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Mygirls

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My sweet girl Cassie it has been 76 weeks today since you left us. It has not been a good week. I have been very flat and missing you and Skye so much. Some days it feels so unbearable and I seem to spend all my time crying. I keep relating everything back to you both and remembering all the things we did and all the things we should have done. I was vaccuming the other day and kept thinking how you would bark and try and get on it and how you you would turn it off accidentally by jumping on it . And then Skye would join in and both of you would be chasing me around. In the end I would have to put you outside while I finished. So many memories. I never realised what such a big impact you had on our lives. No wonder we miss you so much. Every day I would laugh at something you did. The house is so quiet without you. I miss your lovely soft black fur that I used to stroke and you sitting with me and putting your paw on my lap. You loved us so much and you loved Skye. We were such a happy little family. And when our children visited you loved to play with them and they would look after you when we went away. You had so much love and you gave so much back in return. I will be eternally grateful for all the wonderful years you both spent with us. I hope this next week will be a little better. I know it takes time and I have to be patient.
Love you so much my girls. I know you are with me in spirit all the time and watching over me and you are looking after each other. Xxxx
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My dear little Skye it has been 11 weeks today since you left our lives. I have been so teary and miserable the last few days. I am missing you so much and keep remembering all the things we did. Some days I feel worse and think I should be getting better but I was reading back on my journal that I keep and I was just as bad when Cass left us. I want so much to not have this awful feeling of emptiness. I remembered your morning ritual of waking up and rolling around on our bedroom floor as if to say "it's another beautiful day". You were such a happy little girl. So patient and quiet at times.We got our plaques yesterday for the girls. We are going to put them in their favourite place in the bush behind our shed. They both loved it there. It will a lovely spot to sit and talk to them.
I can see your photo in front of me. You are sitting on our front steps with Cass and you have a big smile on your face. You have both been playing ball with Dad and he has come in for a rest and you are both waiting for him to go back out. You both look so happy and beautiful.
I miss you and love you so much. Take care my lovely girls. Xxxxx
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Hello my beautiful girl Cass. It has been 77 weeks today since you have gone. I still think of you every day and shed tears for you. The weather is so lovely and you would have been in your element playing outside in the sunshine. You had your favourite spots to lie in the sun. You are one of my heart dogs and I love you so much and miss all your little quirks that you had. We are going to put your plaque and Skye's plaque out this weekend in your favourite play spot. You were such a carefree little girl. Always pottering around getting into everything. A very nosy little girl. Look after each my darlings. Mummy sends you big hugs and kisses. Xxxx
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Hi girls,
Mum and Dad put your plaques out this weekend. I had them all week but could not face doing it straight away. It was a beautiful day today. So warm and a clear blue sky. A real Cassie and Skye day. We placed the plaques in the bush behind the shed where you loved to play and we scattered some of your ashes with them. It was very emotional and we thought of you and said some words for you. Lots of tears from Mum. After that I went for a walk and thought of all the fun times we had with you. I miss your companionship you gave me and listening to me when I talked to you. You used to sit with me and listen to all my problems. Life is just not the same without you. I think of you both so much my beautiful girls with so much love.
I hope you like your plaques girls. They were chosen with lots of love. We love you and miss you. Mum and Dad. Xxx
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Twelve weeks since you left us Skye. Not long but some days it feels like forever. Remembering today how you would get under the quilt on our bed and snuggle up with your head on the pillow. You looked so cute. I miss your snoring at night and your funny little dreams you had. So quiet without your night noises. I had a very teary day today. Your Dad and I talked about you and Cass lots tonight. He misses you both lots too. Some days are worse than others and I still can't believe that you are gone. Love you so much. Xx
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Hi Kerrie
It is nice to have a place to visit them isn't it. Every weekend I sit outside by Joey's memorial stone with my coffee and my thoughts. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I don't. I still have moments of terrible guilt and intense sadness but I don't cry as much as I did. I am glad that you and you're husband are able to talk about your girls and grieve together. My family think I should be okay by now and nobody talks about Joey anymore which makes me sad. I hope one day I will open my heart and my home to another little furball but I can't see it at the moment. Like you, it's Joey and his personality that I miss, not just the company of a pet.
