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. Happy 6 month Bridge my beautiful boy Nugget Wow, what a busy week you have had with your 14 th birthday last week and your 6 month Bridge Day today...(July 2 nd)...I really hope you are having a blast, you deserve two parties in a week with all your friends. I just wish I was there to celebrate with you. I am sure that Betsy and Rosie will give you lots of cuddles. Oh my Nugget, 6 months without you and I am dying inside. I still miss you as much as the day you left. No, actually I miss you even more now. It is so hard to believe that I won’t see you until I pass over. It is just too much for me. You were my strength, my best friend, my soul mate and the love of my life. I am still haunted by your last moments. You did now want to go and you were telling me so. I am so sorry baby boy. You didn’t deserve to go, you really didn’t but you were in so much pain, I thought that was my only option. I have now read about laser treatment for arthritis and I was never offered this for you. I am so sorry Nugget that I didn’t know about it. If I had known I would have done it in a heartbeat. I would do anything for you Nugget....if I could have even had another 6 months with you, that would have been heaven. The sun doesn’t shine anymore for me....I have a hole in my heart so deep....baby Jack gives me so much love, but you were my boy Nugget, my best friend. You loved me unconditionally and would always be happy to see me no matter what. You would snuggle me when I was down and dry my tears with your fur. Please don’t think that I have replaced you with baby Jack.....Nugget you will always be my number one!!! I miss your strutting around in your younger days and your tough attitude. But you were my little boy and a softie at heart. I miss you Nugget, don’t ever forget that.....please forgive me baby boy for letting you down. Run around and be born free.....enjoy your party and know that I love you more than life itself. Happy 6 months Bridge Day Nugget, I love you forever, Love Mummy
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Your Nugget knows just how much you miss him and will always love him, he was truly lucky to have had your love.
I think we do have a tendency to miss them more as time goes by, I know that I miss mine more everyday. We try all we can to help them, but sometimes we just are not given all the information that we need to make those decisions. You did all you could for Nugget given the information you had. You never let him down... He knows that without a doubt. Sending you many good thoughts for today and always, Helen
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Nugget knows you did what you had to do at that time. He knows the love you had for him was as you say unconditional. He was so lucky to have had you for a Mom and he knows it and is spreading the word on a daily basis there at the bridge. He is with you as you know in your heart, yes I know about that hole in the heart we all have. Buy each day I hope it heals for you, heals for you with those precious memories you have of him.---Jerry in Oklahoma. Nugget; enjoy your day!!!!!!
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Happy 6 month Bridge Day darling Nugget! Let mommy know you are alright, she misses you so. Donna, Mr. Meowgy's mom
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Donna, Jerry and Helen,
Thankyou so much for your kind words....I will try to take them to heart...Your words are so true I just wish I could apply them to myself..I woke up crying this morning, I have to try to get through the day...I guess it is a good thing I am going to work to keep busy. Thankyou so much, you are all angels... Love Alanaxx
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Dear Alana – Oh we love our babies so much and no matter what amount of time we have with them, it never seems to be enough. A question that I ask myself so often and see here, is “How can life go on when you hurt so incredibly much?” And before you know it, time has indeed past . . . for me it will be 20 weeks since my sweet kitty Rusty left me. I don’t know where the time goes, but I do know that my heart feels as broken today as the day he left. Please find some comfort in the knowledge that your Nugget knows how much you love him, and he took that love with him on his journey. Your boy is running like he never could, and he’s so grateful to you for setting his tired and worn out bones free to fly! I’m quite sure he’s never felt let down by you – ever. You were, as you said, best friends and soul mates – that’s what he knows! And one day you will see your baby boy again, and oh what a glorious reunion it will be. Dear Nugget – please know your mommy is sending you extra special love and kisses today. Visit her soon to let her know you’re safe, healthy and well. Thinking of you as your remember your baby on his 6 th month anniversary at the bridge. To all of our earth angels that have gone before us . . . until we meet again . . . we love and miss you so. Rusty’s Mom – Allison.
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Dear Alana and beloved Nugget,
Oh, Alana, I wish I could somehow ease your pain and guilt. I know how very much you cherished your sweet boy....and still do with all your heart. I can sense the guilt still eats away at your heart, and that just breaks my own heart. You are such a loving and kind soul, and I KNOW that your boy TRUSTED you implicitly to do the right thing for him. Alana, sweet friend, you did do the right thing. K laser is not a cure and might have relieved his pain for a while, but if his arthritis was very advanced and his pain was severe, it was probaby too late to help him. It doesn't work for all dogs. How do I know this? My cousin and her husband are vets and I asked them. They were so kind. They send their condolences as well. Please don't blame yourself. Alana, Nugs trusted you and trusts you still. He felt your awful struggle on his last day and he loved you so much for taking away his pain. He has no doubt of the depth of your love for him. He feels it and, I believe, he hears your sweet voice. He is filled with the perfect joy of the Bridge and he is surrounded by happy, healthy furbabies who are helping him celebrate his life on earth and at the Bridge. He is gazing deeply into your eyes right now and sending you kisses on the breeze that blows down from the Bridge. Sit quietly for a moment, and feel his love surround you. It is STILL there, dear Alana. You must trust me on this. I feel this in my heart. AND NOW FOR YOU, MY PRECIOUS NUGGET. HAPPY 6TH MONTH BRIDGEDAY!! I KNOW BETSY HAS ROASTED CHICKEN FOR YOU AND MOLLY HAS MADE HER SPECIAL BISCUITS. YOUR MUMMY IS WAITING FOR A DREAM VISIT FROM YOU. SURROUND HER WITH YOUR LOVE AND DRY HER TEARS WITH YOUR GENTLE SPIRIT. FILL HER GRIEVING HEART WITH HOPE AND JOY. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT, BOY. I AM COUNTING ON YOU. LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR GODMOTHER Sending hugs and peace dear Alana, Melissa
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Allison, Thankyou so much for your kindness, Your words of comfort mean so much to me.
And my darling Melissa, honestly, what would I do without you? You always know what to say, you know my heart so well. You have been so much comfort to me over these past few months, I don't know what I would do without you. I really appreciate you speaking to your cousin too...you are so good to me. Nugget I miss you my boy. Love mummy
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Hello Alana, Hershey and Nugget celebrated in high style together. Betsy noodle fed them chicken and brownies. Molly was cooking up a large batch of biscuits and hot dogs from Coney Island were also on the menu. Many hugs from the Big Sky. meriam, Silver, mozart and baby Kuggel