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My little mama just died yesterday around 2 am , she was still warm, I checked on her around 12 am or 12:30 am, she had hermangiosarcoma, I just wanted to go hug her and sleep next to her, so I hugged her and wanted to just stay there, they picked her up for cremation around 10:30, the lady said at least she's better now cause cancer is pain and she's happy now, I was gonna have the vet come look at her on Sunday morning to see if to help her on her way cause she wasn't eating and vomiting and she was groaning in pain most likely from Friday night i think and couldn't get up for herself on Saturday, we live in Trinidad and tobago the vets here are useless, I can't keep thinking if she was in America she would be alive, I just want
to be with my mama, she was about 14 years now, I think she was born on January 2016, I wish we got to try cannabis oils and feco with her maybe she would've survived cause I found 2 persons that said they could help her with that and they helped other dogs using it and they're familar with Hermangiosarcoma,I was hoping she could hold out to get the oils, I didn't know if to bury her or cremate her, the people were already on their way to pick her up, I still don't know what to do, I lost her Papa on 5th April 2018, it's to much now, That's her in the back and her papa in front sweet papa and I just want to be with them 😭 She chose me when she was a little puppy she came and sat in front of me in the yard and just stayed there and looked at me in the face, I said then I will protect my little mama from anyone, I want to be with her and her Papa and mama and all the other dogs it's getting to be to much now. This is her last month This is when she started vomiting last week friday She used to come upstairs and sleep with her papa I miss her, I should've just stayed with her Saturday night thw whole night but she doesn't sleep if I stay close her she always knows i'm there and keep raising her head and watching, I don't know what to do I just want to be with my Mama and Papa
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm sure she knew how much you loved her.