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Today makes six months of walking by myself without Termy by my side.
It's been a long and lonely journey without you. I still miss you so very much and still have an ache in my heart. My dearest Boo Boo I am starting to remember some of the memories we made together and even find myself smiling at some of those good times. I emptied a cottage cheese container just the other night and cried but remembered how you loved to lick it clean and how you held it between your paws to get every last drop. I look at your pictures and smile at them now because you seemed to always look into camera like you loved your picture being taken. Nothing has been the same since that day in September when we parted ways but I am learning to live each day without you by my side. I look at your star every night and talk to you since that day and find some peace. Nothing can ever fill the void in my heart for you had such a huge part of it. I send you a kiss each and every night and wish you a good day tomorrow. Without being able to talk to each night I wouldn't be able to go on. I miss you my dearest Termy and know I will see you again. Until that day, may God hold you tight and take care of you. Know that mommy loves you always. You are always by my side and forever in my heart. Love you Mom
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Read your post, I am so sorry for your lost. We just had to put down our Golden Retriever last Monday. His name was Gibson. He had been battling Lymphoma for the past 4 months. He had his good days and bad days. It feels so weird that hes not here on this planet now. I expect him to be at home with our other dog, waiting for me to get home from school, but I come into the house and have to force myself to remember he is not in the house anymore. I know though that one day, we will see our babies again. God loves all his creations. He gave everything the breath of life. With God in our hearts and asking him into our life's, I know for a fact that one day we will be reunited with our babies up in his amazing kingdom. For now, they are up there giving people hugs and kisses and Jesus is taking care of them and looking out over all of them. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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what a beautiful letter you wrote to termy. such love and depth. god bless you.