Take care
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Hi Cass, 78 weeks since you went. I don't know where the time has gone. I can't believe it is this long. It only seems like yesterday that you were with us.I went and sat by the grass tree where we have put your plaque. I remembered how you would get right underneath and sniff around. We had to call you out in the summer in case there was a snake underneath it. You loved exploring in the bush. You would take your ball down to the bottom of our property and spend ages down there pushing it backwards and forwards and barking at it. Luckily we don't have any close neighbours! Such a happy little girl. You have left me with so many happy and funny memories my beautiful girl. Love you. Miss you. Xxxx
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Hi Skye, 13 weeks today since you left us beautiful girl. I still miss you every day. The weather is so amazing at the moment. I wish you were here to enjoy it as well. Always brings back memories of walks we did when all the wildflowers were out. We are going on holidays for a couple of weeks and arranged it before you left us Skye. It seems so strange that we don't have to get my parents to come and look after you. I don't have to hide our suit cases and pack while you were asleep as you would know we were going away and stress about it. I remember how you would go and get in the bath and lie there when you knew we were going away. You had such funny little habits, I miss them so much. I'm looking forward to this holiday but I still don't have the excitement that I would have had when you and Cass were with us. I hated leaving you and missed you so much when we went away but I knew you were in good hands with my parents, You loved them so much and they spoiled you a lot. I know your spirit is with us all the time. Love you and miss you my little Skye dog. Xxxx
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Hi Cassie, it's 79 weeks today since I last saw you and patted and held you. I don't cry as much as I used to but I still think of you every day and miss you as much. Dad and I are on holidays in Melbourne, We booked this holiday a long time ago with the hope that his footy team would get in the grand final. You know how he loves his footy and he's been a Docker supporter and member from the very beginning. He even joined you and Skye up and you would get your things like a leash and water bowl all in the colours. He was so disappointed when they didn't make it. Remember how you would sit on the lounge with him while he watched the away games. You used to get excited when he was cheering them on.
Miss you my lovely girl. Can't believe it has been so long. I can still feel your soft fur and your little paw sitting on my leg when we used to cuddle up on the lounge. Love you Cass. Xx
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Hi Skye doggy, you have been gone 14 weeks yesterday. Could not write anything yesterday as we are travelling the Great Ocean Road and we were out of range yesterday. It has been a wonderful trip and we have seen lots of amazing things but I still think of you every day and miss you. We went to Bells beach and I saw 2 dogs playing on the sand and I turned to your Dad and said " the girls would love this place" and then remembered that you won't be at home waiting for us. I burst into tears and felt so empty. We stayed at a beautiful place in the forest one night that was dog friendly. It had dog leashes hanging in the house and I thought of you and Cass being with us. The owners had a lovely Curly haired retriever called Kevin. He came to visit us for a pat. Such a lovely boy. Made me realise how much I miss you. Even though I am having a nice holiday I am still not as happy and joyous as I used to be knowing that you would have been at home waiting for us. Some days I go without crying and then something will trigger a memory or I let myself think of you and I lose it again. I was looking through photos on our camera a couple of days ago and there was some of you and I started crying because I still can't believe you are gone. Will this never end? Miss you my beautiful girl. We love you lots. Xxx
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Hey little Cassie girl, it's been 80 weeks since you have been gone. Can't believe it. I have been thinking of you so much lately. I don't know whether it's because we are away and I know you won't be waiting for us when we get home. I can still feel that excitement I used to get when our holiday was coming to an end and we were going home to you and Skye. It was always a lovely end to our holiday .Remember how excited you were when we got home. You used to go crazy and would jump on us and want lots of cuddles. Such a little cutey. I still miss you so much and cry for you. I will never be the same person I was before you with us. I just have to accept that. You and Skye were my babies and forever in my heart. Love you so much. Xxx
