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ourbrandy

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Oh Melanie - My heart is just breaking for you.  These anniversaries just tear us apart, don't they.

Lee Lee was such a special dog and you are a special person for rescuing her and giving her such a wonderful life, even though it was much too short.

If these tears hold so many memories I'm sure between you and me we've cried a few oceans worth by now.

I'm thinking of you and Lee Lee today as you hold your precious memories of her close to your heart.

((((((((BIGGEST HUGS EVER))))))))

Barb
MarleyBarley

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Oh Melanie,
I just don't know what to say, the tears are streaming down my cheeks for you. Some days I don't know how we go on, I'm wishing your heart peace and contentment and I'm wishing LeeLee a wonderful day with our fur babies at the bridge. She feels your constant flow of love and is ever watching you and is by your side. 7 months closer to your reunion filled with joy and hugs. I'm thinking of you today, my friend.

Teresa
Marley's mom
forever and a day
sharkey905

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Happy 7th month anniversary LeeLee.. I love that picture of you sleeping,,you are beautiful
Melanie
It broke my heart reading your words just now,, I am sorry that I just cant find the proper words to say to you today.. Just know I am thinking of you and hope you find some comfort knowing that LeeLee is watching over you that someday you will be reunited with your sweet baby
Sue
Rambo's Momma
 
sharkey905

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Happy 7th month anniversary LeeLee.. I love that picture of you sleeping,,you are beautiful
Melanie
It broke my heart reading your words just now,, I am sorry that I just cant find the proper words to say to you today.. Just know I am thinking of you and hope you find some comfort knowing that LeeLee is watching over you that someday you will be reunited with your sweet baby
Sue
Rambo's Momma
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Thinking of precious LeeLee on this 7 months of eternal youth.  Your stories are so full of love and heartwarming memories.  I know the pain of her absence, it can be all-consuming sometimes.  I will be thinking of you both.

Amanda
Kodiak & Bailee's mom

LeeLeesMama

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Barb~
Thank you..I think just today I could have filled at least one ocean - all anniversary days are difficult but this one has been one of the hardest for me for some reason.  My sweet memories help keep me going - I just wasn't ready to stop making more... no amount of time would have been long enough...You know?  

Teresa~
You always say the right thing and you are right, some days it doesn't seem like we will survive and this was a difficult one to get thru - but thinking of seeing my angel again keeps me going. I'm storing up so many kisses and hugs for that wonderful reunion...I know you are too... 

Sue~
My memories of her at the age are so sweet to me - just a little angel. It is funny sometimes how I can still "feel" how it felt to hold her like that - I hope that never fades...they are some of my most precious memories. Your words and thoughs are perfect...

Amanda~
She was my heart's true love and today was one of those days when I could think of nothing else except her last days and that she is gone. It is comforting though to know that she is young and healthy again - I only wish we were together - but one day we will all be with our babies...

My Friends - Words are kind of short for me today, but I hope you know that your support and encouragement mean the world to me.  Thank you all so very much for your kind words and thoughts for me and my baby.

Blessings and hugs to each of you tonight...
Melanie
maxsMandD

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Happy 7 Months LeeLee hope your having fun with all our furbabies up there. Your mama misses you very very much, so what I think you should do is give your mama a nice dream visit when you can. Melanie (((hugs))) to you on this 7th month anniversary.  maxsMandD
LeeLeesMama

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maxsMandD~
Thank you so much for thinking of us - I sure hope my little Lee Lee is listening  - I would so love to "see" her again.  How are you both doing? Finding little bits of peace here and there I hope.  Hugs in return...

Melanie
LeeLeesMama

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Hi Everyone...
I won't be here as much next week, but I'll check in from time to time.  As always, I will have everyone in my thoughts and prayers - I send peace, comfort to all who are grieving.....

Special hugs to my Dear Friends ~ you mean soooooo much to me - please email me anytime.... 
Melanie

I leave you with....

[image] photo 9de01d4d-6d1c-4631-b9d7-160ec087f7e4_zps6cbb4729.jpg"My Silly Girl"


I wish you were here to go with us My Little Angel ~ but, I'll carry you in my heart...
Mama luvs you err and err Baby Doll - Kisses and Scratches...

(Separated 31 weeks ago today ~ but, 217 days closer to seeing you again Lee Lee)
emmamatt

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im not sure if im doing this right, 3 days ago i had to have my rescue cat put to sleep, the vet mentioned a growth in her throat and polyps, i am now scared that i shouldnt have let her do it my cat was only 11 has anybody elses cat had this .im desperate.
MarleyBarley

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Melanie, have a nice vacation. LeeLee will be there with you. Relax and be kind to yourself, get some rest. Safe travels.

