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NancyMarie

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Dear Melanie,

Yes we so do miss all their crazy quirks and antics, a thousand little things.  Sometimes I forget one of Smudgie's little quirks and something triggers my memory and it brings back such a sweet memory.........I miss her so.

Thank you for the kind words and sharing Lee Lee's doorbell story, it put a smile on my face.

Wishing you many wonderful signs from your Lee Lee and sending you a great big hug back.

Remember, the love never ends.

Nancy

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My Dear Sweet Smudgie.....

Well it's Tuesday and it's almost 8:30 a.m. which means it's 25 weeks that you went to the bridge.

I miss and love you so much baby,  I hope you saw all the beautiful candles burning last night at the candle ceremony.

Today have an extra helping of vanilla ice cream  with all your beautiful new friends and let them know all their Moms and Dads miss and love them so much !

I miss everything about you but I think I miss our snuggles the most.

Until we are together again, remember I will always carry you in my heart.

Remember, Mommy's love will never end.....I'm blowing kisses to you sweetheart.

Love you always and always........Mommy
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Dear Nancy,

Such a beautiful letter to your sweet girl...so much love and longing. I know she saw every candle you lit in her honor! I know she is enjoying her favorite vanilla ice cream today...I hope Buddy is on his best behavior and doesn't take too much!

Dear Smudgie,

Have fun today little one! Please blow your sweet mom kisses from heaven...let her feel your presence even more today as she honors your love connection that never ends.

Sending hugs to you Nancy...wishing peace for your heart and angel hugs for your beautiful Smudgie,

Elise, Buddy's mom
NancyMarie

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Hi Elise,

Thank you so much for your very sweet message.

I'm sure Buddy and all of Smudgie's friend enjoyed special treats, cool vanilla ice cream, splashing in the water and basking in the warm sun.

I so wish i can see all of them together....someday.

As a child I had a very beloved dog named Max, he passed away in 1971 and even after all this time he still has a very special place in my heart.

I'm sure he is up there with Smudgie and the gang romping and playing.

It's truly amazing how these beloved little souls take a piece of our heart with them when they continue on to their new journey.

I wish you sweet dreams of your beloved Buddy.

Peace, comfort and hugs to you.

Nancy (Mom to Angel Smudgie and Calie, Sparky and Jadie).



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My Dear Sweet Smudgie.....

Well, it's Tuesday,  which means it's 26 weeks that you went to Rainbow Bridge at 8:30 a.m.  On the 4th it will be 6 months and that milestone is making me so emotional.  I find it so hard to believe that 6 months have come and gone without you here. 

Today was Uncle Rob's birthday and we went to Atlantic City for the day.  In one of the little shops I found a beautiful angel holding a cat and I just had to buy it, I have it next to your ashes and your beautiful picture.  I hope you like it.
 
I guess I'm feeling so emotional because Fall is right around the corner and I just love Fall and this will be my first Fall without you.  I will miss snuggling under the blankets with you,  your 3 sisters  don't like to snuggle. I remember how you would climb on top of me and scoot under the blanket and snuggle your little body next to mine. I would have to prop a pillow under the blanket because you were such an itty bitty girl I didn't want you having trouble getting out. And I would hang my feet off the bed because I was afraid I would roll over.....but Mommy didn't mind,  I was in heaven when we would snuggle.

I know someday we will snuggle again, but until that time comes, Mommy will leave the pillow propped under the blanket so your sweet spirit can snuggle close to Mommy.

Happy 26 weeks at the bridge baby.

Mommy's love will never end...... I love you baby !!



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To my Smudgie; my forever little soul mate.

Today is September 4th 2014 which means you've been at Rainbow Bridge 6 months.

The last few days have felt like the first few days of when you passed,  the saddness was overwhelming and the tears just continue to flow.

Today when I woke up I felt a bit better, I felt at peace knowing you will forever live in my heart and know matter where I go your little sweet

spirit will go with me.

You are a Mommy's girl, always wanting to be so close to Mommy, always sitting in Mommy's lap or sleeping on Mommy's hip and now you

will forever live in Mommy's heart.

