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necy12

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Where has time gone? I am feeling so overwhelmed. Today is my Chiquita's 9 month Bridge Day...and I woke up with tears in my eyes. Last night I had a dream, and in my dream I kept calling her to please come to me. I feel like in the last few months I have been able to "get by" by blocking the whole thing out of my mind, but when it hits me, it hits me hard.
Not only today is my baby girl's Bridge Day, but a year ago today, my son lost his best friend to cancer at age 23, 2 years and 6 months ago today, I lost my best friend Judy to cancer...today is not a good day, not at all. Not only that, next month is my Chiquita's 7th birthday...and she won't be here to celebrate, I will be singing "Happy B-day" to her at the side of her grave!!! My heart is broken in little pieces and I don't think it will ever mend.

MY SWEET GIRL, MAMAS LOVES YOU...AND EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU!! I WILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...YOU WERE/ARE ONE OF A KIND...THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER YOU. FOREVER MY PRECIOUS GIRL, MAMAS

Thank you all for always being here, even when I don't come to the site, I never stop thinking nor praying for my Petloss Family and all of the furbabies.

Always,
Annette
Chiquita's Mom
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Dear Annette
Sounds like you have a heart full of sad memories at the moment.  It does happen like that when we have a these sad milestones.  My Dad died on Boxing Day, so Christmas is always a bit strange since then, happy but sad too.  Thinking of you, Love, Di xxx
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Annette - I'm so sorry for your day.  I had a day like that last week.  Better days are coming, so just get through today as best you can.

Jackie
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Dearest Annette:

I am so sorry for all the pain you are in today especially.  So many sad events at one time to remember.  I wish I had the words to make you feel better.  But I know like all of us here we all have our journey and all travel down this path of grief together.  I hope that at least brings you some comfort.  Knowing you're not alone in this world means so much doesn't it?? I know my petloss family here has saved me from more "bad" days than I can count.  Sometimes they understand in ways even those closest to me just can't. 

Again, so sorry for your pain and I'm sending healing hugs your way.  I hope you are feeling better soon.  You and your beloved Chiquita are in my prayers.

               Hugs to you, JasminesMom (Kathy)
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Dearest Annette:
The pain just never goes away.  Christopher has been gone for over 14 months and I am still in tears every day.  Like you, my Heart is broken Forever.  I know that I will never heal and I have come to accept that in my life.  We continue on because we have no choice, but life is just not the same and Never will be.  The Joy is gone.  The pain hits like a tsunami-hard and without warning.  I know that Chiquita and Christopher are waiting for us and I know That they miss us too.  Like you, it breaks my Heart that I have to talk to his Star or his Memorial instead of him. 

And of course to compound your grief you have all the other losses in your life as well.  I wish there was something I could say to help you through this nightmare but as you know nothing helps.  I am always here when you need me.  You and Chiquita are in my Prayers. 

HAPPY 9 MONTH BRIDGE DAY PRECIOUS CHIQUITA.  I HOPE THAT YOU AND CHRISTOPHER ARE BEHAVING.  STAY SAFE FOR YOUR MOMMY AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF CHRISTOPHER FOR ME.  SOME DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN.
 
Love and Big Hugs
GEORGEANN AND CHRISTOPHER
FOREVER
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Dearest Annette:

I am so very sorry. I know how much you are hurting. Love Nena and cherish her and never forget precious Chiquita. My heart and thoughts are with you


Jan
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Annette,

I am so sorry.  It hurts deeply, doesn't it.   I could relate to what you said about sometimes blocking it all out.   I find sometimes I try to push it all away for that moment wherever I am, as I know if I don't at that moment, I will lose it.   I know how much you miss her, believe me.   All I could say is keep plugging along.   That is what I tell myself. 

I am also so sorry about all the other losses.

So many hugs to you!

Your friend,

Cindy
Merry's mom
necy12

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Dear Di:

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and respond to my post, your kind words are very much appreciated.


Dear Jackie:

I pray that better days are yet to come, sometimes you kind of wonder if it's really going to happen, but all we can do is pray. Thank you so much for your kind words.

Dear Kathy:

Once again, thank you so much for all of your support and comfort...it means a lot to know that people that we really don't know can understand what we're going through.Everyone here has always being amazing and you have been a big part of that...
God Bless you always.

Dear Georgeann:

You undertand my pain so well...and despite your own pain you have always been here for me from the beginning, and I continue to thank you. No...the pain never goes away, actually sometimes it feels as deep as it did on that horrible day. After 9 mos., I am still in some denial, somedays I still think it still just a dream...but the sad true is that it isn't. This week has just been awful, tears just doesn't seem to want to stop. I am missing my precious girl sooo much... :(
I know our babies miss us too, they know how much they mean to us, I am also sure they're behaving and just waiting for us... You and Christopher are and always will be in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.

Jan:

You're such a great friend...thank you so much for listening to me. You have been a great support and will always value your friendship. Many hugs to you my friend.

Dear Cindy:

Since day one you have been here for me...not only do we have the bond of the grief of losing our babies, but my precious Chiquita and your precious Merry were both Maltese...so we have that bond also. We know how gentle, loving and special these little furballs are. It is so true, I find myself sometimes in "looney tune land" in which I don't think about what happened, but that just for "those moments" because the true reality is that yes, it does hurt and it hurts very deeply. I don't see it getting better, my heart just aches thinking about her b-day next month just the day after Nena's 1st b-day, on July 22 I will celebrate, on the 23rd...well that day, that day willl be a long sad day for me.
Thank you so much...you and Merry are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs to You All my friends...
Annette
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