Teresa
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forever and a day
ourbrandy

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Have a restful and relaxing vacation Melanie.  And thanks for the smile from Lee Lee.  It really brightened my day!

Hugs,
Barb
LeeLeesMama

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Well Lee Lee, My Little Angel...
This vacation is almost over - we will start home tomorrow.  I have missed you so, so much.  But I know you were nearby - I heard those little footsteps in the leaves when we were walking the trail. And finding that photo of you from our last trip here still on your Daddy's camera that I had forgotten about and hadn't downloaded - I know that was from you - letting me know you came along....Thank you Baby Doll.  I have a bunch of pretties for you - did you see the glow of your candle every night?  

Thank you to everyone...
...for your thoughts, prayers and well wishes, they helped me get thru this trip.  I have been so totally lost this week - everything we did, from traveling without having to think ahead about stops, to hiking any trail - dog friendly or not, to staying in a non-dog friendly hotel, to even walking into a restaurant or a store together - it was all just wrong.  But this is my life now - no matter how much I wish it was different.  I really do appreciate the awesome support - you are all wonderful.  

I hope everyone is getting by okay - I continue to have each of you in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Hugs to all who grieve....Melanie

This is the photo I found on the camera....from December 2012, her last vacation. The day I found this, we had walked this same trail where this was taken ...the trail where I heard the footsteps...
 photo IMG_0811_zpsb069aad6.jpg


Mama luvs you err and err My Angel - Kisses and Scratches....

(Separated 32 weeks yesterday - but, 225 days closer to seeing you again My Angel)

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Hi Melanie

What a nice way for your LeeLee to let you know she was there with you on your vacation, such a gorgeous photo too.
May peace find you My friend and your in my thoughts are prayers always.

DarrenS
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Melanie, I have been thinking of you all week and was wondering how you were doing without Lee Lee, I know how difficult this new situation is that we unfortunately find ourselves in every day. Lee Lee sent you that picture to let you know how much she misses and loves you, no doubt in my mind. Lee Lee is so beautiful, she is lighting the path to the rainbow every day at the Rainbow Bridge. She is one beautiful angel!

Sending you hugs, my friend....Bailey's Mom
LeeLeesMama

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Darren, 
Thank you so much for your kind comments my friend - it meant so much to me to discover that photo of my baby.  I know how much you are missing your little man Spencer - I hope your sweet memories are bringing you a little peace. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Melanie

Jill,
It was a hard trip for me to get through, but I feel a bit of relief that this 1st is over at least. That is what I think about the picture too -  You have a way of saying the sweetest things - I love that thought "....she is lighting the path to the rainbow..." Thank You Jill - I hope you are doing okay tonight - feeling Bailey's presence.  Hugs....
Melanie
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Melanie, I am so touched by the beautiful picture of LeeLee. Those eyes of hers are so clear and kind. It's so hard to go back to the old places and try to live in them without our loves... but we have to keep moving, don't we, and try to find even a sliver of the happiness we gad when they were with us. I am in one of those phases whee I have to trust that it will get better, in a few days, or a few weeks. I feel myself shuttering back up, and all I can think about is Gracie and how she was always loyal, always loving. Pets really do beat people almost every time.

Hugs to you on the hard days, and may those get a little easier.

Paula
LeeLeesMama

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Paula,
Thank you so very much for your sweet words for my baby.  You are right, it is very hard to be in the places our angels once loved to be and to remember all the joy on their little faces, it just breaks my heart over and over again because she was always with me.  

Your comment about shuttering back up... I feel that too - it is an effort for me each day to interact with people, be it at work or with my family - I'd just rather be alone with my memories.  I really don't speak of Lee Lee except here and that hard for me - she was my very world for so long, and now to never speak her name out loud - it is so very sad and lonely.  The world was just a kinder place while Gracie and Lee Lee were with us wasn't it?

Thank you again Paula - I hug you and wish you peace for your broken heart.
Melanie

EliseT

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Hi Melanie, 

I started reading your thread over the weekend, and have come to this page. You have so many beautiful memories of your sweet Lee Lee - I love your pictures of her, the signs you've received from her...and how she loved her 'pretties' and the descriptions of the closeness you had and continue to have with her. My baby Buddy was also found beside a highway...(by someone else, I don't know who) and from there, he was taken in by a volunteer organization called the Golden Rescue, which has found forever homes for 1,940 Goldens in need, since they began their work...(mostly in Ontario). 