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Skye my lovely girl, you have been gone 15 weeks today. I have been very teary the last few days. I think it has to do with coming home from holidays and you weren't here. I still miss you all the time. We are looking after our son's little staffy Jinx for a few days. She has so many of your mannerisms that I call her Skye sometimes. She is lovely but it's hard having her sometimes. I was remembering last night how you used to play peek a boo with me and how you loved having your chest rubbed. I still feel your presence all the time with me. My little girl I love you so much. This sadness and emptiness seems to be my constant companion no matter what I do. Love you Skye. Xx
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Hi Cassie girl, 80 weeks today since you left us. I saw a little blue staffy puppy yesterday. His name is Toby and he's 12 weeks old. He reminded me so much of you when you were a pup. You were excitable like he was and so adorable. I remember taking you to puppy classes. You were always trying to run away. And the day that the little beagle pup pulled you around the room by your tail. But you were unfazed by it and just let him do it. I still miss you so much but when I think of you it is mostly with happiness and not so much sadness now although some days are still really hard. We send lots of love and you and Skye have fun. Love you baby girl. Xx
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Hi Skye doggie, It's 16 weeks today since you left us. Some days it seems like forever and others like yesterday. Still miss you so much. I try not to think of the day we put you to sleep. It makes me so sad and I end up crying. I still find it hard to look at your photos but I think I am getting a little better. I just want my life back that I had when you and Cass were with us. But I know I have to accept that will never be and learn to make a new life without you both. I love you my darling girl. Xxxxx
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Hey Cassie dog, it's 82 weeks since you have been gone. Still miss you every day. Your Dad and I were talking about you last night remembering all the fun times we had. i still find it hard some days accepting that you have gone. We had so many wonderful years with you. Thank you my beautiful girl. Love you. Xx
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17 weeks today my darling Skye since you went. I can't believe it will be Christmas soon and you won't be with us. This time last year you were with us healthy and happy. Just writing this makes me teary. I still miss you so much. I miss you being with me while I fed the chooks, sitting quietly with me while I did the crossword, going out in the car with me, and just being your loving self. I just don't have that excitement for life that I used to have before you and Cass left us. Even though life goes on I feel like there is always something missing.
Love you so much little girl. Xxxx
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Hi little Cassie girl, it's been 83 weeks today since you left us. Still think of you every day and talk about you to my friends or mostly to Dad. Quite often Dad will recall some memory of you. He misses you and Skye so much. I go and sit at your plaque outside in one of your favourite spots and talk to you. The sadness is easing with time but I still miss you so much. Some days I still can't believe you have gone. It is getting close to the second anniversary of the diagnosis of your lymphoma. I will never forget that day. That was the day I started crying and still cry for you. But I am so full of love for all the wonderful years you gave us. Love you beautiful girl. Xxx
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Hi Skye doggie, 18 weeks today since you left us. Some days it seems like forever since I held you close and gave you lots of pats and kisses. But life goes on and we have to adjust to your absence. Some days it feels like I am and then others I just want to cry all day. You will forever be in my heart. Love you darling girl. Xx
