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My Dear Sweetheart Meister:
I love you so much. The pain of losing you is as deep now as it was the day you went back to Heaven. I spend most of my day talking to you and crying. There were those special times of the day that we would be together and I miss them so. I know you had to sleep a lot during the day and I would check on you often and wait for you to get up and we would go out back together. You were so small and I could barely see your sweet face at the door waiting to be let in. From time to time I would think about the day I would not see you there and that day has come. I would think about the day you would not be here and go to you while you were sleeping and kiss you and the tears would fall. You were so sweet and beautiful. I don't think the pain will ever stop. Dad and I are waiting for your memorial stone and we have a special place for it in the garden where you would walk. Every day I go outside and place flowers in two places for you. I miss you so much sweetheart. I miss making your special chicken and how happy you always were. You were 17 and could not hear or see much but I know how to help you see and hear me, if only a little bit. Your legs were weak but you got around. On the day you had your seizure that took your life, I remember you walking in the yard and I said to Dad "Nobody would believe you were 17 years old" and he said "That's for sure". We shared an unbelievable special bond and I will love you forever. My heart and our home are so empty. You are mommies very good boy. Kisses and All My Love Mom and Dad Thank you again to everyone who helps me with sharing my letters to Meister. I was going to write when the garden is done but I just needed to share my feelings today.
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First there are just times when you need to write to get out those emotions that you need to share. It really helps for a bit to talk about them to others. Thinking about that day that they would not be here anymore was so hard, but not as hard as having them gone. You spend so many years with them that is seems impossible that they will ever leave you. Then one day you realize that it has to be and your heart breaks. Mary, I am so sorry for the loss of your Meister. I know what it feels like to not see them where they should be. I always hope for some relief from this ache but since they aren't here how can there be relief, they are gone. So many years of so many great memories, that is what we have now. I hope that the memorial stone offers some peace during this time. I want to send you all my prayers for you, your husband and of course for Meister, Helen
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Sorry about the loss of Meister. What a cute little fellow.
I had a chocolate brown miniature poodle as a young adult and she was adorable, smart, etc. I can imagine how much you must miss him. He looks like he has a great personality from his pictures. He looks younger than 17, too. You must have been a real good momma. Take care.
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So sorry for the both of you, I wish there was something I could do to help ease your pain. I understand the emptyness you both feel, as hard as it is try and be thankful, I know inside you are, for your seventeen years you three shared. You are in my prayers along with you beloved Meister.---Jerry in Oklahoma.
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Your letter brought tears to my eyes and pain to my chest. Oh how many times I have felt and lived that overwhelming pain for over 15 months. I have cried enough tears to fill an ocean and they still come every day. As I sit at my desk and look at the pictures of my Precious Angel I still cannot believe that he is gone. I am so sorry about your loss of Meister. He is so adorable and I know that he misses you too. What a glorious day it will be when we are reunited with them once again, to hold them in our arms Forever. We will miss them for Eternity. Sending Big Hugs and Prayers Your Way Georgeann Christopher's Mommy Forever