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I keep looking around corners hoping/expecting to see her tail wag. Waiting for her to jump up and cuddle on the bed with me. I took a shower to calm myself but peaking out and seeing an empty bathroom with no Chomper curled up waiting for me to get done broke me. This loss is so real so intense. When will the tears stop? Can I ever forgive myself for euthanizing her? For betraying her in that manner? She was my best friend. My soulmate. My life. I'm having a hard time and my toddler can feel it so I'm not being the best mother. She killed an innocent dog and attacked another I couldn't trust her around my child, could I?

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I'm so sorry for your pain and yes, your loss is real and must be very intense.  You did what you thought was best because you were concerned about your child.  You didn't do it out of malice or disregard for your beautiful Chomper, you did it because you are making sure that your child is safe.  You didn't betray her, you loved her.  No telling when the tears will stop because we all work through our grief in different ways.  What would you say to someone else that was in your shoes to comfort them, tell that to yourself, it may help.  You did what you thought was in the best interest of your child, you were being a loving and protective parent.  Keep telling yourself that because it's true.  
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