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My heart is breaking.
My Susie had to put to sleep forever because i left her with a woman who fed her the wrong food. SHe got peritonitis. aIt has been a horrible to weeks for her. I tired so hard but I did not have the money to save her. I brought her home and gave the meds I could afford but it was not enough. I am so sad. I could not be there with her when the vet gave her the medicine. A friend put the phone by her ear and said she responded to my voice as I told her I loved her and soon she would not hurt anymore. I am to blame for her pain and can not forgive myself. The tears will not stop.
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My heart goes out to you. What a sad thing to have happen.
You did everything you could for Susie. We also did not have the money to pursue "every avenue" and I feel we were right in not putting Moll through the heroic efforts.
As time goes by, I hope you can find some comfort in the Rainbow Bridge story and the fact that Susie runs free and well and happy there, just waiting for the time that she sees you again.
You are in my prayers.
Registered: 1194492978 Posts: 5,100
Oh, I am so very sorry to hear that your beloved little Susie has passed. I can tell your heart is so heavy with grief. Please do not blame yourself. Part of normal grief is to blame oneself. It is a very painful stage we have ALL gone through. You loved--and STILL love--your dear Susie. She knows you did all you could to save her. Susie knows your heart. The last sound she heard before the angel's voices was your loving voice in her ear. She has been restored to full health and is running and playing with all of our furbabies at the Bridge. When you feel up to it, please tell us more about your little girl. We will be here for you. I have lit an internet candle for Susie and it will burn for the next 48 hours. You can find it by going to AurichWolf's "Light a Candle Here" thread on this grief board and clicking on the little Light a Candle icon in her first post. Look for the candle with Susie's name on it. Sending hugs and prayers, Melissa Betsy's forever mom
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Sorry about your loss of Susie. Take care.
Registered: 1198872932 Posts: 1,205
I am so sorry about your Susie. It is so difficult when we cannot afford the things that our babies need, but, maybe nothing could have saved her.
Thinking of you, and sending you much love. We all here know how you are feeling. Di xxx
Registered: 1211242652 Posts: 355
I am very sorry for the loss of your Susie.
She knows you loved her - it was your voice she heard before she crossed over. Susie will live in your heart always. These precious animals' love is so deep, so pure and innocent that it does not end. Dee Cheeseburger's Mom email@example.com Dee + Cheeseburger = LOVE
Registered: 1208508336 Posts: 820
So sorry for your loss.
Money is not always the answer when our fur friends are sick. No matter how much money I had or had not would not have saved my Rupert. He had kidney disease and it was his time to go. As painful as that is there is nothing I could do. Don't feel guilty, it just eats away at you and it is unhealthy. Somehow we have to move on. Ruperts Mum
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When your feeling up to it tell more about what happend to your baby, Susie. I don't think the wrong diet could cause peritinits. I hope you feel better soon
Registered: 1212715287 Posts: 15
I am so sorry to hear about Susie. I understand the pain you are feeling as I lost my little Mickey 12 days ago. I also have guilt that I am trying to deal with. Could I have done more for him? I am sure Susie knows how much you love her and that you did everything you could have possibly done under the circumstances. Susie loves you and is happy now, pain free, running in the tall grass, playing with angels. I pray that her memories with comfort you in some way.