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Larissa27

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hi everyone im glad to have found this website 

my cat had fiv ,heart failure then a tumour in his stomach
on the 26th of april my beloved sweet boy wills who was 13 years old
went in to a coma at 8pm  then his legs went cold his heart was beating 100 times a minute then had several seizures and finally passed at 4.07 am 

im so heartbroken and still cant believe he is gone i miss him so much 
im finding it so hard just to eat and feel sad all the time and not sleeping much at night





LonelyHeart

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Larissa27, I am so sorry for your loss and I am right there with you. My Baby (she just turned 15 last month) passed away suddenly at little after 1am on April 30th. Wednesday started out a normal day. Baby ate her breakfast and acting normal. I was playing on my computer around 11pm and realized I had not seen her in a couple hours. I went to look for her and could not find her in any of her usual spots (not completely abnormal but 95% she was in one her spots). I got out her Temptations treats (her favorite) and called for her. Then I start to hear her do that horrible distress meow, the one meow when you know something is horribly wrong. I found her under my bed and went into full panic mode. I pulled her out from underneath the bed and she could not stand up. Then she stood up, started acting really weird and then that is when the seizures started and they got worse. Her poor little legs were locking, then she would contort in her horrible positions. She was in so much pain. On the way to the 24/7 emergency vet (only about a 10 minute drive) she had 5 more seizures in the car. When I got her there, she had 3 more seizures at the vet even after they gave her medicine to help with seizures. The vet told me the medicine doesn’t prevent them but is suppose to help make them less frequent and lessen the intensity. I originally wanted to wait a few hours to see if she would improve before making the humane but heartbreaking call. Right when I had made up my mind to wait, the vet told me her pupils would not stop drastically expanding and contracting, which I saw later and it was awful. The vet said he was concerned pressure was building up in her brain. Then I made the dreaded call. I could not and still can not believe she is gone, especially that her blood work and checkup in February was good. l The vet strongly felt she had a stroke that triggered all the seizures. I could not believe that a little over 2 hours, everything had been fine to her passing away. Baby was the last of my three girls (Cleopatra/14 in 2012, Ace/18 in 2017). I haven’t lived with another human in over 15 years and now that Baby is gone, I think I am slowly slipping into madness. Like you I have hardly slept or ate since then. I feel like the pain is getting worse. For me personally, the middle of the night is the hardest because family and friends are asleep and of course I can’t sleep longer than 2 hours during the night right now. I have been cleaning and reorganizing in the middle of the night to keep myself occupied, it only partially works. How have you been coping?
Larissa27

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im still heartbroken feel a bit depressed
and not sleeping till 3am 
he came to me in my dreams this afternoon 
LonelyHeart

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Me too on both. I am happy for you got to see your sweet boy. I want to see my Baby so much. I hope I don’t upset or offend you by typing this but I have read many different dream books over the years. In several of them, it stated that a lot of times that when we dream of family(pets included) & friends, who have passed away, that really is them visiting us. They don’t ever want to frighten us so they come in our dreams so our brain says it was just a dream.
LonelyHeart

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Larissa27, I am so sorry I forgot to ask how Sunday was for you? I know probably not good but I hope it was at least tolerable. I am dreading my one week. I feel like I haven’t seen in weeks already.
Larissa27

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Sunday was so horrible i cried for 3 hours
cmartin04

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I know how you all feel. 2 weeks ago today my Anna and I were out in the yard and she was walking around with me while I did some yard work and she was rolling in the grass and I was sooo happy she was doing so well. The next morning she was gone. I miss her so bad. She is everywhere I look. Food has no taste, I feel empty, nothing seems to matter right now. 
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