your loss. I’m going through a lot of the same feelings as you are at the moment. The hurt in our hearts is unbearable to say the least. I wish I knew what to say to make the pain in your heart go away. I guess we all need time to go through the grieving process before we can start to feel better. Cry when you need to cry, smile when you need to smile. Think about all the amazing times you had with Annabelle. She was loved very much and she knew it, she also loved you just the same. ❤️ You are in my thoughts and prayers ❤️ Big hugs to you.
Registered: 1521739382 Posts: 15
I want to Thank You All for your replies, and the words of support...I feel so very alone now ...and your words tell me that there are others whom feel the pain as I do ...and are still going on....
Its just so hard to be without my Annabelle......this is the longest time we have ever been apart in over 15 years........sorry please wait.........it overcomes me, the despair.... and I can't do anything...I just feel like I want to be with her.......but I do believe in the lord and know to be with her I have to wait till my time......but the hurt is so bad...I just want it to stop.....so I try to make the next hour, the next day.....but the further away from our parting the harder/deeper the pain.....it will be 4 weeks in 2 days....and I am afraid I will not ever see her again.... Well it is good to let it out here where I know this is understanding from others whom have loved as deep and lost the angles in our lives. Bill....Annabelle's dad....I love you Annabelle