Registered: 1587490891 Posts: 12
My baby, my Chevy. I finally took that trip that I've been holding off on for years. I took a little bit of you with me. You were always supposed to be there when I got back. The first two days you were in my backpack with me and we some amazing things together. I think you gave me luck. I KNEW that first night...that was you. On that Wednesday I spread your ashes in a beautiful cove...you're part of that world now. You are a star in the sky and a part of the ocean now.
It's been four months without you. It is not any easier. Coming home without you to greet me, was unbearable. The high from living out my dream was gone so quickly, because you were always supposed to be a part of that dream. In a way...you were a part of it. Just not the way you should have been. Four months is too long without you, it seems like just yesterday you were here, happy and smiling. Soon it will be six months...half a year. Damn. I am sorry I was going through some ups and downs, especially downs in the last few months of your life. I didn't do it on purpose. If I knew you couldn't come with me I would have gotten through it for you. So you could have a happy mommy. You've had your ups and downs too and I know I never held them against you. I just loved you and supported you because I knew that's what you needed. I know...at least I hope that is how you felt about me too. Never keeping score or keeping track. Just knowing that when we were together the outside world did not exist. It was just me and you and we were so happy together; we were so at peace together. In the end...it was just you and me, but you deserved more time. I was robbed of you and I failed you. I'm sorry my little love. You were the most handsome boy. I wish you were here with me...where you belong. I love you so much. I miss you so much. Mommy loves you, Chevy. Always
Registered: 1158205770 Posts: 844
I am glad you and Chevy took one more trip together. He is always with you, wherever you are and whatever you do. I believe dogs are far more understanding than people. They love us through our ups and downs and no matter what happens our bond with them can never be broken, not even by death. My thoughts and prayers are with you.