You found your heart's treasure by the road that day - what a beautiful little girl...I can see why you fell completely in love. 

I love the way you count down...this many days closer...it helps me stay positive, thinking this way. 

Wishing you all the best, 

Elise, Buddy's mom


LeeLeesMama

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Dear Elise,
Bless your heart - it would take a weekend to read this thread - thank you so much!  Your sweet comments have brightened my evening.  You know.. it is just beyond me how people can just dump out such precious souls as if they were worthless when in truth they possess and share the purest love that exists in this world - we are fortunate to have that love.. Yes?

I look forward to seeing more photos of your Buddy and maybe hearing some more of your life together if you feel up to it - recording some of my memories has given me a bit of comfort.  And yes.. continue to count down to that reunion - it will be the most wonderful day - it is the day I live for.

Peace and hugs to you tonight...
Melanie, Lee Lee's Mama


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Hi Melanie, I was looking for your story about the footsteps  did not find it  but I did read about  how you found  your precious baby  and the tears came flooding out....  the puppy breath , the  awkward walk of a  pup as she grows , the body trying to catch up to long legs...  the cuddle times , the quiet times, the laughter  at  the silly antics......    no matter how much time we have with them here, it will not be enough time....  maybe that is why their time here is shorter than our own...  God knows that any more time than that,  the goodbye would surely kill us....

I read your post about  preparing for your vacation  and how you would pack all of Lee Lee's things... I am crying with you, for you ... for your scorching heartache  as you travel this path on your journey through grief...    PeeWee had so many things too...  various coats and shirts for the changing northern weather, blankets, beds, sleeping bag..    he was afraid of storms and gun fire , so we  had his  wraps and his  bach flower remedies...  looking at his dog scout badges and scarf, the pictures he painted  brings all of the pain of losing him back right now   and my heart breaks for you,  as I know how you are feeling as you go through  all of  these firsts....  each anniversary and milestone  is painful  and bittersweet...  the wonderful memories  are what fills that hole that was created when they left this world...... and though we are eternally grateful to have those sweet memories , they just are not enough right now  to fight back the  pain of a broken heart. 

Lee Lee is such a precious girl  and she loves her momma so very much,  though I know how hard it is to learn how to live life without  her in the physical, Lee Lee's living, loving Light is always shining down on you....  guiding you to special gifts and messages , letting you know that it will be alright.

The love you two share is alive and well   and though it seemed as though your story came to a close, she is showing you  that  there are many more chapters  to fill  and that  a relationship with your loved one doesn't end when they leave this earth.... the relationship continues and it grows  in many, many ways....    

I will look again for your footsteps sign   it is always a comfort to read about these wonderful visits, with each milestone you approach , I believe with all of my being  that  Lee Lee will continue to add more to  your story together...   it will be the firsts of many   of  the amazing ways my angel speaks to me... 

love and hugs
Carrie and  angel PeeWee too
sharkey905

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Melanie and Barb
Its official,, I have lost my mind.I went with my daughter today to the humane society . She went Monday to see a 4 month old black male lab puppy...and started the paperwork
Well, I went this morning and.... surprise...as soon as I saw him.. I knew he was coming to live with us
We get him next Thursday....which I just realized is halloween, which I was dreading this year...Dont know how thats going to be
My husband hasnt seen him yet.but he has always been a lab lover.. We will take him on Sat to see him.. The humane society made his appt at the vet for his shots and to be neutered wed..so we have to wait till thurs...but they said we can come and walk him any time we want...
I know I thought I wanted to wait till after Christmas..but having Bear here for 8 weeks and leaving  and then Oliver was here for 6 days has helped me realize that I need a furbaby here with me. But of course, its bringing a crying session worried that Rambo may be upset with us
Sue
Rambo's Momma

Rambo
I hope you are not too mad that we are getting this new puppy..You will always, always, be my special puppy boy. Momma(and Daddy and Steph) will always love you till the day we are reunited. I will talk to you daily in your little blue urn just like I have been doing. This  puppy needed a home, he will be your brother....I hope you can help him adjust to life with us and watch over him.. But you know, he will be treated like a king,,,just like you were....You were our number 1 priority,,,and he will be too..It wont be the same, I know, he's not you,,but you know we will love him
Bye for now, my Sweet Puppy boy,
Momma
XOXOXOXOXOX



ourbrandy

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Oh Sue, I'm so happy for you and it seems the time is right.  Only your heart can tell you when you are ready.  You will give this puppy a much needed home and he will be loved and treasured.