Have a blast today with all your sweet friends, lots and lots of treats for everyone. 

And tonight come to Mommy in her dreams and remember your blankie will forever remain on the back of Mommy's couch, it's funny

your sisters will sleep next to the blanket but none of them will sleep on the blanket. Whenever I walk pass the blanket, I touch it and

whisper Mommy loves you.

Don't forget, come to Mommy in her dreams.

Mommy's love will never end sweetheart.

Miss you so much....................

 

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Dear Sweet Smudgie,
Wish you are blast with all of our angels at the RB, I know you guys are having fun together as there has been one anniveraries after another.  Bedo is a horder and he may hide some of the snow pears, but being as sweet as you I am sure he will share his goodies! Mom misses you endlessly but knowing you are near by is such a comfort to her heart!  Every little thing we do to honor you babies and every little thing that reminds us of you is so important to us because we love you! We need to hang on to these feelings and don't want the memories to fade in the norms of realities..Your sister misses you too, send her your blessing and come to Mommy's dream!
Hugs,
Bedomom

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It seems like the months keep coming, and though we may be further from when we last held them, we are closer to being reunited with our babies. Harry was a mommy's boy, wherever I was, that is where he would be, always touching with his paw as he slept. Like you, though he is no longer here with me, he lives on in my heart, and always will. He also had a blanket, which I sleep with, and hold close to me, and on cold nights, I use it to keep warm. it helps to know that he is always near in such a way, which may seem weird, but for us, the ones that have known these special souls, they are a part of us now, always living in our hearts and souls as we continue lives journey, until finally, we look, and we see them running to greet us as we cross over that bridge. 

Smudgie, remember to have a good time on your 6 month bridge day, but remember to visit your mom and send here some love from above.
NancyMarie

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Dearest Bedomom and Brenrae,

Thank you so much for your kind words and for wishing my beloved Smudgie a Happy 6 month anniversary at the bridge.

Without the support of all the beautiful people on this site, I just don't know how I would have made it through, sometimes the sadness is so overwhelming.

I wish you both and everyone here continued peace, comfort and healing.

I hope all of our furbabies are at the bridge playing and romping and enjoying all sorts of special treats.

XOXOXOXOX.......Nancy
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Hi Sweetie,

Well it's Tuesday again which means it's 27 weeks at Rainbow Bridge.

I miss everything about you but I so miss all the little crazy things you did.

This morning I was putting on my makeup and I remember how you would jump on the table and while

I was applying my makeup you would push your little head next to mind to look in the mirror........it

would just crack me when you did this and the more I tried to ignore you the harder you would push to

look into the mirror. 

It's all these little things you used to do that just tug at my heart.

I'm so sorry I missed last night's candle ceremony, Mommy's memory is not always so good.  I love

going to the ceremony, I can picture you and all your friends looking

down at all the beautiful glowing candles. I promise Mommy will make next week's ceremony.

Remember baby, Mommy's love never ends.

Love and Kisses.....Mommy







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Dear Nancy,

So much love and longing for your beloved baby in this beautiful letter to her. Thank you for sharing your story of Smudgie "helping" you with your makeup! You have to wonder what she was thinking in those moments when she was trying to see herself in the mirror with you!

Wishing you much peace and comfort today, as you mark 27 weeks for Smudgie at Rainbow Bridge.

Dear Smudgie,

Happy 27 weeks sweet girl! I hope you are having fun today with all of our babies and enjoying your favorite foods and activities! Please come and visit mommy soon, she loves you so much!

Sending hugs to you and angel hugs to beautiful Smudgie,

Elise, Buddy's mom








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Dearest Elise,

Thank you so much for your sweet words and for wishing my beloved Smudgie a happy 27th week anniversary.

Smudgie was such a little "girlie girl" cat,  always grooming,  so she was either thinking how beautiful she looked..:) or she thought she was looking at another cat that looked just like her.  But we were two peas in a pod so she loved to be anywhere I was....miss my little girlie girl.

Sending you a BIG Hug back !

Remember, the love never ends.

