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ViMS

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I was blessed to be a mom to my sweet girl Bailey in Feb of 2018. She brought so much joy into our lives and I didn’t realize just how much until she passed on. She was a 7lb bichon frise but never let her small size dictate just how strong and independent she really was..whew..this is harder than I thought..Bailey loved to follow my partner and I EVERYWHERE. She was truly our baby and everyone knew that. She had a fierce bark and always made it known to other big dogs and strangers that she was not to be messed with. My baby is my everything and it breaks my heart that she is no longer by my side. Unfortunately, Bailey was mauled by an older and much bigger dog but she did not go down without a fight. It broke my heart and my world was turned upside down when I had to make the hardest decision to let her go. They could’ve performed a massive surgery but it would’ve left her suffering. I held my baby sitting on the parking lot floor of an emergency hospital floor and cried. I didn’t want her to get euthanized because the last people she would’ve seen before she passed were strangers due to COVID-19. I couldn’t do that to her. She needed to see my partner and I. I held her and said sorry. All she wanted to do was be by our side and I feel like we failed her. I stared her in her eyes as she quietly cried and told her how much I loved her..how I would never leave her again and that it was ok to go. This was my child taking her last breath before me and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I keep waiting to hear her little voice..I keep waiting to feel her try to fit between my partner and I at bedtime. Oh Bailey...I miss your little soul so much. I would give anything to hold u and never let you go again. We love and miss you so much my sweet girl. We are truly undeserving of such loyal beings and the unconditional love they give. I will forever carry you in my heart..
violaparkinson

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Wow! Nice post. Thanks for sharing.
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