My Dear Rocky,
Today I finally picked up your water bowl, that was still full of water. It was so hard to do. I just cried and cried. When I went into our bedroom to make the bed, I kept waiting for you to come in and jump up and help me. It is so hard to not have you here.
Beckie still will not come into the bedroom. I moved your bed out into the living room, and she is sleeping on that now. She finally ate last night, so that is something, but she hasn't eaten today. Send a little wisper to her that it is ok, that she can eat now.
Baby is doing better, but he still spends a lot of time in your chair. I know he misses you as well.
I worry so much about your last few minutes. I'm sorry that I couldn't go with Daddy and James when they took you. I had to say my goodbye at home. I just hope you didn't think that we just dropped you off and left you there. I hope and pray you weren't scard to much. Daddy wanted to be with you, but he just couldn't stand the pain himself. Please forgive us for letting you go with strangers.
I miss you so much. You were such a pain the the butt, but my life is so empty without you. Please look down from that Rainbow Bridge and smile on us from time to time.
I havn't been able to pick up you gloves or some of the other toys yet. Beckie may play one or two, but she never really liked your gloves. They were YOURS!! Maybe someday I will be able to pick them up, but not yet. And I think you still have a bone under the sofa!
Take care my little one. I will love you always.