Nancy

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September 11, 2014

Hi Baby,  Today is the 13th anniversary of 9/11 and Mommy is so missing you today. You always helped Mommy get through this day,  but I know you were looking down from heaven and watching over me.  Tonight when I left work the two blue memorial lights to represent the Twin Towers were shining bright into the night sky,  did you hear me whisper " Smudgie can you see the lights in heaven"....it made Mommy smile to think you were looking down at the beautiful blue lights.

I love you baby, thank you for helping me get through today.

Remember, Mommy's love will never end.
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Dear Nancy,
Thank you for your comforting words, I am sure Bedo has met Coco as he likes to hang around Pommies and he also loves the Twirl dance, he used to do that for almost a half hour after seeing me from my vacation.  I know how much you miss Smudgie, yes she is at the RB and watching out for you all the time as she loves you no less!  I always honour and respect how Strong America was (and still  is)at 9/11, during its Darkest hours, there was so much we could learn to respect.  Bless America and Bless the world, I pray for peace, for a simple and loving life just like the bond with our babies...
Hugs,
Bedomom
NancyMarie

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Hello my sweet Smudgie.....

I couldn't let a Tuesday go by without acknowleding your "28th" week at Rainbow Bridge.

I went to last night candle ceremony, can you and your friends see all the beautiful candles shining so bright, I bet you can.

I love the candle ceremony, it makes Mommy feel so close to you. I also, lit your "special" candle at St. Paul's chapel this morning.

After I light the candle I always whisper " I love you and miss you always".

It's starting to get cool in New York, you can tell Fall is in the air, Mommy's favorite time of year,  good snuggling weather,  but without you here

nothing seems like Mommy's favorite anymore.

I miss you so much. 

Always, always remember, Mommy's love will never die.

Kisses, hugs and snuggles Smudgie........have fun tonight with your friends celebrating your 28th week at Rainbow Bridge.




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Twenty-eight weeks.  It seems to me that for you, and I would daresay for everyone here, be it those 28 weeks or 28 months or even 28 years, while the grief, particularly the overt manifestations, may dissipate some I daresay that with time's passage the love that is felt for our departed cherished ones never lessens; indeed, I think if anything it grows.  Have a blessed day Smudgie.
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It is so hard to imagine how time keeps moving forward, even after the loss of a loved one. I believe they can see the lights from where they are. I have to say that fall was one of my favorite times of the year also. I live in the south, so fall was nice with the cooler temperatures, and me and Harry would spend a lot more time outside. They do have a way of bringing so much into our lives with their little antics. Perhaps Smudgie was checking to see if you put the makeup on right, or she was checking out her's. 

Smudgie, have a great day, but remember your mom misses you and loves you. Perhaps you can visit her in her dreams.
NancyMarie

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Dear Brenrae & Soothspader,

I'm sorry that I'm just thanking you now for your post from last week,  I haven't been on in a few

days.  Thank you for thinking of my sweet Smudgie. I can't believe how quickly the weeks just go by,

today is another Tuesday which means it's 29 weeks. Even if I'm having a crazy week and I'm not able

to sign on to this site,  I always try to make it to the candle ceremony (it makes me feel so close to

her) and I always will sign on every Tuesday to acknowledge each week.  I just feel like it's my way of

honoring her and to let her know she is never far from my thoughts and always in my heart.

Thank you both again, i don't know what I would have done without all the wonderful people

on this site.

Remember, the love never ends.

Hugs to you both.

Nancy
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My Sweet Smudgie......

Well it's Tuesday again which means it's 29 weeks that you've been at Rainbow Bridge.

Today is also your sister's birthday, Sparky and Jade are 10 today.  Jadie hasn't been feeling well and I know if you were here you would be

touching paws. I love how you knew when one of your sisters wasn't feeling good and you were always by their side. You would make sure you always

kept a paw on them so they felt safe and when you weren't feeling good, you and Jadie would touch paws, it was the sweetest sight. 

Even when Mommy was sick you would cuddle next to Mommy or on top of Mommy to let Mommy know you were there and watching over me.

You were the smallest, just an itty bitty little girl but you were little Mama to Calie & Jadie........Sparky not so much, she is still a little hot head.