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84 weeks today little Cassie girl since you left us. This time two years ago we were oblivious to the sorrow we were going to feel in a few weeks when we found out that you were sick. I will never forget the day the vet gave me the results of your biopsy. And that started our journey of the inevitable day that we would lose you. We spent every available moment with you. I changed my working hours so Dad would be only an hour away from coming home after I left. You were such a little fighter. Even your vet said you were a wonder dog. Such a precious girl. We love you baby girl and still miss you every day. Xxxx
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Another week Skye baby since you left. 19 weeks today. Where has the time gone? Sometimes it feels like yesterday and others it feels like forever. I went walking yesterday in one of your favourite spots. I cried when I remembered how much you liked to swim in the little creek that we walked along. Some days I feel your presence so strongly that I think you will be hiding just around the corner. I still miss you so much. Love you beautiful girl. Xxx
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Hey beautiful girl Cass, it's 85 weeks since you went. I am sitting here looking at the very spot where we put you to sleep. I'm so glad you were home with us when your spirit left your body. I still feel you so close to me. The weather is starting to get hot. Summer has arrived. You felt the heat so badly. But you loved to lie in the sunshine on warm winter days. I still miss your funny little habits and your cuddles. There are so many memories locked away in my heart. Love you gorgeous girl. Xxxx
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Hey Skye doggy, my beautiful girl. It's been 20 weeks today since you went. I have missed you so much the last few days. Have been teary and sad. Last night in bed I kept thinking you were curled up at the end of the bed where you used to sleep. Your presence was very strong and I wanted to reach out and touch you. Some days I still can't believe you have gone. I just want this sadness to go away. I found one of your balls the other day. I'm so glad we played ball the day before you got sick. That was your most favourite thing to do. I love you little girl. Xxxxx
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Cassie girl, 86 weeks since you left us. We are down south for a few days and we went through a small town where we had stayed with you and Skye many years ago. And we saw the little cafe where we had stopped for lunch and we sat outside with the 2 of you and you wanted to be patted Cassie and kept "talking" to us. One of the other customers commented on you and said what beautiful girls you were and how how cheeky you were Cass. These little memories come back and I have bittersweet emotions. I still miss you my baby girl. You will always be my heart dog. Love you. Xxx
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Skye, my beautiful girl it's been 21 weeks today since you went. I still miss you every day. Went for a walk yesterday and thought of you and cried. I was walking in one of your spots that you liked to swim. I still can't walk in your most favourite spots. It just hurts too much. Some days I think I'm improving and then a memory flashes and it's like yesterday. Love you my darling girl. Xxx
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Hey beautiful Cass, it's 87 weeks today since you went. Yesterday was the second anniversary of your diagnosis of lymphoma and when all our sadness began. I still have some liver treats left in your doggy biscuit barrel. You loved those treats so much. I can't bring myself to put them away even after all this time. Sometimes it's like being caught in a time warp. I love you little girl. Hope they have liver treats in Rainbow Bridge. Xxx
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My darling Skye, 22 weeks today since you left. When I look at the number it not's long at all but it feels like forever since I have seen or held you. I still miss you every day but the sadness is easing a little although some days are very empty without you and I feel so lost without you. I still get that feeling sometimes that you will be waiting at home for me. It only lasts a nanosecond and then reality kicks in. I love you little girl. Xxx
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I just lost my dog who got sick fast. I am so sad. I can't say anything to make you feel better but am needing to communicate with people who understand. My 17 year old died 2 months ago and Chloe helped me too. But Chloe getting sick so fast has left me traumatized and blaming myself. I know that blaming myself won't help my grief. I feel so so sad.
