Saturday April 11, 2020 I made the difficult decision that it was “time” for my Sassy to be released from the 12 medications and iv subq fluids every day. They were not working and just making her miserable.
She had elevated kidney and pancreas levels and had stopped eating. When we got up
that morning she was in pain, shaking, stumbling and staring out into space. I gave her pain
meds until the shaking stopped. I held her for an hour and talked to her before the doctor came to the house. She was never one that wanted to be cuddled, but that morning she just relaxed in my arms like she knew…..
I am at peace with my decision, but what I am struggling with is the fact that she is gone. She was by my side for all of her 13 years and since the Coronavirus it was 24/7. Everything screams Sassy is not here.