Don't forget sweetie, Mommy's love will never end,  I always carry you in my heart.

When you are celebrating at the bridge with your friends today, have a piece of birthday cake for Sparky and Jade.

Kisses and Hugs baby........Love Mommy



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Dear Sweetest Smudgie,

Wish you a blast on your 29th weeks at the RB, wishing you having a good time running freely with all of your Little sized friends, medium sized friends and big sized friends like Buddy and Marley...You are so adorable to look at and your name suits you so well! as time goes by, mom just misses you more and more as you hold a very special place in her heart.  You may be a tiny girl but good things come in small package!  You are a little star in the sky but the brightest one, shining on your anniversary with lots of love and blessings to sweet mom who loves you endlessly! Please come to her dream Sweet One!
Hugs and love to you, Little Tiny Angel!
Bedomom
NancyMarie

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Hi Nance,

Awwwww, your post brought tears to my eyes, thank you so much for your very sweet words.

I'm sure Smudgie is enjoying her 29th week at the bridge with Bedo and all her many sweet angel friends. 

I so love reading your letters to Bedo, they are just so heart warming and touching, I can feel the love the two of you shared.
 
Again, thank you so much.

I wish you peace and comfort and sweet dreams of your Bedo.

Remember, the love never ends.

Hugs to you...........Nancy 
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Dear Nancy,

Such a touching sweet letter to your beautiful caretaker girl Smudgie! It sounds like she was just so in tune with everyone she cared about in her life and just wanted to make everything better. My baby was the same way...if I was sick or crying for some reason he was always right there, ready to lend a comforting paw and hug.

I hope that Jade is feeling better today. I know Smudgie is keeping a close eye on all of you and making sure everyone is safe and healthy! I love how Nance describes your sweet baby as the littlest brightest star in the sky...those words are so comforting and so true!

Sending hugs to you, Jade, Sparky and angel hugs to beautiful Smudgie,

Elise, Buddy's mom


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Hi Elise,

Thank you so much for your kind words.

I love my other girls so much, Sparky, Jade and Calie are my hearts,  but Smudgie was truly my soul mate from day one,  there was just something about her that tugged at everyone's heart that meet her. I thank God every day for bringing the two of us together, she truly made me a better person. Even though she was only with me 9 years and at the end my heart was broken beyond repair,  I would do it all over again in a heart beat just to see that beautiful little face again.

As for my Jadie, she is back to her old self. She just turned 10 and she is so bad when it comes to taking medicine, it ends up on me, the wall and everywhere else but in her mouth, so I cringe whenever she gets sick.

And yes, the way Nance described Smudgie as the littlest brightest star in the sky, brought tears to my eyes.  All of our babies are truly beautiful bright stars in the sky. Your sweet Buddy,  Nance's beloved Bedo and all the beautiful little souls that have moved on to the bridge.  I truly feel in my heart one day we will all be reunited.

Hugs to you Elise.......remember, the love never ends.

Nancy
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Dear Nancy
Awww....what a precious letter to your beautiful baby, I loved reading about her loving ways, such a sweet little Mama. It sounds like she took care of you as much as you took care of her... I know that you are just lost without her and missing her sooooo much.  I'll bet her special assignment at the Bridge is to greet all the 'new' kitties and to take them 'under her wing' and help them find their way around - I can definitely see her doing that.  I understand, so very deeply, that Smudgie was your soul mate, your special angel.... that kind of love is truly a 'once in a lifetime' - I have had several dozen rescue dogs in my almost 52 years...but there was only one Lee Lee...  

Nancy, I'm sorry that I missed your story about your experience on 9/11 when I was on vacation, I just read it.... WOW! I have no words...I can't even begin to imagine what you went thru (and still are)....God's hand in your life for sure... It had to have been extremely difficult for you this year without your girl...I am so sorry. The poem you posted had me in tears... I believe that is exactly how it was that awful day - precious angels standing ready to help in a way that only they could - thank you so much for sharing that.