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Cassie girl it's 88 weeks today since you left us. This will be the second Christmas without you. How time flies. Still miss you little girl. One of my closest friends has taken up painting and she painted a picture of you and Skye. It is truly beautiful and we have hung it in our bedroom. I wish you could be here sitting on the lounge with me with your little paw on my lap. I feel very close to you this morning. Love you Cassie girl. Xxx
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Hey Skye girl, 23 weeks today since you went. Still have sad days. I was out walking yesterday and I suddenly thought of you walking with me for so many years and I started sobbing so much. I went and stood by your plaque we have and talked to you for ages. Some days it is still so raw. I keep thinking it's our first Christmas without you and our first Christmas without both our girls for many years. It will be very strange to wake up Christmas morning and not have kisses and hugs with our girls. Life just sucks sometimes. Love you darling girl. Xxx
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Little Cassie dog, my beautiful girl, it's 89 weeks today since you left us. Had a bad day yesterday. We have been very busy at work and I was very tired after getting home late from work. I missed having you with me as you always made me feel better when I was stressed or tired. You would quietly sit with me while I told you all my woes. You were such a good listener! Love you and miss you. Xxx
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Hello my beautiful girl Skye. 24 weeks today since we said goodbye. I still think of you every day and wish I could have a cuddle with you. Some days I feel as though the grief is getting less and then it will hit me like a wave and I will be engulfed in such sadness. I remember all the fun times we had together and how loving you were. I know you are watching over us. Love you Skye doggie. Xxxx
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Hey beautiful Cassie, 90 weeks today. Where has the time gone my darling girl? Have been thinking of you so much the last few days. So many things happening at the moment. I miss having you to come home to and helping me to relax with your funny antics and cuddles. The Christmas season is just not the same without you and Skye. Love you. Xxxx
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Little Skye, it's 25 weeks today since we said goodbye to you.I never imagined this time last year that you would not be with us this Christmas. Still have waves of intense sadness at times. Hits so hard and unexpectedly. Will miss you forever my darling girl. Xxx
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Merry Christmas Cassie girl! 91 weeks since you went to Rainbow Bridge. Our second Christmas without you and it still doesn't feel right that you are not with us. It's a beautiful day and you would love everyone coming over for Christmas dinner. I know you and Skye will be together and big hugs and kisses for you both. Our first Christmas without Skye so feeling a little teary as it is so empty without the both of you. Have a wonderful day and if you can give me a little sign. Love you both very much. Lots of hugs and kisses. Mum and Dad. Xxx
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26 weeks today since you left us little Skye. Our first Christmas without you. Missed you so much. I know you would have had a great Christmas with Cassie at Rainbow Bridge. The weather has been so hot the last few days. You would have gone swimming in the stream that we walked to. How you loved the water! Love you so much my darling. Xx
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Happy New Year Cassie girl. It's been 92 weeks since we said goodbye. Our second new year without you. When I sit and think about the amount of time you have been gone it seems impossible. Dad and I were talking about it the other day. Something happened and we both looked at each other and said "Cassie!" We still can't believe that you are gone sometimes. Our first Christmas and New Year without you and Skye. It has been hard but I take comfort in knowing that you are together and having fun. I love you both every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every month of every year. Xxxx
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Hallo my beautiful girl. It's been 27 weeks today since you went Skye. I was feeding the chooks this morning and I thought about how you used to go with me each morning to the chook pen and wait while I threw the scraps to them. You would sit quietly and watch them while they pecked around their scraps. Little things bring back big memories of you. You are always with me darling girl. Love you.xxx
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My darling Cass, 93 weeks today since you went. The weather has been soooooo hot and humid and I remember how you suffered in the hot weather. You hated it. Coming up to your 2 nd year anniversary since you went to Rainbow Bridge. Still miss you all the time. Big news little girl. We are getting another dog. It's a boy and he is an American Staffy. He will never take your place beautiful girl. You will always be special to us in your unique way. I feel very strange about it and have cried lots over the last days thinking of you and Skye. I don't know if I am truly ready for another companion but Dad really wants to as he misses the companionship of a dog. You girls used to keep him company while I was at work in the evenings. I'm sure with time I will get to love him. He is a rescue dog so we will be giving him a good home and he is a lovely boy. I hope you girls approve. I feel you may have had a say in it as I think you have seen me so sad for so long and this may help me to heal. I hope so. Remember I will love you forever. Xxxxxx
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What a wonderful and heartfelt message.  I am certain your girls would approve.  It is the very best idea to get a rescue dog -- I read today that between 3 and 4 million animals are PTS each year, all because of human recklessness and irresponsibility.  You are doing your part, and I wanted to thank you for it.

I hope the adoption goes well.  Your new addition will be lucky to be coming into such a loving family.

Linda
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Sorry for your two losses coming so close together. I lost my Rockie last Sunday Jan 3 2016 as he lay in my lap for 5 hours until the sparkle in his eye was gone. Devastating. I'm 66 and retired, and I doubt that I will get another pet of any sort. I'm glad you are getting a new addition to your life, and will help you a thousand times over. Bye for now.
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