Yes, you are right, he won't be Rambo, but he will help heal all the hurting places inside you.  I know Rambo won't be mad.  A friend here in North Carolina told me that you don't get a new dog to replace your dog, you get a new dog to honor your dog.  I think that makes a lot of sense.

We wanted to wait until after the holidays too, but I have a feeling that when we get back to Wisconsin we will be on the lookout for a new little companion to love.  The house is just so empty without a furry little friend.

Keep us posted on how it goes - again, I'm so happy for all of you.

Hugs,
Barb
duncan2013

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hi im really sorry about your loss my doggie passed away six weeks ago and its so quiet without him im glad i found this site because there are so many people who understand what its like anyway take heart that you did your best for your pet from Duncan
LeeLeesMama

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Hi Carrie,
You always seem to know just what to say - what a gift! Words don't come easily for me. I just miss her so much - all her little ways, just being her Mama and taking care of my little angel - I miss those days when my life had a purpose.  

I read your topic from PeeWee's first year anniversary - it had me in tears.  You said so eloquently all the things I feel but can't put into written words.  My heart is with you, I know you are missing your precious little boy so badly. He and Lee Lee both had a rocky start didn't they - but they still trusted, still lived, still loved, so much and so freely.  I know you hold tightly your precious memories just as I do - and live each day looking for more signs and sweet visits.

Your support and encouragement mean the world to me as I fumble through life without my baby.  I love and miss her more with each passing day.  The little "footsteps" story is in the post with the last photo - it kind of blew me away.

Hugs to you Carrie and your angel PeeWee - I know that he and Lee Lee are hanging out together with all their friends - just waiting for all of us to get there...

Melanie

LeeLeesMama

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Hi Sue and Barb ~
Sue... Congratulations Sweetie! That little guy is so fortunate to have been chosen by you - he will certainly fill your home with smiles and your heart with warmth and love.  Puppies are great little healers I believe - you just have to enjoy them - they won't have it any other way.  

Please don't worry and fret thinking that your beloved Rambo is upset - I just know he is overjoyed that is wonderful Momma is giving another little baby a loving home.  I'll bet he will be there in spirit to welcome the pup and show him around - "show him the ropes". Rest assured that Rambo is confident in your everlasting love for him - he is happy for you and the pup - he knows that his place in your heart is safe.

I think Barb said it best "...you don't get a new dog to replace your dog, you get a new dog to honor your dog."   I hope you'll share a photo when you can - I can't wait to see him

Barb... I hope your vacation is fantastic - peaceful and relaxing - I heard the weather this morning - that you may be feeling a chill up there.  Are the leaves pretty where you are? They were mostly still green when we were up there - I guess fall is a little late this year.  

I'm so happy for Sue and her new addition and I'll be praying for you that when the time is right - your next "little love" will be led straight to your heart by your sweet Brandy.

Enjoy your trip...

Take care Ladies - "talk" to you soon...Hugs...
Melanie





LeeLeesMama

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Hi Duncan,
I'm very sorry for the loss of your doggie - it does leave a great void in your life when they run off the the bridge.  Everyone here really does understand what you are going thru - I hope you'll continue to read the stories here and maybe tell us more about your special doggie when you can.  Thank you for your kind words for my Lee Lee - they are appreciated so much.  Take care of yourself - I wish you peace and healing.

Lee Lee's Mama 

Bedomom

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What a beautiful picture of Lee Lee, He is a so beautiful and lively, LeeLeesMama, he is Always around you ah, those eyes I am sure have marked deeply in your soul and  mine's too as soon as I look at him.  Hugs, Bedomom
danceswithmanypets

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Melanie,  Oh My Goodness ....  YES, YES Yes  that was  your Lee Lee  on that trail.... she wanted to help you trust what  you heard  and  helped  with the  re discovery of that photo....  

That is so amazing....  she is quite intrigued with her new way of moving about,  so much so  that she is quite the little busy body....  she makes me smile and even chuckle to myself...  the lengths that she will go to, to  send messages  is  so endearing,  I  can see her with  white angel wings  flying about...  looking for  various ways  to  surprise her momma  with  new signs; New Pretties  just for Momma....