I'm sending a big hug and wishes for peace to you tonight....
Melanie
~always...Lee Lee's Mama
NancyMarie

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Dearest Melanie,

Thank you so much for your kind words, as I've said before I just don't know what I would have done without all the wonderful people on this site.  They truly are helping me heal with all their support and kindness.  You are so right, we love all of our beloved furbabies with all of our heart,  but there is always one that just tugs at your heartstrings and you soul a bit more  and we are forever changed by their love.  You with your LeeLee, me with my Smudgie and everyone else here who lost their little soul mates .

I'm glad you enjoyed reading the poem, it had me in tears as well. I could just picture all these beautiful little souls welcoming and comforting those that lost their lives on 9/11.

Thank you again Melanie and I wish you peace and comfort always.

Hugs to you..........Nancy 
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September 30, 2014

My Dearest Smudgie,

Well sweetheart it's Tuesday again which means you arrived at Rainbow Bridge 30 weeks ago.  How is it possible that I haven't seen your sweet face in 30 weeks.  I so miss our face rubs, the way you would jump on my lap and rub Mommy's face with your little face and then settle down in Mommy's lap for a nap.  Sometimes you woke up from your nap and you would jump up and rub Mommy's face again and then you would settle back down again to sleep. It's funny none of your three sisters are lap cats, but once in a while Sparky would sit in my lap and you would come by with this look on your face as if you were thinking " what is going on here"?  Mom's lap was strictly your territory and you wanted to make sure your sisters knew this.

Last night I attended the candle ceremony, I think I've only missed one since you passed and there is a point in the reading when they mentioned " a cat running after the tie of your bathrobe" and everytime they get to this line I just start crying.  I remember how you would grab on to the tie and go for a ride on the back of Mommy's bathrobe, it was the cutest thing to see and even in your last days when you were very sick,  when Mommy had on the bathrobe you would still grab on and go for a ride. You know sweetie, I haven't worn that bathrobe since, not sure if I ever will again.

Ok baby, before Mommy gets too teary eyed ( I'm typing this from work) let me blow you a kiss to the sky and tell you to enjoy your 30th week anniversary at the bridge and have some extra vanilla pudding or ice cream with all your beautiful friends.

Mommy's love will never end,  I miss you forever Smudgie.



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Dearest Sweet Smudgie:
Happy 30 weeks at the RB Little Sweet Smudgie, you are so special to mommy as you has left her so much beautiful memories in her heart...all beautiful memories come to mommy when she thinks fondly of you and they make you close to her than ever before...Here is big warm kiss from Bedomom to you on your special day Sweet Girl!
love,
Bedomom
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Dear Nancy...I know you miss her so....you are another week closer...
Hugs...
Melanie
~Lee Lee's Mama~
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Dear Nancy,

I know your heart continues to ache for your beautiful little girl. These anniversary days can be such a mix of emotions. Hopefully as time goes on, your will have more sweet memories to take the place of the pain and grief. Thank you for sharing the story of Smudgie finding a way to ride your bathrobe...I know she knew you loved that so much! It always amazes me how our beautiful babies find ways to amuse themselves with the simplest things...they have so much creativity and spunk.

Dear Smudgie,

Happy 30th week at RB, sweet baby girl! I hope you are enjoying your vanilla ice cream treat or a special vanilla pudding today! Sending you a big hug...hope you get a chance to let mom know you are close by her side, she misses you so much!

The love always continues for you both, a precious bond that can only grow stronger with time.



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Dearest Nance, Melanie and Elise,

Thank you all for you kind words and for always remembering my sweet Smudgie.  I know my beloved Smudgie is with her new friends Bedo, and Lee Lee and Buddy and all the other beautiful furbabies, but with all my heart I wish all of them were still here with us.  For the past 7 months I've had good days and bad days but as the holidays start approaching the bad days are taking over the good days.  I know all of you know how I feel and can relate, that's why I find such comfort on this site and when I'm having a really sad Smudgie day I come here and always find compassion.  On my good days I like to come to this site in the hopes my words will bring comfort to others.  As the months pass I've gotten to know so many wonderful members who in my heart I call my friends. I can speak my heart honestly here and not have to worry about what someone is going to think, because I've learned over the months that we all have our own sweet things we do to keep their memories alive and part of our daily life. 

