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Lloydsmum

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I lost my jack rusell Lloyd on Thursday and I honesty feel like I'll never be happy again. I'd give anything for him back and even though I have a loving husband and 2 year old I can't live this dark cloud. My husband seems to be coping much better. The morning after Lloyd went I saw a blackbird peering into the patio doors and my husband said it had been there all mornkng. Do you think it was a sign? He was my baby and only 11 and a half. I feel completely lost.
Christine_S

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Dear Lloydsmum,

I'm so sorry for you and I know it's surreal and your life and heart have been hijacked... You don't have to cope the same way as your husband. You have a two year old, and it's okay to be really upset to the point it's overwhelming. Maybe the blackbird was a sign, but if it was I'd say it was a good sign.

I feel lost too, but I think we can make it together.

Love,
Christine
Sunnys_Mom

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I'm sorry for your loss - I'm going on two weeks with my boy Sunny and it's maybe gotten 5% better.  I still cry daily and am still obsessing about what more I could have done to prolong his life - it just sucks.  I wanted more time with him and I'm not going to get it.  Sure, I can visit his memories in my heart and mind but it's not the same.
Missing_Coco

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Sorry for your loss.
I'm going on two weeks without my baby and understand how you feel.
My husband seems as if he is coping better than I am, the same with my 14 year old daughter.
I however am a mess. I cry everyday.
The guilt I carry thinking about the what ifs doesn't help either.
I hope this page can help you feel a little better.
Lloydsmum

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thankyou all. I've started a book of memories for him. I just feel so sad and guilty for all the times I was at work and not with him. What I'd give to have him back. I think it was liver disease as his body filled up with fluid but when the vet scanned she said there was no good liver left. could I have done something different? It happened so suddenly too which makes me feel better in some ways that he wasn't in pain but also so sad and resentful. There's nothing to look forward to now. Forever in my heart Lloyd until we meet again. I feel like our family was perfect and now it's ruined. I might look into a medium or something. I just need to know he's with me and he knows I love him and he'll always be my number one baby.
Lloydsmum

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I miss you so so much Lloyd xxxxx
Lloydsmum

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I miss you so so much Lloyd xxx xxx
Lloydsmum

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can't believe I'll never cuddle or see him again
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