I thought of  Lee Lee  and her garden site today.... as I was trying to collect up some of the bird feeders to put away for winter...  the ones that will be damaged by the snow...   I feed our critters and birds all year long....     thinking about how much  Lee Lee loves squirrels...   I thought  that maybe she would love  the little white swing squirrel  feeder.    It looks like an old porch swing  and squirrel sits in it to get to the food.... it is so cute...   

I am sad and glad  that you liked that anniversary letter....   sad that you know and feel that pain  but glad that  the words you feel at  a loss for right now,  to describe this horrible journey,  are there in that letter.
I too find myself at a loss for words to describe the roller coaster of emotions that we feel as we slowly climb the  mountain of  sorrow...   with all of its little  dips that send us backwards  before we can inch our way back up again....  I wrote that in little bits here and there   as that milestone slowly approached...     journaling the thoughts and feelings  I felt as the days turned to weeks and then to months. 
It is just a horribly painful journey  and my heart aches for you and everyone who has the raw, open wound of this new loss...   it is an injury, a deep wound  and you have to treat yourself  like you would  for any injury that requires a lengthy healing process...  we cannot pretend that we are not injured or wounded...   because that wound will not heal...  just like someone  doing too much after a surgery... or not doing the   proper after care...      Too many people in the  outside world  do not understand how  losing a loved one and the grief that follows,  is a serious wound or injury.  That wound will heal  when it heals... there isn't a time table. Get plenty of rest if you can,  try to take some multi B vitamins..  drink extra fluids... it is true that we can dehydrate from crying....   ( I know I caused myself to become dehydrated this week... oh the  electrolytes that are lost in all those tears )  
By caring for yourself , you are actually  allowing yourself the needed strength and stamina  to grieve  well....   Tears and the time that we can set aside to  grieve  are  healing...   just as salt water is the best cleanser for wounds...  so our tears are for  our internal wound, our broken heart and soul.

I have written a novella here and that was not my intent.... I just wanted to tell you that your comforting words   have made a huge difference in my week ,  which was a difficult one...  and that you will never be alone  in your journey down this path of a million tears...   even when  Lee Lee may seem far up ahead of you... distracted by a  lizard or fluttering of a critter in the grass... all of your friends/family  at petloss  will be here for you.... 

Love, Hugs and may God's healing love and light shine down on you ,   a light and love that goes by the name... Lee Lee

Your friend(s)
Carrie and angel PeeWee
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Melanie,

I have been reading this lovely thread and it not only speaks volumes of your love for LeeLee, but of your care and compassion for others. (Beau and I will never forget how generous and supportive you were to us, either).  LeeLee is such a beautiful girl.  How happy she looks in these wonderful pictures, too.  I don't come to PetLoss as often as I used to, but am glad I came here tonight and read more about you and your precious girl.  Thank you for sharing.  I loved reading about LeeLee and looking upon her pretty face.

Hugs

Linda
Eddie & Sarah Ann's Mom
EliseT

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Hi Melanie,

Thank you so much for your words of comfort and kindness. It is a tragedy, that cold hearted people would throw away these precious lives in the ways that they do. They truly have no idea what life is all about, and have no concept of love. They are "The Soulless Ones"...who have completely missed out, and all we can do is pray that one day, these lost souls carrying chilly hearts in their chests, will find what we have found and discover what truly matters in life. You put it well - the most precious love on this Earth is the kind of love our sweet animal babies give us - nothing else can compare. What matters in life has very little to do with possessions, fame, a large bank balance or status. It has everything to do with unconditional love, compassion, forgiveness and faith.

In time, I will be posting more photos and memories of Buddy in the thread I started for him - the Loving Sweet Buddy thread. It is important to me, to share about Bud's life and times, and he would appreciate mom doing that. I love to read about the sweet pets here, and love getting to know more about their precious lives with their special people. I love that other animal lovers here who participate on this site, want to get to know Bud better, too. He would just love that so much! I think all of our precious babies appreciate that we share what is in our hearts, sharing their precious moments with others who have come to love them here. It is a wonderful way to spread the sweetness of our beloved pet children, and you are doing a wonderful loving job, sharing Lee Lee and spreading her sweetness into the world...

There are some deeply caring people here and their words of support and encouragement are priceless.

Isn't it nice to know your Lee Lee is well loved and thought of constantly?!

As Carrie so eloquently says, you are never alone in your journey down this path of a million tears...(and each day is one day closer...)

Sweet dreams - more precious moments with your baby to come...