Until we are together with our beloved furbabies may we all find peace and comfort in our daily lives by knowing they are forever safe in our hearts.

Remember, the love never ends.

God bless you all.

Nancy
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My Dearest Smudgie,

Today is October 4th which means you arrived at the bridge at 8:30 a.m. 7 months ago,  but it still feels like it was just yesterday that you were here. Mommy misses you so much, I feel like my heart will never heal and I guess it won't but we learn how to cope.  I promised myself as each anniversary passes I will post a happy memory.  This morning I was wrapping a birthday gift for a friend and I remember how much you loved tissue paper and wrapping paper. Now I know most cats love both but because you were such a tiny little girl and you could run sooooooo fast the second you heard the crackling of the tissue paper you would come running and just burst through the paper leaving a trail of shredded tissue paper/wrapping paper in your path.  I swear when you were zipping around the house in one of your frenzies it looked like you could fly you were so fast. I was amazed that you could run up the steps without even touching them. I know you are at rainbow bridge zipping around the beautiful fields with all your friends. Mommy has her angel candle lit for you and tonight when I look at the night sky and find the brightest star listen for Mommy whispering " I love you sweetie, I will miss you forever".  Mommy will also stop at church and light a candle for you and also for your friend Oscar who is at the bridge 3 months today. Enjoy all your special treats today with your friends and have an extra helping of vanilla ice cream.

Remember baby, Mommy's love will never end.

Until I see your sweet face again, Mommy holds you forever in her heart.

Love Always & Always, Mommy, your sisters Calie, Sparky, Jade, Uncle Rob and Grandma & Grandpa
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Dear Smudgie,

Happy 7 month anniversary at RB little angel! Please have the best day ever with your pals...enjoy Bedo's chicken soup and your favorite vanilla ice cream for dessert! Sending angel hugs and blessings to you and little Oscar as you celebrate your special day together!

Dear Nancy,

Your letter to your beautiful Smudgie is so touching...I love how you are honoring her by posting a happy memory with each passing anniversary. I can just picture her tearing through the house in one of her frenzies...feet barely touching the ground! Or getting into a bit of mischief with the tissue and wrapping paper! These are the sweetest moments and images that we hold onto, forever...they are ours to keep and cherish always.

I will be thinking of you as you light Smudgie's angel candle, and look into the night sky for the brightest star. I know she will be waiting for your sweet words that she loves to hear so much - that mommy loves her and is hers forever and ever.

Keeping you and beautiful angel Smudgie in my prayers for peace and blessings,

Elise, Buddy's mom



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Happy 7 months at the bridge, Angel Smudgie!  I hope you got as much vanilla ice cream as your tummy could hold and your friends there didn't steal it from you. Brandy loved ice cream, so I'm sure she had a few licks too.

Nancy, your letter to Smudgie just touched my heart.  She will be the brightest star in the sky tonight and will be looking down on her mommy with so much love.

Hugs,
Barb (Angel Brandy's and now Miriam's mom)
~forever~
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Dear Nancy,
What a moving letter to your sweet Smudgie and I LOVED the story about Smudgie and the tissue paper. I could actually visualize her zipping right through the paper and it put a smile on my face.
Isn't it amazing, Nancy, that no matter how much time passes, we still miss our companions so deeply. I guess we somehow learn to live with the pain, I like to close my eyes and see my Oscar and your Smudgie celebrating together today and both feeling the undying love we have for them.
Thank you for lighting a candle for Oscar, too. That means so much to me. This week-end, I will be offering my mass for you, Smudgie and Oscar.
I hope Smudgie gives you another sign again soon.
Sending hugs,
Peg

