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Shaila

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I lost my Felix last week.  He was the best cat that had ever decided to love me.  Years ago I lost another cat, Fritz.  And I came here and everyone made me feel better.

This time it is worse.

Why do I feel so guilty about feeling so horrid about losing, just a cat?

He wasn't just a cat.

When I lost Fritz a few years back, I thought forget this... no more.  But my older boy needed someone so I gave in.  And because I was set on another orange tabby manx... I waited and waited for adoption.  Then I got Felix.

He fell off the balcony last week.  The IDIOT.  I am so mad at him. He was our baby.  Smart.  So goddamn loving and at the WORST time in our lives (we are about to lose our home and haven't had a good business deal in months so...)  he went and left us!!! 

This really sucks and I have no one to talk to about this.  I loved him so much.  In this time there were days I went without food or drink to make sure my boys were ok.  And then he left me.

I think I am saying all this wrong.  I'm just dying inside because I miss my little baby so freaking much.  I know you all out there know what I mean.

And the worst is is that I haven't even cremated him as yet.  I can't afford it until next week.  I feel like such garbage.  He was found in a dumpster before I adopted him... I can't throw him back into one.  So he sits in my cold garage waiting.

Thanks for letting me voice my guilt.  I should have never let him outside.


I love you my Feewie.  My little man.  Freckle lips.  Mommy is so sorry.  Your brother, Daddy and I miss you terribly.  Forgive us.

Mommy.
rupertsmum

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So sorry for your loss. 

You are grieving for Felix.  The pain is so very raw.  For me Rupert has been gone 23 weeks and it still hurts and I miss him with all my heart.  He was not just a cat, he was your friend and companion and that is what you miss.

How old was Felix?  When you feel a little better, post a picture on here. Ruperts Mum
mollyboltsmom

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Please accept my condolences on the loss of little Felix. You rescued him and loved him. He loved you back. Freak accidents do happen; kitties do love to climb and jump. It wasn't your fault; there was nothing intentional about the event.
When you are up to it, come and share your memories of your life with Felix. You say he's an orange kitty; orange kitties have a unique purrsonality. We'd love to hear about his. Post a picture. It helps us as well as you.
Try to focus on a happy memory today with which you can honor Felix.
And come here often to talk. It really does help.
Molly's Mom
Nancee

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Sorry about your little Felix. Sounds like an emotional time for you in many ways. Hope things get better for you. Take care.

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