Elise, Buddy's mom





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Dear Bedomom,
Thank you so much for visiting with us - your kind words for my angel are most appreciated.  You are wonderful to think of us when your own grief is so new and raw. I wish you peace and healing...hugs to you also...

Melanie~always Lee Lee's Mama
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Carrie,
Thank you so much!! - it is good to hear that you believe it was really her - It really was quite an awesome experience - but it leaves me wanting more and more - I wonder what will be next!!

I do think she would like the squirrel feeder - I'm going to look into that.  She was fascinated with them - I think she is still - I've had a few up close squirrel encounters since she left.  

Your anniversary letter really helped me - it was good to "see" my thoughts - I will be re-reading it as the months inch closer to "that" day for me - I know it will be so hard, I am dreading it already.

This truly is a "path of a million tears"  and Carrie, I was so touched by your last sentence "...a light and love that goes by the name...Lee Lee."  I will tuck that away in my heart.

Hugging you and your precious PeeWee...
Melanie


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Linda,
Thank you so much for reading about my girl - I seem to have a novel going about her - but it brings me a bit of comfort to record some of my memories - I don't want to forget any little thing.  Your sweet words for my baby mean so very much to me.

I hope your precious little Beau is doing just wonderfully - he is a very lucky little boy to have such a devoted and loving Mom. I continue to keep you both in my prayers.

Hugs...
Melanie

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Melanie: your LeeLee is so cute , she always is looking at the camera or the person (you) taking the picture thats why you can see love for you in her eyes. I'm glad she's sending you more messages.  ((hugs))   maxsMandD
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Elise,
Yes, the loss of my baby has made me even more aware of what is important in this life. It has also made me more impatient with people who strive so hard to acquire more "stuff" - after all it is only "stuff".  Sadly, they are missing the most precious part of our lives here.

Elise, thank you Sweetie for your kind words - and yes it is funny how much it warms my heart just to see her little name "spoken" here by some dear person who took the time to read a bit of her story - like you : )   As a friend wrote to me earlier in this thread - Lee Lee has touched many hearts all over this world even in passing.

I will keep a watch for your Buddy's story - I want to get to know him and his loving spirit.  Take care of yourself - hugs and peace to you tonight....
 
Melanie
Bedomom

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LeeLeesMama,

Thank you for your comforting words, I still hurt and miss my Bedo very much, I may sound like a strong person but I am not.  I have bad combination, very sentimental, but also very perseverant.  Here is another Chinese song that I can think of for our furry babies:

My love, please listen in silence,
I will sing a love song for you
If you wake up tommorrow,
to find out that I am not by yourside,
I have gone to a very far and peaceful place
My love, please don't be upset,
Just treasure our love,
We will meet in heaven!

I am so greatful for this website, we are like family now.
Hugs to you and Lee Lee
Bedomom


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maxsMandD,
Thank you for your sweet comments about my baby - it is true - she was a total camera hog - loved to have her photo taken.  I've had many dogs that would come toward the camera and it was next to impossible to get a photo - but Lee Lee seemed to understand, somehow, what was going on.  I am so grateful for the many photos I have of her - I couldn't look at them for months, but now they bring me an occasional smile.  I think of your little angel Max with his handsome face and those cuddly ears often.  I hope your day is peaceful.
Hugs Melanie
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Oh Bedomom.... That is just beautiful, it made me teary, but it is just beautiful.  I really do treasure my Lee Lee's love, so much.... just as you treasure your Bedo's love.  I'm pretty sentimental too and that is a challenging trait to possess right now.  It is next to impossible for me to mention her name out loud to anyone with tears filling my eyes.  I am so very grateful for the loving people here on this site, like you, who allow me to "talk" about her thru my writings - even though the screen is many times blurry from my tears.  Thank you so much for sharing that song - I am wondering how would you write Lee Lee in Chinese?

Hugs, my friend,
Melanie
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LeeLeesMama,

I miss some lines:
While you close your eyes
You will remember the laughter
That Will last forever,

LeeLee, You must forgive antie, you look so elegant in that picture and I thought you were a boy!

Baby I  cant not type your name in Chinese, we translate closest to the sound of the name, you have a beautiful name.  The meanings could either be "Beautiful" Or "Blessing" depend on how you twist the sound of Lee Lee either way, it is just beautiful as you are.  Please send lots of hugs and love to Mama from heaven, she misses and loves you very much baby,  and she is a softie just like every one of us.

Hugs and love to you Baby Lee Lee and LeeLee's Mama

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