Smudgie: Happy 7 month anniversary. I, too, hope you're enjoying an extra scoop of vanillat ice cream and Oscar is right there along side of you!
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Dear Elise - Thank you so much for your sweet words and for wishing litte Smudge a happy anniversary at Rainbow Bridge, I'm sure she was celebrating with your beloved Buddy and all of her sweet "angel" friends.  I know Smudgie's soul lives within my heart and always will and I will never forget her, not if I live to be 100.  But sometimes the memory forgets the little things and I don't want to forget the little things,  because someday when I'm old and gray I can look back and reread all of our happy memories and smile and remember what a beautiful life we shared.  Thank you for your prayers and blessings, you don't know how much that means to me. I wish you peace and comfort. Hugs to you......Nancy

Dear Barb - Awwww, thank you so much for your sweet words to Smudgie and for wishing her a happy 7 month anniversary at the bridge. I'm sure Smudgie shared her vanilla ice cream with all of her sweet friends especially her friends like Brandy that loved vanilla ice cream too.  The name Brandy holds a special place in my heart, my friend's dog was named Brandy and Brandy passed away 3 months ago. Brandy was a Rottweiler and was a huge BIG baby with all these funny quirks.  When Brandy would leave a room she would have to back out of the room, Brandy considered herself  a lap dog and would try to sunggle in your lap at 125 lbs, and when she left the house you had to put a throw rug in front of the door otherwise she wouldn't go out....I could list a 100 different things, she was so funny.  I'm hoping your Brandy has met my friends Brandy and they are hanging out at the bridge.  Sending hugs to you......Nancy

Hi Peg, Thank you for your sweet words and for wishing my beloved Smudgie a happy 7 month anniversary at Rainbow Bridge, I'm sure Smudgie and Oscar were celebrating their anniversaires  together with all their other "angel" friends..  I'm so very touched about the mass for me, Smudgie and Oscar, thank you so much, that means the world to me, it truly does. You will get a smile out of this, on Saturday night I was walking to my house and remembered that I wanted to look for a bright star to tell Smudgie " Mommy loves her" and when I looked up I saw a shooting star, I never saw one before and if i didn't look up at that exact moment I would have missed it.......it made me smile and I looked toward the sky and said "Thank you Smudge, Mommy loves you". I like to think this was a sign from my sweet Smudgie, but even if it wasn't it still gave me a warm feeling and it made me think of her zipping around at Rainbow Bridge. Hugs to you............Nancy

Blessings to all of your and your sweet angel babies, I keep you all in my heart.

Remember, the love never ends.

Nancy
NancyMarie

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 #116 
My Sweet Smudgie.......

Well Tuesay has rolled around again, which means you arrived at the bridge 31 weeks ago and it also means Mommy's heart has been broken for 31 weeks.

I was at the book store yesterday and found a book mark with the below quote which I thought was just so beautiful and so very true:

Until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened. ” - Anatole France

You truly awakened my soul as well as my heart. 

Until we are together again, wait for me at the bridge.

Mommy's love will never end............


ourbrandy

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Oh Nancy, I just love that quote.  Thanks for sharing.

31 weeks closer to seeing your precious Smudgie.....she waits for you....

Sending hugs,
Barb (Angel Brandy's and now Miriam's mom)
~forever~
maxsMandD

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 #118 
Happy 31 weeks at the Bridge sweet  Smudgie. Visit your mom in dream she relly misses and needs you. Your quote is so true. the sweet memories of ou beloved are what keep us all going and the day when we will see them again.   ((hugs))   maxsMandD  " forever"
Bedomom

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 #119 
Happy 31 weeks at the RB Sweet Little Smudgie, I know you are having a good time running freely at the RB! I love the quote mom posted from Anatole France, SO RIGHT! you have awakened mom's soul and the sweet memories of you also awake all of our souls...Your Sweet Little Feisty Sprits, so fragile but yet so powerful...Have a good anniversary Little One!
Sending you heavenly love!
Hugs to Sweet Mom
Bedomom
LeeLeesMama

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 #120 
Happy 31 weeks at the Bridge Angel Smudgie!  Your Mommy would love a dream visit so much pretty girl...come see her very soon!

Dear Nancy,
I love the quote you posted - it is so beautifully true.  I know you are missing your sweet girl so much, your arms aching to hold her close again - my thoughts are with you my friend...

Sending warm hugs...
Melanie ~ Lee Lee's Mama
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